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Boyfriend Haechan

A/n: this kinda suck sorry 🙂

Haechan was in a mall when you guys met

You were buying a pair of shoes in the same shop as him

He started singing out of nowhere and you were immediately mesmerized by his voice

He looked around to see if anyone was watching him and his eyes locked with yours

To lessen the awkwardness you decided to compliment him

"You have a beautiful voice, that was pretty good."

The way he smiled instantly :)

"Really? Thank you :)))"

You guys started talking and low key ignoring the people you two came with

He asked for your number and you thought why not he's cute

You because closer and closer and you didn't mind because he was an angel

Yes, WAS an angel

Because as soon as you two became friends, you wouldn't describe him as an angel anymore

You two have this habit of forgetting the world around you as soon as you start talking

What you didn't know is that haechan started gaining feelings for ever since you became his best friend

And his feelings were getting stronger day by day

He really wanted to confess but his insecurities weren't allowing him

But his nct besties told him it's okay because you seemed interested in him

So he did confess, and he waited for you to say the opposite

But you did want to become his girlfriend so you said yes

He couldn't believe you at first and asked if you really like him

You reassured him that your feelings are real and you two immediately became a couple

Ever since dating haechan, he became more clinger than he was

He really does give you big doses of love everyday and of course asks to receive some

He's really affectionate, and that's how he demonstrates his love for you

Also cuddles and kisses are a thing

So good luck trying to get away from his grip in the morning

And pda is a must so everyone knows you're his lol

Buys you gifts just to see your reaction

He really wants to become your source of happiness

When you go on dates, you usually go to places where you can do numerous activities

He doesn't really like calm dates like sitting at the park and reading, he enjoys going on adventures

And it's definitely better when it's with you

But he also likes indoors dates when he can't get out of the dorm

He likes playing games while having you in his lap

The boyfriend who would sneak out at 3 am to get ice cream with you

He's so chaotic

Also, let's talk about the huge amount of teasing

Haechan will not let you live lmao

You can literally breathe and he'll be mimicking you

"Why you breathin like dat"

But it's a part of how he shows his love to you

This is weird but haechan likes it when arguments happen between you two

Because he thinks you're so hot when you fight him lol he's weird

Anyways,

He's overprotective, always wants to make sure you're okay and he often feels like protecting you, because to him, you're too precious for this cruel world

He also gets very jealous, literally nobody is allowed to interact with you for longer than five minutes

If he feels like it's not a big deal, he will not act out his jealousy, but if it's something big like someone is flirting with you or something like that, he'll definitely throw hands

And damn his gaze is so intense like they better run

Definitely gives you his hoodies, doesn't care if you don't bring it back, he loves seeing you in his clothes

He also won't allow you to eat less than three meals a day, he'll annoy you and even shove food in your mouth, he doesn't care about how high the standards you created for yourself are, he'll always be giving you food

Anyways, he's always willing to help you, low key likes it when you act weak around him because he has this weird 'saviour' complex lol

He acts like he's stable and hides his issues from you but you see through him so you can tell when he's not feeling well

You two definitely understand each other better than anyone

He's also the type to notice details and analyze everything

Because he just wants to make sure that he's a good boyfriend

FIRE

"Someone! Please help!"

"Fire! Fire!"

"Call the firemen!"

"Aahhh!"

Fire.

Everywhere.

Screams and shrieks could be heard from miles away. They tried to extinguish the fire but there was no avail. In a few hours, everything gradually quiet down.

Not because they were saved but because they died.

Not even a single soul breathed after.

Left the world with unfinished business.

*

"Johnny!", Mark yelled from the opposite end of the hallway and ran towards his friend.

"Why didn't you wait for me?", he frowned.

Johnny gave him an annoyed look,

"I didn't wait for you? Man! I waited for you for freaking 30 minutes!", Johnny yelled. "And Rose even passed by. She offered to walk with me to the bus stop but I declined because I want to wait for you!"

"Oh... Sorry", Mark clasped his hands together while grinning.

"Erghh! I should have followed Rose!", Johnny exclaimed as he walked out of the door.

*

"Hey... Why haven't we reach the bus stop yet?", Mark asked Johnny. He shrugged.

"It's like we are walking in circles", Johnny replied with a frown.

"It's foggy too but it feels hot. Don't you think, Johnny?", Mark gave Johnny a worried look.

"And I should have followed Rose", Johnny glared at Mark and walked faster.

"Hey! Wait up!", Mark chased after Johnny.

*

"It's so hot.. I'm burning right now", Mark complained as he wiped his sweat. "Look my hair is ruined", he whined, pointing his wet hair to Johnny.

"Huh? You think I'm not hot? I waited for you for 30 minutes. Freaking half an hour! And here I am hearing you complaining about your damn hair!", Johnny yelled at Mark's face.

He was about to continue when Mark cut him off.

"I should have followed Rose", he said mockingly. "Go on! Leave me alone!", Mark yelled, turning to the opposite direction. "I'll find my way to that damn bus stop alone."

*

"How could he say that to me. I stayed up late last night to prepare his birthday card", Mark mumbled to himself.

"And why am I walking in circles? The fog is getting thicker it's getting hotter and I can't see a damn thing!", Mark stomped his feet and throw his bag to the ground. He sat down but immediately got up because the ground was hot.

"What the hell?!", he yelled.

Suddenly he heard distinct yelling.

"Help!"

"Help!""Fire!""Somebody help!"

Mark was horrified.

"What? Where's the fire?", he looked around.

Then, he saw a glint of light.

Suddenly, fire came towards him.

Mark ran as fast as he could but he realized that the fire had surrounded him. He coughed as he had swallowed so much smoke.

"If there's fire. Where's Johnny? Where's my other friends? Where's my family?",

Out of nowhere, Johnny came out of the blazing fire, unharmed.

"Jo-Johnny? How come you're fine? There's fire. You came out of the fire", Mark pointed at Johnny, confused. He looked around and rubbed his eyes.

There's still fire. He even pinched himself.

"This is not a dream. How come you're fine?", Mark frowned. Soot covered his face and he coughed.

"I'm not fine, Mark", Johnny said sadly. Suddenly, he melted.

His clothes burned. His eyes flowed out of its socket. He turned into a skeleton.

"I'm dead, Mark. So are you", the skeleton said and melted.

"What?! No...no...no.. This is not happening. I can't be dead!", Marked screamed, holding his head. He crouched down. It's hot but he didn't care. Then, he remembered.

*

"Huh? It's 2 in the morning already?", Mark said as he glanced at his watch. "Hmmm... never mind. I'm done with Johnny's birthday card. I hope he likes it", he smiled to himself.

"Hey... Why do I smell smoke?", he sniffed around. To his horrors, he saw a wood caught on fire fell down from above.

"Fi... Fire!", he screamed and ran outside his room.

"Mom! Dad! You there?!", he screamed for his parents but there was no response. He panicked and ran outside. Luckily, the front door of his house hasn't caught fire yet. He ran to the corridor and saw a swaying Johnny.

"Johnny! Johnny!", Mark ran to him and held him by the shoulder. "We're going to be fine", Mark assured Johnny although the both of them were already coughing badly.

"Mark, we're going to die", Johnny said weakly.

"No! We're going to survive!", Mark pulled Johnny up on his feet.

However, fate was cruel. A big ply of wood fell on top of them. The wood was to heavy on their weak bodies, they couldn't move. Johnny had embraced his sad fate but Mark kept chanting that they will survive.

"We'll survive. I'm sure the firemen will be here soon. They'll save us", Mark said.

"Just accept it, Mark", Johnny replied weakly.

"No, we're still young! We can't die! Don't worry, after this ends. You'll court Rose and I'll help Ten to get Lisa. We just need to wait for them to save us",  he convinced Johnny.

But Johnny just sighed and closed his eyes.

"Hey, Johnny! Wake up! Wake up!", Mark slapped his friend so he could stay conscious but there was no avail, Johnny was dead.

As for Mark, he struggled to stay awake and kept on chanting he'll survive until his last breath.

*

"Oh my God! I'm dead", Mark whispered to himself and looked blankly at his surrounding. Fire.

Just fire.

*

"Sh**! The car broke down!", Doyoung exclaimed.

"I think we should go out and find some help", Jaehyun suggested.

"But this is no where!", Doyoung protested.

"It's worth a try", Jaehyun smiled.

Doyoung sighed but followed him anyway. After a few minutes of walking, they saw an old building. Before the both of them could say anything, someone greeted them.

"Hey, need some help?"

They turned around.

"I'm Mark", the guy introduced himself.

"And this is Johnny", he pointed at the tall guy beside him.

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Hi again! *waves hand*

I posted again today... but this time it’s a horror oneshot. How is it? I hope you will like it! And I edited the picture on top too, I hope it’s okay hehehe... bye🖐

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୧ *·˚ contains: 𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙, 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙨𝙩, 𝙨𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙛 𝙜𝙪𝙣𝙨, 𝙗𝙤𝙢𝙗𝙨, 𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙙, 𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙂𝙤𝙙, 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝/𝙨𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙙𝙚┆↰

⚠️ 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙠 ⚠️

“𝗶 𝗮𝗺 𝗱𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗲𝗱...” jisung spoke with a strained voice, clutching his hand over his stomach, trying to stop the blood. your eyes widened in horror as you had realized what you've just done. you've shot him. you've shot jisung on the stomach. tears started streaming down your face as dread flushed over your whole body as you clutched the bomb tighter to your chest.

“𝗳𝗮𝗿 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝗱𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗲𝗱..” he smiled at you as he weakly wiped one of your tears while his other hand tried grasping at the bomb in your hands. you looked down to where his other hand was and your grip loosened. you were confused. what was he doing?

“𝗯𝘂𝘁, 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗿...” he breathed, successfully getting the bomb from your hands as he wobbily stood up. you quickly scrambled to your feet, failing a few times due to your numb body but nonetheless standing up in the end. he chuckled weakly at you as he watched.

“𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗮𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲..𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿...'𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗶𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗾𝘂𝗮𝗿𝗲...” he kissed the crown of your head as he wrapped an arm around your small frame, rubbing his hands up and down your back that made you shiver but you accepted the comforting gesture.

you bunched up his shirt in your hands, not wanting to let go. he lightly scoffed, chuckling at you. not even two minutes ago you shot him, and now here you were, hugging eachother in front of the school. luckily no one was there to see, as theyre all in the gym having the time of their lives and having no clue what's going on outside. he removed his hand from your waist and moved it up to your chin, tilting your head upwards and capturing your lips in a soft, chaste kiss.

you immediately kissed back, your tears falling once again as you tasted the metallic blood on his lips. as much as he wants to hold you forever in his arms, the bomb was ticking. he lightly pushed you away from him, and he smiled at your confused gaze.

“𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗻𝗼𝘄..” you took three steps away from him. he smiled, tears slowly streaming down his face.

“𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗿𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿...” five steps away. and then the tears fell off from his eyes like a waterfall. yours did too.

“𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗱𝗼...” he looked down at the bomb in his arms and hugged it close to his chest, thinking of it as you.

“𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗺𝗲, 𝘄𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗱 𝗸𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗺𝗲, 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗱 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗶 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝘆𝗼𝘂...” he looked up and stared at your eyes, tears blurring his vision. you raised both your hands up to your mouth as you covered it in shock.

“𝗶'𝗱 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀..” he breathed out, the bomb counting down to 𝟭𝟬 seconds.

“oh my 𝙂𝙤𝙙!”

“𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗶 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗮𝗿..”

“wait, hold on!”

“𝗰𝗹𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝘂𝗽 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲...”

“not this way!”

“𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝙂𝙤𝙙...” he whispered, memories of you and him together flashing right before his eyes. so their saying was true. life flashes before your eyes as death knocks at your door, ready to collect your soul

𝟱

“𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝙂𝙤𝙙...” he wanted to go up to you and wipe your tear-stained face so badly and tell you that this was all a joke for your three month anniversary and apologize to you, holding your face in his hands as he littered your face with kisses and kissing the tears running down your face away

𝟰

“𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝙂𝙤𝙙...” he choked on a sob, looking down at his feet. he hoped to stay longer. he hoped to whisper ‘i love you's’ every night as you both sleep listening to your steady heartbeats and wake up in the morning to him staring at your beautiful, sleeping face right next to his, your steady breathing calming his racing heart down. he forcefully made himself look up at you.

𝟯

“𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝙂𝙤𝙙...” he flashed you a smile as he held the bomb closer to his chest, if even possible

𝟮

you reached out to him as the bomb shined 𝟭

“say ‘𝘩𝘪’ to 𝙂𝙤𝙙”

𝟬

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a/n: uhhhh- hi! so uhm- this is my first time posting on this app, a fanfic too, so please mention if i did something wrong, or missed something with the cautions. please feel free to share your thoughts with this au, thank you! hope you have a great day! <3

reference for this au (credits to the amazing art of anidoodles and the amazing musical by heathers!):

any jungwoo smau recs???

any smau fic recs or fwb to lovers for seventeen, juyeon, or renjun that’s completed??? 😭I’ve read too many and im all out of fics to read lol

the lack of renjun and taeil fics 😓😓😓😓😓 PLS SEND UR BEST RECS OF TAEIL AND RENJUN 😍😍😍🔥‼️

im in those moods lol. pls send good angsty nct recs 😭

[9:40 pm]

"Hey Yoonoh! Long time no see." The boy looked up only to find the person he least expected to meet again "W-what are you doing here? ...how are you even here?" Anyone could tell he was really shocked to see you… if they were able to see you.

“Wait- you can see me?!” Now you were surprised. It didn’t take a long for you to change the shocked look in your face to a really happy one. Your sparkling eyes and cute smile were followed by little jumps, and for a second Jaehyun caught himself smiling at how adorable you were looking... until he looked down in an attempt to stop smiling and ended up noticing your feet didn’t touch the ground. The moment you stopped jumping he was sure. You were levitating.

“Am I hallucinating?” Jaehyun whispered to himself but you ended up hearing it. “No. You are not hallucinating, I am in front of you right now.” You got closer to his face while analyzing all his features and he couldn’t help but look at your face. “You are looking so pale.” He muttered mindlessly. “Well, what did you expect me to look like if I am dead?” “I don’t know. I didn’t even think that I could see you again… I-I just missed you a lot and I regret everything.” You looked at his eyes and moved away a little before straightening up your posture.

“Oh dear, I am sure you don’t miss me. You said you hated me. You said you wished I was dead so you wouldn’t have to look at my face every day… you made me feel like I was nothing when you were my everything, when I loved you with all my heart and gave you all of me. You should have noticed that I was so important to you when I was still alive, Jaehyun. Just… tell my brother I am grateful for everything he did for me and forget that I once existed as you said you would. Maybe then I’ll be able to rest in peace.” You looked at him, analyzing all of his features one more time and gave him a small smile, a really fake one, as a way to say goodbye, but now it would be the last time.