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୧ *·˚ contains: 𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙, 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙨𝙩, 𝙨𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙛 𝙜𝙪𝙣𝙨, 𝙗𝙤𝙢𝙗𝙨, 𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙙, 𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙂𝙤𝙙, 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝/𝙨𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙙𝙚┆↰

⚠️ 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙠 ⚠️

“𝗶 𝗮𝗺 𝗱𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗲𝗱...” jisung spoke with a strained voice, clutching his hand over his stomach, trying to stop the blood. your eyes widened in horror as you had realized what you've just done. you've shot him. you've shot jisung on the stomach. tears started streaming down your face as dread flushed over your whole body as you clutched the bomb tighter to your chest.

“𝗳𝗮𝗿 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝗱𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗲𝗱..” he smiled at you as he weakly wiped one of your tears while his other hand tried grasping at the bomb in your hands. you looked down to where his other hand was and your grip loosened. you were confused. what was he doing?

“𝗯𝘂𝘁, 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗿...” he breathed, successfully getting the bomb from your hands as he wobbily stood up. you quickly scrambled to your feet, failing a few times due to your numb body but nonetheless standing up in the end. he chuckled weakly at you as he watched.

“𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗮𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲..𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿...'𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗶𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗾𝘂𝗮𝗿𝗲...” he kissed the crown of your head as he wrapped an arm around your small frame, rubbing his hands up and down your back that made you shiver but you accepted the comforting gesture.

you bunched up his shirt in your hands, not wanting to let go. he lightly scoffed, chuckling at you. not even two minutes ago you shot him, and now here you were, hugging eachother in front of the school. luckily no one was there to see, as theyre all in the gym having the time of their lives and having no clue what's going on outside. he removed his hand from your waist and moved it up to your chin, tilting your head upwards and capturing your lips in a soft, chaste kiss.

you immediately kissed back, your tears falling once again as you tasted the metallic blood on his lips. as much as he wants to hold you forever in his arms, the bomb was ticking. he lightly pushed you away from him, and he smiled at your confused gaze.

“𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗻𝗼𝘄..” you took three steps away from him. he smiled, tears slowly streaming down his face.

“𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗿𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿...” five steps away. and then the tears fell off from his eyes like a waterfall. yours did too.

“𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗱𝗼...” he looked down at the bomb in his arms and hugged it close to his chest, thinking of it as you.

“𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗺𝗲, 𝘄𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗱 𝗸𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗺𝗲, 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗱 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗶 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝘆𝗼𝘂...” he looked up and stared at your eyes, tears blurring his vision. you raised both your hands up to your mouth as you covered it in shock.

“𝗶'𝗱 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀..” he breathed out, the bomb counting down to 𝟭𝟬 seconds.

“oh my 𝙂𝙤𝙙!”

“𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗶 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗮𝗿..”

“wait, hold on!”

“𝗰𝗹𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝘂𝗽 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲...”

“not this way!”

“𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝙂𝙤𝙙...” he whispered, memories of you and him together flashing right before his eyes. so their saying was true. life flashes before your eyes as death knocks at your door, ready to collect your soul

𝟱

“𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝙂𝙤𝙙...” he wanted to go up to you and wipe your tear-stained face so badly and tell you that this was all a joke for your three month anniversary and apologize to you, holding your face in his hands as he littered your face with kisses and kissing the tears running down your face away

𝟰

“𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝙂𝙤𝙙...” he choked on a sob, looking down at his feet. he hoped to stay longer. he hoped to whisper ‘i love you's’ every night as you both sleep listening to your steady heartbeats and wake up in the morning to him staring at your beautiful, sleeping face right next to his, your steady breathing calming his racing heart down. he forcefully made himself look up at you.

𝟯

“𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝙂𝙤𝙙...” he flashed you a smile as he held the bomb closer to his chest, if even possible

𝟮

you reached out to him as the bomb shined 𝟭

“say ‘𝘩𝘪’ to 𝙂𝙤𝙙”

𝟬

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a/n: uhhhh- hi! so uhm- this is my first time posting on this app, a fanfic too, so please mention if i did something wrong, or missed something with the cautions. please feel free to share your thoughts with this au, thank you! hope you have a great day! <3

reference for this au (credits to the amazing art of anidoodles and the amazing musical by heathers!):