Where Every Scroll is a New Adventure
Cuddling can absolutely be platonic! Why not cuddle your homies?
im tryna prove a point to my bf's mother help me out
To my dear crush
I miss all the adrenaline rush
Each moment spent beside you was special
For you I was ready to wrestle
You were a friend first
And thankfully not a boy who always used to walk by
I always loved how you used to sit beside me when my friend was not around
I remember the look you gave to those gossipers on the ground
I felt special when you told me those secrets
I felt safe when you waited for me on the way
There was a time when I used to think about you all day
From hiding my feelings
To behaving indifferently I did it all
I was crazy over you for sure
Nothing between us was official
But you were a secret I was ready to tell none
Choosing the same subjects
And making study plans was somehow the future I was looking for
I liked you even after your ego
I was so happy when you used to say sorry and was ready to let things go
But I also remember that truth and dare game
I remember how you took my name
I was elated for sure
But something at that time needed a cure
I remember her crying
And that was the time I was trying
To not think
Because thinking meant choosing something
She was my best friend
And she had a lot unsaid
I had guessed before
But I was so over you that I decided to keep a close door
I liked you
And she liked you too was the case somehow
But now I had a choice to make anyhow
It was time to wake
And let the dream break
So I thought for long
It was not easy and I was definitely not strong
She had seen me cry more times
Than you had seen me smile
You were special
But what we had didn't promise me miles
The idea of losing her was unimaginable
Reading my mind was a skill in which you weren't able
She had seen my ups and downs
She was the one who never let me hit the ground
She was true to say we were telepaths
We were always the best pair of psychopaths
I had thought about all the possible scenarios
And unfortunately in neither of them
You were there till the end
But she was always around
So I decided to choose her over you
And I definitely miss you
But never have I ever regretted my decision
Although I would love to have an accidental collision
Because I want to tell you
That you were my crush indeed
But she was the friend of my need
I am happy to have her beside me
Even though she doesn't make me feel the same glee
It's been years I know
But she is still my constant tho
i hope you get your peace
i hope this lets you feel release
i hope the hurt was worth it
i hope the feeling raw
i hope it scalds when you remember me
and burns the skin right off your lying maw
i love you because you know me
even when i’m scared no one does,
when i think no one will.
you are my mirror, but in your eyes i might be more than pretty
but rather something beautiful
and maybe the terror isn’t a bad thing, but an anticipation, waiting
for someone to love me like you do,
patiently.
you know to have a gentle touch with my heart
you know where it hurts
i love when things remind me of you
that we’re past insecurity,
that we don’t skirt.
you make me want to be tangible, perceived
in the little things like this, maybe there's value in belief
maybe i can find myself, to be a home for you
if you know me it must mean i exist.
i love that you inspire me endlessly
i love that with you i don’t have to pretend
thank you for being here, always
it's a heart swell to know someone who cares.
we have grown up together but we continue to choose
and every time i know i made the right choice when it's you