Where Every Scroll is a New Adventure
As gentle as a butterfly
But yet it lies
Like a spy
With a fly
Upon my wall ,
Glorious colours to distract the eye,
From what is hidden beneath its wall ,
I dare knock as I’m scared I will fall,
As something as pretty as that,
Will clearly make me a fool,
I don’t hold the jewels ,
To unleash her soul
I would make her into a grizzly ghoul
She touches upon my senses
Makes my insides, go dense
But god forgive me
She is to damn cold
When I try to keep a hold
Of her love.
@trueemotions91
I see him everywhere
He smiles at me in the air,
He whispers me lullabies when I’m scared
Keeps the monsters from out my head ,
He holds me when I’m cold
Squeezes harder when I’m warm,
He just knows how , I liked to be hold
Ain’t a secret that could not be told .
I would trust him with my life
But I’m not to sure about a wife .
He is gentle , I know that so
But he is also very powerful .
Would he scare her gentle soul
I honestly don’t know .
@trueemotions91
Not wrote by me - but I had to share as it is amazing , ❤️. So all enjoy x
Her eyes remind me the first sea that I saw,
The kind of sea you only see in a draw.
When I’m looking at them I am getting out my mind,
The most beautiful thing a man could even find.
She took possession of my mind, of my dreams, of my soul.
When she is not there, I am feeling like if I was stuck in a hole.
Her presence is giving me the faith like if she was giving me a rope,
To get me out of that well and offer me the hope,
To see her one day having a rest in my arms,
While she doesn’t realize how effective are her charms.
I could spend my whole days looking at her sleeping face,
As long as she is there, I will never leave this place.
Hey handsome ,
Stood over there,
Looking all bare ,
I want to excite you,
So please don’t stare
I’ll take you places
You never knew were there,
I’ll teach you about my land
Just allow my hand,
I’ll take the rest from there.
Ready to explore
To learn my law?
@trueemotions91
He Is my pal for life
Don’t make any mistake
He will guard me all through the night
My winner in every fight
He don’t know fear
But he always knows
When danger is about
He smells it with his nose ,
He ain’t no clown
Believe me so,
He loves full hearted
He don’t know anything cold ,
He knows when I’m scared
He can feel it through the air
He comforts me , without a blink in his stare.
A woman I see ,
More powerful then me ,
Because she holds the key
To the happiness in me ,
She can blow me a Gale,
Or create me a storm ,
She is my dearest ,
Who protects me in the wildest storm,
When I’m mad, she makes the world frown,
Oh believe me she can tip up even your crown ,
When I’m happy she sends me a sky full of clowns,
In the prettiest colours,
Who sing me a beautiful song
To make me feel proud,
When I’m cold ,
She holds me ever so close
warms me up with her gentle rays ,
When I’m hot , she don’t stop,
When I’m mad,
She blows the angles my way,
To whisper
It’ll be better another day.
@trueemotions91
You reading this
Promise me
One thing
In life don’t give up
Never check the competition on the other shoulder
Always breathe and just get stuck in
The thicker the better
Don’t let anyone make you feel worthless
Poisonous people only do this
Don’t never go in with your eyes closed
Always make sure they are wide
Don’t get stuck in the gossip
Take a seat back and be the listener
Your be amazed what you hear ,
When your hurting ,
Please just scream,
Don’t let it burden you ,
I’m here,
When you want to cry,
Let it stream,
Tears are free ,
So don’t let it burn you out
from inside out ,
Believe me when I say,
Your brain is a weapon for all,
But mainly for yourself ,
So don’t let it take control,
Remember it’s your body in the line ,
Don’t let the voices roar ,
If they do, scream right back at them
Coz them bitches should be in line with your core,
When your happy ,
Enjoy,
And when your sad
Just remeber the man who shook your hand ,
Without a penny to his name ,
Yet he still has a plan,
Every single being here has a path,
And when it gets tough
Just know that’s the worse ,
The only way is up baby,
So please just breathe ,
And no it’s just the path
To make your journey on earth
Complete .
@trueemotions91
A woman ,
Is her name
A mother to all,
From the ground she was born
She always stood tall ,
She braces the craziest storm
Because that’s her home,
She carries life to the full
So we can be reborn ,
She gives her body to another
With out a thought for the other ,
She knows power, love & hate
But yet you won’t see her shake ,
She has to be powerful
To raise her next generation ,
To Make sure there matter
In a world with a lot of chatter ,
She has the power to give and take
But she always chooses life
Over any other path
That may call her ,
Because that’s the gate
To her most beautiful
Creations in life,
Always In sight , but guarded
By love , because that’s what mothers do
On this crazy path called life .
@trueemotions91
Life is scary ,
Looking through my eyes ,
Your find it blurry,
But don’t be alarmed,
Because I promise your ready .
For this ride, To the top,
Free of charge ,
I promise I won’t ask for a penny,
But I’m going take your emotions
Higher then any,
I’ll hold your hand
I won’t let go
But inside your going be lonely.
Don’t be scared
I promised you so,
All of them emotions
Are part of the journey ,
This ain’t no movie,
First class scary .
Be the best ride ,
As this is the journey of Your life.
@trueemotions91
I’m attracted to skin .
You heard that correctly ,
Human contact
Is my fantasise.
To feel the warmth of your body
Upon me
Sends electricity threw me .
To run my fingers down every inch of you
Excites me .
To explore every grove and corner
Of your body
With mine
Thrills me .
To watch you wither under me
Is my only desire .
I promise I’ll be gentle .
All you got to do
Is be bare.
I’ll waken
Senses you never
Knew where there .
Don’t tempt me .
I swear .
@trueemotions91
Man made shit
Tissue to wipe my arse
Man I’d rather some grass
Man made shit
Cant shake the stick
From that drip
He’s hanging on to my every word
Yet he claps
When he gets a slap
From the man in the back.
Man made shit
What a laugh
Stood over their looking like a arse
Man made shit
Just a fart
When everyone laughs
Man made shit
Full of art
But you can’t do the crafts
Man made shit
Do I have to finish it .
@trueemotions91
If don’t make sense to you - take away the words man made shit , 🤪 x
I believe in fairy’s
In a galaxy far away
Because I’m allowed to.
Dreaming
Some say .
But it’s reality
To my mind
Just Because their can’t see
Them dancing
In the glistening sky
Don’t mean I’m
Dreaming
My life away.
Remember
We all see
What we want to see
Some to blinded
To see thier own
Reality .
@trueemotions91
I thanked her
For my pain ,
For the pile of emotions
She left Upon my floor,
I still thanked her
For making me feel so raw,
Because she taught me
True life law,
I still thank her to this day
For all the heartache .
She taught me to self love
from The core,
You see ,
There is always a tale,
When they think
Thier have done the deed
And watch you crumbled to
Your knees,
But what she didn’t expect to see,
Was me to come back ,
Roaring an all ,
While she
Is still
Trying to find her
True Fairy tale,
When she allowed me
To find my soul
A long time ago.
@trueemotions91
Crazy world
Crazy life
My brain just ain’t right
All my life
Is a fight
For my right to be classed as normal.
What is normal
I hear them scream
Take one of these pills
And you run to the hills
The wind will give you the chills
The sun will over heat you
The trees will underestimate you
The ground will run with you
The birds follow me
With a tweet tweet,
And then all becomes a silly retreat.
Into my own
I hear them
But my brain ain’t ready for the final call
Because if being normal is you or me
I would rather pick to talk to that tree.
@trueemotions91
My mind is a jumble of words
Yet my heart sings the sweetest lullaby .
My eyes are as blue as the sky
Yet as cold as the ocean sea.
My lips are that of a angel
Yet it speaks from the devil.
My hands are strong
Yet lethal.
My brain whispers
Yet the voice inside roars.
The energy ignites me
Then all is a uproar .
@trueemotions91
On a dark cold night
Awoken my soul under the moon light
Like a wolf in sheep clothes
While the whole world stayed closed
My soul opened to the universe
On that hill rise
I was exposed
To the elements of life
And lord behold
As the devils hide
And nature took hold
A beast , I felt , deep inside .
@trueemotions91
All I need is air
The sun
The moon
The sea
All things that are beyond the beauty of the earth
When all falls silence , all at last will be
How the world was ment to be
I see you , your struggles and all the things behide
But nature is calling you
To heal you
In the silence , of the night
We need that, to reinstate
Reinstate with the earth , the very place we was made
To feel the air against your naked skin
The noise of the trees
The sound of the leaves and rain
This is what your body is craving
A break from hell
And back to heaven on nature’s ground
Bare footed
To recharge from the ground
Not from the television , we weren’t made a plug in
Pick up the leaves
let the creatures of earth wiggle on your feet
Put down the phone
And dig your hands into earths rich soil
Roll around like you never have
Smell the flowers and enjoy the earth.
@trueemotions91
A soul is my beauty
Looks are deceiving
They try and trick the mind
To make us believe
In something that isn’t there
As a soul can’t lie
It speaks the truth beyond the mask
That’s put in as a disguise
To look beyond is hard
It’s a battle with mind and temptation
But which do you choose
When the pretty tunes in to the soul
And Creates the devil
Do you realise the danger your soul has intwined to,
A pretty soul will always have a pretty face ,
You just have to look deeper in the beholders eyes,
The eyes are the beauty ,
As dark as chocolate , as blue as the skies , as green as the mountains on a dewy morning sun rise ,
Not the cold hunger , with a smile upon the face ,
That’s clearly the devil in disguise .
@trueemotions91
I see the sun, I see the sand , I see the sea, but I can't see the air .
I can see all that's beautiful around me.
But you no what I can't see .
The thing that keeps me alive !!
And that's the distraction in life !!
We are surrounding by beauty, ugliness , and everything far and between .
But do those things really bother me ??
Where's my twisted feelings , my emotions when they run high, the 1000 words that race through my head every night !!!
But why ? Cant I see these in front of me!!
If these were on show they wouldn't be a distraction it's my lifelong goals !!
These are the main yet they kept locked away ... tightly secure inside my brain... The things we can see , touch, feel , smell are distractions in my way!!
Why can't the things that matter be so easy to reach and grab!!
To put all that matters out on a table would be a lifelong puzzle but that puzzle is my goal in life it's the only thing on this earth that's been made just for me!!!
So when you see that beautiful flower blossoming don't make it a distraction , make it a reality and amend it on your perception to alter what it divides your own path to!!!
Lost in a world of emotions
Covid on my mind
Not a worry for the blind.
It’s not the strain of my eyes
from watching the tv
Or holding my phone all day
It’s the battle going on in my brain .
A pain I feel through shut eyes
The light don’t bother me no more
Used to the dark and the man made lights
With a flip of the switch .
It Seems day and night no longer disgunish
The hurt no longer exists
But neither does my happiness .
Lost in my own mind
But just a empty space .
Dying to breathe in the fresh air
To revitalise my brain .
Lost words that make no sense
Emotions I can’t figure out .
The world has gone crazy
And my brain is on the fall out .
How can my brain survive this pandemic with nothing to do , no air to breathe , no sun to see,
Just me .
@trueemotions91
"So Now?"
the words have come and gone,
I sit ill.
the phone rings, the cats sleep.
Linda vacuums.
I am waiting to live,
waiting to die.
I wish I could ring in some bravery.
it's a lousy fix
but the tree outside doesn't know:
I watch it moving with the wind
in the late afternoon sun.
there's nothing to declare here,
just a waiting.
each faces it alone.
Oh, I was once young,
Oh, I was once unbelievably young!
~Charles Bukowski
Your river by the oak tree
has turned molten gold again,
as the glowing orb of light and life surrenders to the sapphire sky.
The cotton clouds float in shy, pink circles
While the rush of the river awakens a memory I had long forgotten,
When this same tree once bore luscious flowers,
Their scent wafting lazily into the cool breeze,
While we sat and reminisced about the possibility of other lives in the universe,
Under the silver moon.
A lot has changed since then.
Since the night we met.
~Me
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die.
~Mary Elizabeth Frye
"Desiderata"
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.
~Max Ehrmann
There is a little sparrow in my head that likes to cause a mess.
It distracts me with its shrill screeching
that bounces against and vibrates my skull.
It flaps its tiny wings and causes a flurry in my head, like a feral hurricane.
It drills against my brain and causes pulsing migraines
and sometimes it nips at my eyeballs.
There is a little sparrow in my head
Shackled and caged behind bars of steel.
It is bruised,broken and battered
And its wings are clipped.
To set it free somebody will have to crack open my skull.
"It's not fair", cries the sparrow.
"Oh but it is fair", I reply,
"Just like, a head for a head,
a tail for a tail,
an eye for an eye,
and your freedom for mine."
The little sparrow gives a sad chirp and droops its wee head.
"Do not despair, little bird", I consol,
"One day you'll be able to fly,
high above, higher than the sky.
For just like in the circle of life,
the day your life begins,
is the day mine ends.
So chin up and wait some more,
just a little more time."
There is a little sparrow in my head that weeps tears of patience.
There is nothing else it can do.
~Me
*Inspired by Bluebird by Charles Bukowski*