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A gun
A quick escape
To exit this thing called life
My Brain can’t take no more
Every day I force a smile
For what?
For fuck all
My head can’t think no more
I don’t want be on this place called earth
I want be dug deep in the ground
Out of this crazy life
Where there is no escape
From my self .
It’s a mess.
I give up fighting the urge everyday
To just end this shit.
For real.
If I had trigger
I wouldn’t hestatie
To know it would be over within a blink
It’s the perfect escape .
It’s lucky I don’t owe one
Or I would be in a place I call home .
Heaven .
Away from this nightmare
I can’t escape.
Please lord give me strength not
To put a end to my own light.
I don’t know why you placed me upon this life
And have me air to breathe
Every night
I ask why ?
What is my purpose to you under this dark light
Maybe the easy way out
People will say
But there don’t know the state of my mind .
It’s hard to cooperate
When all I see around me is snakes
I’m done with life .
Even the ones who claim to love me
Can’t see what is doing to the insides of me.
Life is a joke
No one gives a flying fuck
That my brain is turning into sticky glue
With words I can’t relate to .
Just tired of the pain my mind plays daily
I would rather live in a zoo
Then play this game of 2.
Hate is a strong word
But belive me when I say I hate this earth.
It’s full of devils
Ain’t no angels here
Just a fuckin game of tug .
I ain’t got the strentgh to pull
The fucker to my side no more.
Years of fighting with my own
To now just want be put in a hole.
I’ve learnt to accept it’s the only place
Im going be at rest
With my crazy soul.
I’m close to admit
The fucker has won .
@trueemotions91
The rush
From the blood.
The crimson rose
Against my pale white skin.
The Taste of evil and heaven I swear
it’s what feeds my darkest sins.
The pain I don’t feel
When the blade runs bare across my soul.
It’s not for me , I promise you that,
It’s for them who keep turning their back.
I love the way the blood trickles
Makes me realise , I’m here alive,
To breathe another day
Even if hell is on my side.
It’s twisted I know
To crave the rush.
They don’t care
As there push the demon
To the core
To blind to see the damage they truly cause.
Mine is temporary
A release from the demon
Within me .
Please don’t judge
When you see my scars
It’s proof to me I’ve lived
Through the pain
But I’m still here on the other side,
With nothing but love to give
To those who caused, the blade to sink in.
@trueemotions91
He was mine temporary
For a moment he showed me
What love could be
But all good things don’t last
But I’m blessed I got them seconds
As they felt like hours
His smell I’ll never know , his voice I will always imagine .
I will forever carry them memories with me
Because In such a short amount of space
he managed to change the perspective in me.
Why do you lie
To my soul
Your the reason this world is cold .
Cant you see
What you do to me ?
You bring me to my knees
To beg you,
for
The happiness in me .
You locked me up and
Forced me to fight
For the light , I cried for every night .
You made me , my own demon
The devil you created from the palm of your hand .
For ever I was giving no slack,
Licking the pain from your wounds while
Feeding the demon , within my own skin .
You made me crack,
I accept that
But I will come back ,
Stronger then the marks on my back
I will show you slack
I’ll accept your apology
When I get up from my knees , your see
I weren’t who you thought I could be,
I have to much lose
To give you the key
To end me.
@trueemotions91
Law and order
What the hell has happened
You all want the same thing
Peace love and harmony.
We just want freedom
To explore our own minds
To walk across the land
We was giving for free.
We stand with hands in the air
Chanting we just want to be heard
While your stood on the line,
Distorted face , a devils eye.
We was placed upon earth
By your mother and mine
I was giving life , by a wife ,
But I did not choose
To be put upon this world
Which is falling apart in front of me.
I did choose to have a mind
Not to be controlled by the side ,
But to many sheep are falling for the governments lie.
Your hitting innocent humans
While you glare with your power
Think your better then any other .
I don’t disrespect you job
But why do you defend the slobs
And not your job
Which is to protect your family and mine.
Not to use the bat
Given you to by the mighty rats
To a innocent man without a hat
We have no weapons , just a voice
We beg you can hear ,
But we know we fall upon deaths ears .
If we was to bring shields , bats and the world
You would be the ones running for the hills.
We out do the majority of you
But we still carry nothing
We don’t throw stones ,
Our hands are clean
We don’t carry a gun
Just a empty thumb.
We can all play games , believe me so,
But you lock the most powerful men in a zoo,
If them wild animals were let out ,
Your power would no longer be felt
As they would out do the devil in you.
We unite as one with out any cause
Millions of us , face off demons
Who won’t let us become one.
We are told violence is wrong
And we agree can’t you see
It’s just me .
I have no riot gear, My skin is my armour ,
A shield is my face , as I have nothing to hide ,
I don’t carry a baton , I carry a lantern ,
To show you the light , in the darkest point of your life.
I bring my energy , you carry a taser
To zap the life
Straight out of me .
We beg you to see
We are peaceful in this sweet lullaby
We only want to be free.
@trueemotions91
I don’t want to see
What is hidden beaneath the leaves
I’m scared it will shake my knees
Something I ain’t ready to please
I beg you
Don’t shake me to hard
I fall to fast
My soul won’t last
If you make me shiver
My heart will quiver
I don’t know when to stop
That’s when I lose the plot
I’m sorry
I can’t stumble
Upon these troubles
I want you to be happy
And
To show you inside
Would make us both the perfect disaster .
@trueemotions91
Better then never knowing , but the deepest story’s are always - what if ❤️
As gentle as a butterfly
But yet it lies
Like a spy
With a fly
Upon my wall ,
Glorious colours to distract the eye,
From what is hidden beneath its wall ,
I dare knock as I’m scared I will fall,
As something as pretty as that,
Will clearly make me a fool,
I don’t hold the jewels ,
To unleash her soul
I would make her into a grizzly ghoul
She touches upon my senses
Makes my insides, go dense
But god forgive me
She is to damn cold
When I try to keep a hold
Of her love.
@trueemotions91
I see him everywhere
He smiles at me in the air,
He whispers me lullabies when I’m scared
Keeps the monsters from out my head ,
He holds me when I’m cold
Squeezes harder when I’m warm,
He just knows how , I liked to be hold
Ain’t a secret that could not be told .
I would trust him with my life
But I’m not to sure about a wife .
He is gentle , I know that so
But he is also very powerful .
Would he scare her gentle soul
I honestly don’t know .
@trueemotions91
A rose is red as the blood
That trickles when you prick
Your self with her thorns ,
The moon is as bright as the path
Lit , only enough for you to see the scary stuff,
The sun only shines, when it’s enemy’s are asleep,
Like the eagle in the sky
Waiting for its next victim who can’t escape,
The frog will watch each tiny slug
Against the river bugs,
While the spider etches her sketches
Against the moon lit sky,
The water speckles her nightmare
As it lights up her silver lined lie ,
The flys retreat from her secret trap
While her baby’s wait for it to fall
In their lap,
And all is lost in a blink of the eye .
@trueemotions91
Not wrote by me - but I had to share as it is amazing , ❤️. So all enjoy x
Her eyes remind me the first sea that I saw,
The kind of sea you only see in a draw.
When I’m looking at them I am getting out my mind,
The most beautiful thing a man could even find.
She took possession of my mind, of my dreams, of my soul.
When she is not there, I am feeling like if I was stuck in a hole.
Her presence is giving me the faith like if she was giving me a rope,
To get me out of that well and offer me the hope,
To see her one day having a rest in my arms,
While she doesn’t realize how effective are her charms.
I could spend my whole days looking at her sleeping face,
As long as she is there, I will never leave this place.
When everyone else is no longer there .
You see , the sun smiles on a sunny day
But hides when the clouds come to play ,
That’s just how it goes
But one thing I know
Is ,it always comes and goes,
It never stays in the same place
Because we don’t move at a snail pace ,
You see , you just have to watch the space
To open the gates ,
To all the things you misplaced
it will then ,all fall into place .
Just don’t hide from the same game
That’s got you playing in a hoop
Coz the game we play , ain’t a loop
We go high, we go low,
We go from side to side
But we never stay still
We keep climbing that hill
Coz it don’t matter about the pills
Or the window sill
You sat on for so long ,
Waiting for Them To sing you a song
As long as you keep moving along .
Then it don’t matter if no one is there
You can do it all alone .
@trueemotions91
Hey handsome ,
Stood over there,
Looking all bare ,
I want to excite you,
So please don’t stare
I’ll take you places
You never knew were there,
I’ll teach you about my land
Just allow my hand,
I’ll take the rest from there.
Ready to explore
To learn my law?
@trueemotions91
She was my baby girl
I told you so
Never wanted to let her go
But you made me do her wrong
By always being the other girl
Making her feel low
I just couldn’t say no.
She was my baby girl
now she can’t be found
Because I dug her, deep into the ground.
Broken hearted by a clown
I’m sorry , now I know
How low, I made her go,
I wasn’t ready
For the love ,
She blew my world apart
now I’m done fooling about .
I was confused , lost
I promise you so
Just come back baby ,to our home
I’ll show you my love , hands down
No more broken promises
No more late night kisses
I just need you back on my ground
You are , who kept me so sound
The reason I thought I was on top of the world
She was my baby girl
I just need her home .
@trueemotions91
I was lost
In a plot
Of my own fucked up emotions
No one to help me
No one ever understood
I was called a crazy bitch
Forced in a ditch
To dig myself out of
While the soil crumbled under each finger tip
Still they called me a crazy bitch
Coz I was fighting this shit
All just watched and laughed
Like a bunch of crazed clowns
To my head shut them out
I cried and screamed
Believe me I fucking did
My eyes have never cried
As the tears ain’t my sin
It’s just the opening
Of this tin I’m trapped in
The cuts were a release
Each time I dug my nails deep in
Was a understanding of the place I was laying
Each fall
I pulled harder
No matter how much they call me a crazy bitch
I am getting out of this ditch
They forced me in .
@trueemotions91
He Is my pal for life
Don’t make any mistake
He will guard me all through the night
My winner in every fight
He don’t know fear
But he always knows
When danger is about
He smells it with his nose ,
He ain’t no clown
Believe me so,
He loves full hearted
He don’t know anything cold ,
He knows when I’m scared
He can feel it through the air
He comforts me , without a blink in his stare.
A woman I see ,
More powerful then me ,
Because she holds the key
To the happiness in me ,
She can blow me a Gale,
Or create me a storm ,
She is my dearest ,
Who protects me in the wildest storm,
When I’m mad, she makes the world frown,
Oh believe me she can tip up even your crown ,
When I’m happy she sends me a sky full of clowns,
In the prettiest colours,
Who sing me a beautiful song
To make me feel proud,
When I’m cold ,
She holds me ever so close
warms me up with her gentle rays ,
When I’m hot , she don’t stop,
When I’m mad,
She blows the angles my way,
To whisper
It’ll be better another day.
@trueemotions91
Blurred between love and hate
How do I decide my fate ,
When my heart tells me to wait
But my mind tells me to do a double take ,
Life isn’t ment to be a surf
But why was we brought to earth
With this thing called worth,
Emotions are tough
When other people are rough,
Just another torch
To light up the path
For another soul to walk
While we wait in the back fall ,
Why did the cells give me a heart
To just keep being scarred ,
It don’t know when to stop
And that will be my flop,
On this place we call earth
Burnt from inside , out
For something we call love.
@trueemotions91
Hey beautiful people ! Hope Everyone’s well! I need some words or ideas to get my brain ticking to write some poetry! Please help ME 😝! My heads a little dry , so feeling frustrated ! Xxxxx
Warning - I’m not sure if some people will take this I’m ignorant which I’m far from , just easiest way for me to explain a voice in my head so please do not take it personal anyone ! Just enjoy !
Lost young soul ,
Life is low , life is high ,
We have to just ride the tide. ❤️
The biggest challenge in life
Is learning to live , with the voice inside ,
Sometimes he roars and sometimes he whispers,
He’s trapped inside
Constantly taking you on a mad ride
It’s your call to reply
But before you do
Just listen
To what he is speaking
He may drive you crazy and make you hate
Every aspect of life ,
But their is a message hidden deeper then your imagantion ,
But the voice is they for a reason
Even if invisible on the other side
It’s the man inside
trying to make you recognise
I know you want it to go and he won’t shut up
But please just go with the flow
Don’t think the words that are going Through your head
Are a representation of yourself ,
Thats way to far , even for his control ,
That voice is a reckoning
The only way your inside can get you to listen to your true calling
Maybe not in the words you need
But this is where you have to be smart
Our brains are dangerous
The damage is strong
As no other can hear the song ,
He may play you some fucked up lullabies
And make tears come into your eyes
But I promise that’s not you breaking
That’s your soul accepting ,
The voice is usually your own well being ,
Calling for some help , from deep within yourself ,
He is nothing to be scared of
He is invisible , a voice all alone ,
But you can’t let him take control,
You have the power to show him differ ,
befriend that voice in your head ,
make him work for his chatter
we were born wild and free but
our imagantion always runs quicker
then our own two feet ,
So sometimes you need to breathe , it’s all just a release
Its a craft , and once you make the art ,
That voice won’t be a burden, he will be working on your behalf .
@trueemotions91
Why is this world so cold
I was always told,
The world is what you perceive through
Your own living eyes ,
Am I to blind, to see
The love that’s surrounded, around me ,
Is it me who spits the hatred out they mouth?
I question this daily .
I see the beautys of earth
They don’t hide ,
The colours of the rainbow are
Painted all over this earth,
The birds sing me a lullaby
Every morning ,
I open my eyes
To the most beautiful sunrise ,
I watch the moon ,
Dance with the stars ,
But when I enter reality ,
Why do I see , beings
With scrawn up faces ,
Blood on the hands of another man ,
Children being abused by the one who
Brought them to this earth,
Youngsters with no morals,
Graffiti scribbled all over the walls,
Ruining nature for everyone’s eyeballs,
Is that really just perceieved through my own eyes?
Is the government, just blind
To the reality of life,
Hidden behide a obscene ,Law and order,
Where half of them are the cause
Of disorder ,
Freedom of speach
But only counts for the rich ,
I see another begging on the floor
While another swipes his foot across
The same path,
Caught up in his own twisted world
Not a care for the poor,
I didn’t see that this morning ,
When the flowers were dancing along
To the pretty’s bird song,
I saw happiness in the sky,
Pictures Scribbled in the clouds
To make me realise ,
I can be at ease ,
But when I enter the street,
Everyone seems to be staring down at they feet
A pawn in a game of cheat.
@trueemotions91
Always told
I won’t make any gold
With my long life goals,
But they underestimated me
As my goals only consist
Of happy and health,
Not having my pockets lined of coins
I’d rather have a heart of joy,
A pocket full of sweet memories
For the world to see, Is enough for me ,
Riches are nothing
If my eyes are cold
Blinded by the pound sign
can’t see my path is clearly written for me ,
I don’t need brands attached to me
I’m a brand of my own
no one can copy track me
Even when I’m buried in the ground
You still couldn’t even come close
To the place I call home
My memories would make you realise
What a lie yours is.
@trueemotions91
A woman ,
Is her name
A mother to all,
From the ground she was born
She always stood tall ,
She braces the craziest storm
Because that’s her home,
She carries life to the full
So we can be reborn ,
She gives her body to another
With out a thought for the other ,
She knows power, love & hate
But yet you won’t see her shake ,
She has to be powerful
To raise her next generation ,
To Make sure there matter
In a world with a lot of chatter ,
She has the power to give and take
But she always chooses life
Over any other path
That may call her ,
Because that’s the gate
To her most beautiful
Creations in life,
Always In sight , but guarded
By love , because that’s what mothers do
On this crazy path called life .
@trueemotions91
Scared
To grow old,
Petrified of getting lines,
Creases from frowning
Always clowning around,
With grey painted lipstick,
Creased upon his cheek
Over the wrinkles
That make his skin looked inked,
I’ll hesitate To undress,
scared of the bed
I once laid upon
Without a rest .
Don’t want it to be my
Last place of rest.
The joys of youth,
But now I have
nothing to lose .
I’ve lived my life with grace
And know it’s my resting place
On earth, back to the ground,
Where I was first placed .
@trueemotions91
Billy bong billy bang,
I just want a snack,
To calm my attack.
Things got me having a panic Snack ,
For better ,for worse,
My chocolate habit won’t
Stop it
Love it
Twist it
Grab it
Shove it in and shut it.
Like a trap , with a snap
Waiting for it’s next lick,
I just can’t kick it,
With such delight
Cant help but bite it,
The melting stuff,
Gets twisted in my tongue ,
Dribble it
Lick it
Swallow it .
Now I’ve done it again
Fucking chocolate habit .
@trueemotions91
I’m attracted to skin .
You heard that correctly ,
Human contact
Is my fantasise.
To feel the warmth of your body
Upon me
Sends electricity threw me .
To run my fingers down every inch of you
Excites me .
To explore every grove and corner
Of your body
With mine
Thrills me .
To watch you wither under me
Is my only desire .
I promise I’ll be gentle .
All you got to do
Is be bare.
I’ll waken
Senses you never
Knew where there .
Don’t tempt me .
I swear .
@trueemotions91
Round and juicy ,
I’ll eat you to the core,
Then I’ll throw you to the floor.
Making me dribble,
Dirty whore,
Want me to lick
The sweetness from the middle,
As it trickles down my throat
Makes me gag
Just a little .
That dirty apple .
@trueemotions91
I don’t know what your edging at ,
But I can see you lips are drying up.
Slow down spitting that shit ,
Might make sense of it .
You talk to quick ,
For a brain to register it ,
Take a breather and enjoy it ,
The way, the words flick off
Your tongue
Don’t tell me you don’t like it,
Dirty ,
Is the best ,
We know you don’t like the rest,
Don’t make your tongue do that flick,
But you still think you look slick,
With a lollipop hanging out ,
Dribble round the tip,
Makes me fantasise
Of them sexy lips.
@trueemotions91
Hey little lady,
Sitting across the bar from me,
With her pretty red hair ,
green glazed eyes
Looking everywhere
But ignoring my stare .
I just want show you how
Your life could be fair.
With a pretty little thing
Like you , I wouldn’t dare ,
I’d give you all the dreams in life,
If you just promise to be my wife ,
I love the way you hold your stare ,
When you no I’m all yours.
I just want show you happiness baby ,
So don’t be scared ,
Promise you my touch ,
Is soft ,
Coz a pretty lady like you
Belongs at the top,
So don’t be alarmed when I pull you closer,
I just wanna smell you a little bit better,
I wanna wrap your hair around my fingers,
And show you how much I really care .
@trueemotions91