Where Every Scroll is a New Adventure
"It's not about the want to die but the desire to simply not exist"
-Me, 2022
"It is not the length of life, but the depth of life"
- Ralph Waldo Emerson
Fake it in your favour!
The world's not gonna change for you. You change for yourself and empower yourself!
Learnt from the Reputation Album. Thanks Tay💗.
@taylorswift @taylornation
"For vice, repeated is like wand'ring wind,
Blows dust in others' eyes, to spread itself;
And yet the end of all is bought thus dear,
The breath is gone, and the sore eyes see clear."
- Shakespeare
From
"Pericles Prince of Tyre"
Life gives you chances always when u fall, you just have to be receptive enough to grab them and keep going!
If you really want to do something, you'll find a way. If you don't, you'll find an excuse.
Jim Rohn
To be scared is a under statement,
That fear no longer dwindles in my bones ,
Tumblr has taught me ,
Friends are just ghosts , or empty egg shells.
Strangers have more empathy then the man next door,
I was just a fool ,
all along , playing to the devils own dirty tune .
Emotions that ran high ,
Words that didn’t make much sense ,
To a soul opened my eyes
By just a few tiny words.
I realise now ,
it is not, who is here to pick up the phone
It’s the ones who are in the dark
But yet take the time to pass your name in there own daily thoughts.
Yet I’ve done nothing for them, yet there speak of me so kindly.
In this world that’s distracted by so much colour,
Them bright doors don’t hold the key to this earths heavens,
It is the doors that are hid in the darkest shadows,
waiting for someone to find them, to help them flourish.
So Don’t go looking for the brightest light ,
Search for the darkest gate
that’s where we will find all things beautiful in
such a dark cold world,
that’s flourished with colour To distract us ,
from the true treasures of this world .
@trueemotions91
@tammyfeabakker
Anger is lethal,
As dangerous as a blade,
It only takes a second ,
To lose all self control,
A darkness covers your eyes,
To blind you from the rage,
Takes you away from the pain,
The day awakes ,
And reality is real,
Thats all it takes ,
Just one second ,
So own yourself ,
Don’t let the darkness take over,
Remember the sunlight ,
It never fades ,
Just fight the demon ,
Before it’s to late ,
Always sunshine the other side ,
Don’t let the darkness make your fate,
Half blinded by hate .
@trueemotions91
A soul is my beauty
Looks are deceiving
They try and trick the mind
To make us believe
In something that isn’t there
As a soul can’t lie
It speaks the truth beyond the mask
That’s put in as a disguise
To look beyond is hard
It’s a battle with mind and temptation
But which do you choose
When the pretty tunes in to the soul
And Creates the devil
Do you realise the danger your soul has intwined to,
A pretty soul will always have a pretty face ,
You just have to look deeper in the beholders eyes,
The eyes are the beauty ,
As dark as chocolate , as blue as the skies , as green as the mountains on a dewy morning sun rise ,
Not the cold hunger , with a smile upon the face ,
That’s clearly the devil in disguise .
@trueemotions91
Come see what I see
Twisted deformed faces in front of me
Crazy they call me
But these fuckers clearly can’t see
Like sheep in a line, all gawping when I open my mind
Don’t believe me when I say
It’s the most powerful thing about me
Trust me when I say it
Ain’t no delusion
I have to fight the beast everyday
You , you are nothing
Compared to this fucker
I cant escape it , not even run from it
Stuck with it till I die
Can you see ?
You , you are nothing to me.
Human like me
But I don’t use my fist to win this fight
My brain is always right
So no escaping me
Because once I get in
They ain’t no getting out
I cant escape me
Even the devil don’t want in this game .
A monster in disguise ,
A gift from god
Who knows what it’s called
Electric powers me
The Voltage erupts
Causing me a rage
With a mind full of volts
That turn into words
Them words turn into ideas
And the whole world spins .
Still makes no sense
Still can’t understand
Nor can I , so join the clan .
@trueemotions91
A brain is a weapon , mass destruction , out of any league of your imagination .
You think fire burns ever had your head like it’s going explode, a build up of pressure , you can’t control , the motherfucker just squeezes even harder.
Till you can’t take it no more .
That’s a war .
A war on the inside only you can defeat.
A war with yourself.
No one else can see .
Now if these thoughts automatically went what would that brain have left to wonder.
Is this the issue why we all at war with each other .
our brains are on a constant over drive.
Fighting with our own  imagination  .Â
Why does our brain work this way .
Try so hard to turn the fucker off but hey ho it just feels a empty hole  .
What’s the point the ability .
If only we can feel the pain .
It is self destruction and every single one of us do it.
But why ?!
Why do we cause ourselfs so much hurt, crying , pain .
Why can’t we allow ourselfs to live in harmony.
Something crazy going on
I’m sure we weren’t created for our brains to self destruct from the inside out.
That’s what we are doing !
Scary crazy shit happening up here , only god must stare .
Self destruct on every brain. Â
Hell no !
Its not the norm .
I’m sure
but how to defeat it
Is a whole other board game .
@trueemotions91
We can't plan life. All we can do is be available for it.That strong mother doesn't tell her cub, Son, stay weak so the wolves can get you. She says, Toughen up, this is reality we are living in.Real religion is no religion at all.This life is a process of learning.Everything we do should be a result of our gratitude for what God has done for us.Be honest, brutally honest. That is what's going to maintain relationships.Reality is easy. It's deception that's the hard work.I don't need anybody to market or promote me. If people don't want to hear this music, then it's not for them. You cannot please everybody.I tried to manipulate and control people, and I harbored resentment. I wanted to be forgiven, but I wouldn't forgive others.Hip-Hop isn't just music, it is also a spiritual movement of the blacks! You can't just call Hip-Hop a trend!
we need to destigmatize dropping out of college I am so serious. like dude if u realize that is Bad For You then you can just Leave. I am so fucking serious. just stop. there are other options and you don’t need to force yourself through shit you can’t do and go into debt. i promise you can just Not.
The truth was I was tired way underneath my skin. I was tired where even I couldn't see. I do not know how that happened. How I ended up like that. It all happened so fast.
— Rebecca Wells, The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood
"Don't look at her Eyes if you're afraid of Drowning. "