Where Every Scroll is a New Adventure
When all the grey settles, and the narrow lanes wane, the softness trembles- anger remains. -anneshwa 🌻
Something that I found on my school bathroom
i just want you to hold me in your arms
just once
each day feels like another scene in a tired play
lifeless marionettes moving around on taught strings
cruel hands making them dance and sing
for the silent audience's amusement
but nothing is ever enough
nothing ever makes them stop
it goes on and on and on
me: [feels literally anything]
me: oh stop being melodramatic, you.
[buries it and feels even more awful]
just a sad kind of tired that creeps upon you with little cat feet
curls up on your shoulder and never leaves
it yawns and shifts and gets heavier and heavier, but you can’t bring yourself to let go
you get sadder and tireder but the numbing blanket it provides is addicting
you can’t go back to the world without the tired kind of sad and its little cat feet
close my eyes
Inktober Day 4 "Scallop"
“Everyday I come to the same place and wait until the sun catches up with my mood.”
Do you ever feel like you are never going to find the right person? Like love is not going to be a subplot in your life’s movie? If so then I feel you. For the past two days I've beating myself over not being pretty enough, or not having enough experience compared to my friends and family. I am 19 years old and have never had my first kiss. Never been in any type of relationship either. Most of the time it does not bother me, but there are moments out of the blue that just hit me. Im reminded of my shyness and my awkward tendencies and I berate myself. No one is unloveable except Hitler and the like but this isn't the post for that. Love is so complicated. My biggest fear is being alone. Ironic because I isolate myself from everyone I'm close with because I also fear rejection. How do some people my age have everything figured out? I don't comprehend how people can be so open with others. This is a very depressing first post but I just wanted to let you know that if you feel the same way, you are not alone. I hope you don't feel this way, but if you do, I pray that it passes quickly. Stay Beautiful loves.
❝But like rubbing wine stains into rugs, it’s my curse
To try and make it right; but by trying make it worse.❞
Faccio qualsiasi cosa per sentire qualcosa, l'unica volta in cui mi sento viva è quando sto per morire.
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Yes, Gang Taeya break my heart into million little pieces. I really thought after watching numerous amount of sad kdramas I'd be immune to any sad character or scenes but NOPE! this show is on another level! :'(