Where Every Scroll is a New Adventure
The line between you and me is becoming far too wide far too fast. And Iβm scared of what will come after the divide is so great that neither of us can jump across to the other. Will you grab my hand if I can't hold on? Or will my hands, bloodied by the drifted parts of us, leave you drawing away, ever nearer to a future where you and I do not exist anymore.
Sheβs become a priority when we are are together
Endure pain for love? Sorry darling, I'd rather choke on a chocolate cake and die.
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To my dear crush
I miss all the adrenaline rush
Each moment spent beside you was special
For you I was ready to wrestle
You were a friend first
And thankfully not a boy who always used to walk by
I always loved how you used to sit beside me when my friend was not around
I remember the look you gave to those gossipers on the ground
I felt special when you told me those secrets
I felt safe when you waited for me on the way
There was a time when I used to think about you all day
From hiding my feelings
To behaving indifferently I did it all
I was crazy over you for sure
Nothing between us was official
But you were a secret I was ready to tell none
Choosing the same subjects
And making study plans was somehow the future I was looking for
I liked you even after your ego
I was so happy when you used to say sorry and was ready to let things go
But I also remember that truth and dare game
I remember how you took my name
I was elated for sure
But something at that time needed a cure
I remember her crying
And that was the time I was trying
To not think
Because thinking meant choosing something
She was my best friend
And she had a lot unsaid
I had guessed before
But I was so over you that I decided to keep a close door
I liked you
And she liked you too was the case somehow
But now I had a choice to make anyhow
It was time to wake
And let the dream break
So I thought for long
It was not easy and I was definitely not strong
She had seen me cry more times
Than you had seen me smile
You were special
But what we had didn't promise me miles
The idea of losing her was unimaginable
Reading my mind was a skill in which you weren't able
She had seen my ups and downs
She was the one who never let me hit the ground
She was true to say we were telepaths
We were always the best pair of psychopaths
I had thought about all the possible scenarios
And unfortunately in neither of them
You were there till the end
But she was always around
So I decided to choose her over you
And I definitely miss you
But never have I ever regretted my decision
Although I would love to have an accidental collision
Because I want to tell you
That you were my crush indeed
But she was the friend of my need
I am happy to have her beside me
Even though she doesn't make me feel the same glee
It's been years I know
But she is still my constant tho
I started unpacking and took a #sneakpeek picture of goodies I found on my travels π¦β€πΊπ ππ£π€π« Β° Leocadia and I arrived home yesterday evening after a few weeks visiting family in #newengland ! We had #fun and #adventure and went on a couple #expeditions to #museums and areas of interest. Β° We spent lots of time with family, especially with my Gran π, went #swimming, and got to ride in some boats on #lakewinnipesaukee . After all the hustle and bustle, I am so happy to be back in #tennessee despite the humidity and heat that is typical of #southernsummer β¨οΈπ‘π ! Β° A huge THANK YOU!!! goes to @joshpneal for giving us a ride to and from the #nashvilleairport ! Β° I'll post more pictures of my #goodies later, after I manage to check the farm and animals, run errands, and pick up mail in town... #priorities Β° Right now I need #tylenol πfor the muscles I pulled in my back yesterday π and #coffee βto help get me moving! #craftymama #makerdreamerdoer #bulletjournal #bujo #travel #antiques #vintage #massachusetts #newhampshire #shoppingspree #goodies #coffeelove #coffeeislife #backpain
Part of the problem is when you become overwhelmed and burnt out; making any decisions isnβt what helps. People forget that when you get to a place of burn out. The last thing your mind wants to do is make more decisions. Itβs burn out, it just wants to rest and not have to constantly choose this or that.
β β yearly tbr
here are some of my reading priorities for the year. β‘
my reading goal is 50 books until the end of the year, so i really do hope i can manage to squeeze them between my other readings.
feel free to share your reading goals, i would love to know.
10.10.2021
instead of studying for my chem midterm, my friend and i went to an exhibition on indigenous arts. on the first floor there was also this cute lil cafe named βkatitaβ where we just had some cookies n tea
I am a leaver. I am a blocker. I will not stick around after disrespect. I will cut you off and you will be informed about that. I will remove myself the moment I see that a friendship or relationship makes me suffer. I will exit the situation at the first given opportunity. And I always do.
ENFJ: Since the girls ain't here, why don't we talk about what kind of woman we are attracted to?
ENFJ: I'll start! ... I like a woman who knows how to cook my favorite meals and likes the same king of music as I do.
ENTP: hmm.... I guess a girl who would laugh at my jokes and have a rocking hot bod. Oh! And a freak in the bed!
INTP: I'm not really sure myself. But she's got to be pretty and caring.
ENFJ: What about you, INTJ?
INTJ: ... A beautiful face and big boobs...
ENFJ: Whoa! INTJ! I never would've guessed!
ENTP: Yeah, I mean it would've been fine if it was me but-
INTP: it's just so unlike you, you know?
INTJ: Oh... Yeah... It is kinda weird, isn't it?
INTJ: then I shall change my answer...
INTJ: Someone who loves me with all her heart and has a beautiful face and big boobs. .... and No penis....
Everyone: Yes!