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To be scared is a under statement,

That fear no longer dwindles in my bones ,

Tumblr has taught me ,

Friends are just ghosts , or empty egg shells.

Strangers have more empathy then the man next door,

I was just a fool ,

all along , playing to the devils own dirty tune .

Emotions that ran high ,

Words that didn’t make much sense ,

To a soul opened my eyes

By just a few tiny words.

I realise now ,

it is not, who is here to pick up the phone

It’s the ones who are in the dark

But yet take the time to pass your name in there own daily thoughts.

Yet I’ve done nothing for them, yet there speak of me so kindly.

In this world that’s distracted by so much colour,

Them bright doors don’t hold the key to this earths heavens,

It is the doors that are hid in the darkest shadows,

waiting for someone to find them, to help them flourish.

So Don’t go looking for the brightest light ,

Search for the darkest gate

that’s where we will find all things beautiful in

such a dark cold world,

that’s flourished with colour To distract us ,

from the true treasures of this world .

@trueemotions91

@tammyfeabakker

As gentle as a butterfly

But yet it lies

Like a spy

With a fly

Upon my wall ,

Glorious colours to distract the eye,

From what is hidden beneath its wall ,

I dare knock as I’m scared I will fall,

As something as pretty as that,

Will clearly make me a fool,

I don’t hold the jewels ,

To unleash her soul

I would make her into a grizzly ghoul

She touches upon my senses

Makes my insides, go dense

But god forgive me

She is to damn cold

When I try to keep a hold

Of her love.

@trueemotions91

Not wrote by me - but I had to share as it is amazing , ❤️. So all enjoy x

Her eyes remind me the first sea that I saw,

The kind of sea you only see in a draw.

When I’m looking at them I am getting out my mind,

The most beautiful thing a man could even find.

She took possession of my mind, of my dreams, of my soul.

When she is not there, I am feeling like if I was stuck in a hole.

Her presence is giving me the faith like if she was giving me a rope,

To get me out of that well and offer me the hope,

To see her one day having a rest in my arms,

While she doesn’t realize how effective are her charms.

I could spend my whole days looking at her sleeping face,

As long as she is there, I will never leave this place.

When everyone else is no longer there .

You see , the sun smiles on a sunny day

But hides when the clouds come to play ,

That’s just how it goes

But one thing I know

Is ,it always comes and goes,

It never stays in the same place

Because we don’t move at a snail pace ,

You see , you just have to watch the space

To open the gates ,

To all the things you misplaced

it will then ,all fall into place .

Just don’t hide from the same game

That’s got you playing in a hoop

Coz the game we play , ain’t a loop

We go high, we go low,

We go from side to side

But we never stay still

We keep climbing that hill

Coz it don’t matter about the pills

Or the window sill

You sat on for so long ,

Waiting for Them To sing you a song

As long as you keep moving along .

Then it don’t matter if no one is there

You can do it all alone .

@trueemotions91

Hey handsome ,

Stood over there,

Looking all bare ,

I want to excite you,

So please don’t stare

I’ll take you places

You never knew were there,

I’ll teach you about my land

Just allow my hand,

I’ll take the rest from there.

Ready to explore

To learn my law?

@trueemotions91

He Is my pal for life

Don’t make any mistake

He will guard me all through the night

My winner in every fight

He don’t know fear

But he always knows

When danger is about

He smells it with his nose ,

He ain’t no clown

Believe me so,

He loves full hearted

He don’t know anything cold ,

He knows when I’m scared

He can feel it through the air

He comforts me , without a blink in his stare.

Blurred between love and hate

How do I decide my fate ,

When my heart tells me to wait

But my mind tells me to do a double take ,

Life isn’t ment to be a surf

But why was we brought to earth

With this thing called worth,

Emotions are tough

When other people are rough,

Just another torch

To light up the path

For another soul to walk

While we wait in the back fall ,

Why did the cells give me a heart

To just keep being scarred ,

It don’t know when to stop

And that will be my flop,

On this place we call earth

Burnt from inside , out

For something we call love.

@trueemotions91

Warning - I’m not sure if some people will take this I’m ignorant which I’m far from , just easiest way for me to explain a voice in my head so please do not take it personal anyone ! Just enjoy !

Lost young soul ,

Life is low , life is high ,

We have to just ride the tide. ❤️

The biggest challenge in life

Is learning to live , with the voice inside ,

Sometimes he roars and sometimes he whispers,

He’s trapped inside

Constantly taking you on a mad ride

It’s your call to reply

But before you do

Just listen

To what he is speaking

He may drive you crazy and make you hate

Every aspect of life ,

But their is a message hidden deeper then your imagantion ,

But the voice is they for a reason

Even if invisible on the other side

It’s the man inside

trying to make you recognise

I know you want it to go and he won’t shut up

But please just go with the flow

Don’t think the words that are going Through your head

Are a representation of yourself ,

Thats way to far , even for his control ,

That voice is a reckoning

The only way your inside can get you to listen to your true calling

Maybe not in the words you need

But this is where you have to be smart

Our brains are dangerous

The damage is strong

As no other can hear the song ,

He may play you some fucked up lullabies

And make tears come into your eyes

But I promise that’s not you breaking

That’s your soul accepting ,

The voice is usually your own well being ,

Calling for some help , from deep within yourself ,

He is nothing to be scared of

He is invisible , a voice all alone ,

But you can’t let him take control,

You have the power to show him differ ,

befriend that voice in your head ,

make him work for his chatter

we were born wild and free but

our imagantion always runs quicker

then our own two feet ,

So sometimes you need to breathe , it’s all just a release

Its a craft , and once you make the art ,

That voice won’t be a burden, he will be working on your behalf .

@trueemotions91

Fuckin crazy in this house of mine

Kids always fighting

Mothers always screaming

A war against 9

Yet love in the air

Open my eyes

To a war game

Trying push them

In there own direction

Forced eyes wide open

Mouths are all gawping

My brains fucking screwing

While next doors knocking

To a crazy noise

Of just heartache

But in the end it’s going be

Allright

Coz it’s where I call home

Its where my flowers grow

From the floor to the ceiling

I’m crawling

While the kids are scribbling

I’m kneeling

Praying to Jesus for some strength

To just catch my breath .

@trueemotions91

I don’t know what your edging at ,

But I can see you lips are drying up.

Slow down spitting that shit ,

Might make sense of it .

You talk to quick ,

For a brain to register it ,

Take a breather and enjoy it ,

The way, the words flick off

Your tongue

Don’t tell me you don’t like it,

Dirty ,

Is the best ,

We know you don’t like the rest,

Don’t make your tongue do that flick,

But you still think you look slick,

With a lollipop hanging out ,

Dribble round the tip,

Makes me fantasise

Of them sexy lips.

@trueemotions91

A beauty only I can see

Because I hold the key

To my own twisted art

That’s locked inside of me

It’s not my eyes who make me unique

Or the fact I have 2 ears and a nose

It’s the fact I can control

My life long goals

ain’t no one stopping that

You can put a end to my legs

Or maybe even my sense

But my mind won’t let you

Mess up that

It’s not visible to see

For a reason

It tells me daily

Scary .

@trueemotions91

Why did you leave me on the cross roads,

Cold and alone,

With a thousand thoughts creating a storm.

You left me in the darkest skies,

my coldest hour ,

Did it make you feel better ?

To know I was breaking,

Under your footstep .

Pressure after pressure,

As you watched me shatter

But it didn’t matter.

If you were true , You thought you could piece

Me back together

With glue .

But never the same

And now your ashamed

Because the damaged you caused

Is clear .

My heart was yours,

True to the core,

I promised myself that ,

I could never give you just half ,

But I regret that .

As you stole my

Identity

Within a flash.

The risk is not opening

Your heart ,

It’s opening your mind ,

Which is when we become blind.

As we are teaching people the

One thing we are allowed to hide .

Don’t give your soul

Until you know ,

The holder Don’t want it to

Steal.

Fake copy created by yourself .

A wolf in sheep’s wool.

@trueemotions91

A broken home

Is where he came from,

A mother who never

Showed him love,

Was her call,

A evil man

With a evil plan,

All because of the woman

Who claimed him

To this earth,

But not for love

For her own satisfaction

And now she leaves

A path of destruction ,

With no respect for a woman

Because of her own

Demented needs

Not his ,

Taught no feelings

Told not to cry

Always have to the big Man in life .

Are you glad what you did ?

To that boy who has now turned

To a man .

Left for another woman,

to try , to turn the tide.

HE deserves ,

To know,

the

power of ,

Love !

@trueemotions91

I found you

Looking so blue ,

I took you

To show you the truth ,

I opened my heart

To help you ,

Never did I think ,

You would rip

Out my soul

And make me beg,

from underneath

You.

@trueemotions91

Heart broken

Spoilt little whore ,

Why you looking at me

Look at the floor.

Fool ,

Your heart is filled of

Stone cold coal.

I was only trying to find

Something inside.

He was petrified.

@trueemotions91

A flower so sweet and pure

Always staring at me

Through a open door

I wonder what

She is asking me for

Always waving hello.

I wonder if she knows

How much I adore her

And how much she makes

My skin crawl

She is amazing

Beautiful

I cant resist

To pull her from the ground

Just to give her one

Sweet kiss.

@trueemotions91

Pretty lady

Looking at me,

Why do you bring

Me to my knees,

In all the humans

Upon the world,

Your the one

I kneel to.

Not because your eyes

Enchant me

Or the whisper of your voice

Excites me,

It’s a belonging I can’t explain

just a human brain .

@trueemotions91

I believe in fairy’s

In a galaxy far away

Because I’m allowed to.

Dreaming

Some say .

But it’s reality

To my mind

Just Because their can’t see

Them dancing

In the glistening sky

Don’t mean I’m

Dreaming

My life away.

Remember

We all see

What we want to see

Some to blinded

To see thier own

Reality .

@trueemotions91

I thanked her

For my pain ,

For the pile of emotions

She left Upon my floor,

I still thanked her

For making me feel so raw,

Because she taught me

True life law,

I still thank her to this day

For all the heartache .

She taught me to self love

from The core,

You see ,

There is always a tale,

When they think

Thier have done the deed

And watch you crumbled to

Your knees,

But what she didn’t expect to see,

Was me to come back ,

Roaring an all ,

While she

Is still

Trying to find her

True Fairy tale,

When she allowed me

To find my soul

A long time ago.

@trueemotions91

Living life to the bare,

Never realising

I ain’t taking in enough air

To stoned to care

Feeling high as that airplane

In a desert island

Chillin to the beat of

Natures sound

Everyone around

Me is just

Blurring

The flowers keep turning

In amazing circles .

While the fairies are dancing

To my pretty foot sound.

The trees are sucking

From the ground .

The Bees are to busy

To see the flowers are running

Around .

The worms dig hard

But wiggle out the earth

Into it’s next survivors mouth .

The mud is moving

If I lay still enough

I’m sure I will feel it

Pretty things flying around.

@trueemotions91

A tree

Fantasises me

The way it stands so strong

It’s branches reaching out

Curling and twisting

In the cool summer wind

Grabbing the air as it passes

What is it reaching for ?

I often adore

The winter time

When it’s branches are bare

The sky

The air

behide each finger

It shadows off

To another ,

Is remarkable and beautiful

How something so plain & tall

Can be so outstanding

Yet missed by all.

@trueemotions91

A child

So innocent

So pure

Handed to me

From heavens door

This mind is empty

He warned me

So what you do

Is down to you

I looked at him

Ever so confused

Didn’t understand

Or even have a clue

Baby blue

Precious eyes

Looking so unfilled

Yet pure & beautiful

This tiny persons eyes

Looked so empty

Is this what he ment

When he said

Watch what I do

I watch each day

As she grows

And I can see

Her eyes becoming alive

Isn’t that mad

A empty shell I swear at first

But as she grew

So did the life, Within her eyes

Full of love , life & laughter

This little person

Is growing into my imagantion .

So I believed

But I swear she is real

She was giving to me

To raise , to fulfill

With all the love I could ever give

And she will be my long life gift

To this crazy world we belong in

I just pray I’ve made her strong

Coz this world is scary &

I’m scared they will break

My innocent child’s eyes

From the pure beauty

Built deep with inside.

@trueemotions91

He Called me ,

While in my darkest storm

To teach me

The power of my mind

To follow your heart

Is a fools journey.

As the heart bleeds for lust

Yet The mind survivors alone

It nourishes in silence

In screams in anger

But it forever heals and moves on

The memories remain

But the heart will always play games.

@trueemotions91

A empty book

When I was just 4

Full of pure white pages

But nothing more

Asked her what it was for

She smiled at me

As she stood by the door

This is your life

Was her simple words

A book put upon my floor

Ready for me to fill.

@trueemotions91

Anger is lethal,

As dangerous as a blade,

It only takes a second ,

To lose all self control,

A darkness covers your eyes,

To blind you from the rage,

Takes you away from the pain,

The day awakes ,

And reality is real,

Thats all it takes ,

Just one second ,

So own yourself ,

Don’t let the darkness take over,

Remember the sunlight ,

It never fades ,

Just fight the demon ,

Before it’s to late ,

Always sunshine the other side ,

Don’t let the darkness make your fate,

Half blinded by hate .

@trueemotions91

She cries a million tears every year,

She rips up the earth,

She sends voltage through our grounds to help us recharge ,

She shines the brightest light in the sky,

She can whisper ,

She can roar ,

She heals,

She grows,

She loves ,

Who is she ?

And how come we don’t answer her calls.

@trueemotions91

Love ,

or is it destruction ,

We crave for love ,

For that special touch,

Even if it means our souls get broke along the way,

But why do we allow someone to crush us,

For the sake of that hug,

Or tender touch ,

Is it love we are craving ,

Or the feeling of need ,

Like a baby seed,

Being nourished until it reaches full growth,

Is that growth ,

when we finally realise ,

We no longer need to be loved ,

Coz the only love we need,

Is self love,

To grow from the arms that wrapped us so tight,

Is it time for me to final breath,

Is it suffocation of our soul,

And we only crave because we lost the touch,

To Mother Earth.

@trueemotions91

I want you to close your eyes,

And draw me a image with your mind,

The sun ,

The Brightest Light On This Planet,

The Wind,

A Force No One Wants To Reckon With,

The Rain,

Gentle But So Fierce,

Lighting,

To Recharge Our Earths Soul,

The Flowers In The Background,

So Beautiful And Small,

Lost In The BackGround ,

Of A Crazy Storm.

@trueemotions91

On a dark cold night

Awoken my soul under the moon light

Like a wolf in sheep clothes

While the whole world stayed closed

My soul opened to the universe

On that hill rise

I was exposed

To the elements of life

And lord behold

As the devils hide

And nature took hold

A beast , I felt , deep inside .

@trueemotions91