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Nct Smut - Blog Posts
Warnings: smut, oral, face fucking, face riding, kinda edging
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"Just like that baby..." Taeyong pulled your thighs around his head. You set your pussy right in front of his lips before lightly pressing yourself onto him. "I-i'm not hurting you, am I?" You questioned Taeyong who was now shaking his head in answer. Finally, he gripped your thighs, shifting his tongue against your clit, slurping erotically. Your hands gripped the headboard, frantically moving your hips in pleasure.
"Taey- ah fuck- I need more, baby-" You moaned once again, trying your best to keep your eyes open. Taeyong looked up at you with the sweetest smile, yet somehow still making you wet. His eyes started at you playfully as your face twisted and turned with various expressions. Your hand gripped his hair, as your other hand gripped the pillow, pulling yourself a little higher in leverage, the perfect angle to fuck your pussy. His tongue brushing over your, now red hole with a smirk. Your legs shook, signaling him you were now close.
"I think we can go a little longer..."
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"Please..." You barely spoke, twisting and turning your wrists to get out of the tight rope. "I'm sorry I teased you, just please- get me out of this." You cried, trying, once again, to get out of your restraints. It didn't affect your boyfriend at all. Shotaro leaned over your weak figure, scanning for your weak spots, knowing you'll give in at one point. All you could notice was the smirk plastered on his face, inches from yours.
"I don't know, princess... you teased me a lot." Shotaro chuckled, grabbing another piece of a rope, wrapping it around the bed frame and back to the restraints on your hands. Great. Now you're completely stuck. He's tied you to the bed frame and could leave at any minute, leaving you to sleep like this. You hoped he wouldn't leave, trying your best to reach for him with your feet.
"This is your punishment, baby."
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Warnings: smut, impact play, degradation, tassel
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"You like that?" Jeno growled, "You love it when I punish you." Your neck was arched back, the red handprint printed onto your ass. His hands caressed your ass, giving a few seconds break, before giving it a nice slap. It stung so much, it hurt like hell, but you didn't want him to stop. You knew if he stopped now he would fuck you, he wouldn't let you finish. You arched your back further back, nudging yourself more into his touch, trying to give him a hint.
"Down." Jeno shoved your hips back down, slapping your ass once again. "You get your reward when I feel like it." Tears pricked at the corner of your eyes, screaming and begging for him to stop. "Stop squirming." A loud whip echoed through the bedroom. It was a different feeling on your ass... way different. You turned around the see Jeno with a tassel in between his teeth, as he unbuttoned his jeans. Your eyes met with Jeno's, sweat dripping down his forehead as he lifted a brow. "Princess, you're in for a long night."
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"H-haechan... a-I'll call you l-later..." There was loud shuffling from the other side as if there was a thud. He was about to ask if everything was ok, but that's when he heard a voice from the other side. It was barely audible, just enough for him to hear. "When will you tell him, baby? Hm?" Haechan's heart practically only beat harder, but there was just something off about it. He wasn't sad, but... turned on? "When will you tell him that you're with me?"
He couldn't help it. He couldn't tell if it was your moans or Mark's groans. His hand wrapped around his cock, rubbing in an up-down motion. He thought he was on mute... he thought you didn't know. His head shot back, crying out a loud moan. A hand gripped around the phone while the other played with his cock... only if it was your hand instead...
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"H-haechan... a-I'll call you l-later..." Mark grabbed your phone, throwing it across the bed. You thought the phone ended. You thought Mark would be more careful. Instead, he completely ignored anything. All he wanted was to focus on you. His soft fingers pressed against your hip, pushing you into the most uncomfortable positions, soon only turning into pleasure. "When will you tell him, baby? Hm?" Mark smirked. "When will you tell him that you're with me?"
You couldn't help but moan. Marks hoarse voice against your ear sent chills down your spine. His hips snapped into yours, both of you moaning loudly. That's when you heard another voice. It wasn't your's nor Mark's. There it was again, but this time it was louder. That's when you realized... The call never ended. There is something so arousing about Haechan hearing Mark fucking the daylights out of you. He might've liked you, and didn't know about Mark, but at least he knows now... He'll leave you alone now... right?
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Pet Play - Na Jaemin
Warnings: praise, slight grinding, pet names
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"Kitten huh?" Jaemin smirked, leaning over your figure. There you sat all dolled up for your one and only boyfriend. The furry headband sat carefully, hidden under your hair. Your skirt barely covered your ass, grazing the top of your thighs. While your blacktop revealed your collar bone, barely hiding your breasts. It left a small gap above your skirt, revealing a small portion of your stomach.
His cold fingertips caressed your bare waist, pressing his crotch against you. You couldn't help but shiver to his touch, thighs closing around his waist. His hard-on poked through his black sweatpants as if he was not even wearing them. Your hips slid against his in discomfort, sliding over his hard crotch. A groan left Jaemin's mouth, as his chin laid on your shoulder.
"Could you help me, kitty?"
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Day 1 -> 🐈Pet Play - Na Jaemin🐈
Day 2 -> 🛌Somnophilia - Kim Doyoung🛌
Day 3 -> 🔪Knife Play - Yeonjun🔪
Day 4 -> ❗Foursome - Park Seonghwa, Choi San, Jung Wooyoung❗
Day 5 -> 📞Exhibition - Mark Lee📞
Day 6 -> 😏Size Kink - Johnny Suh😏
Day 7 -> 👀Voyerism - Lee Donghyuck👀
Day 8 -> ✨Mirror Sex - Jeong Yunho✨
Day 9 -> 🖐Impact Play - Lee Jeno🖐
Day 10 -> 👮♀️Roleplay - Choi Beomgyu👮♀️
Day 11 -> 🧵Bondage - Osaki Shotaro🧵
Day 12 -> ⛅Blowjob - Qian Kun⛅
Day 13 -> 🎭Blindfold - Choi Soobin🎭
Day 14 ->🤰Breeding Kink - Kim Hongjoong🤰
Day 15 -> 😫Degradation - Ji Changmin 😫
Day 16 -> 🌊Aquafilia - Huang Renjun🌊
Day 17 -> 👌Anal - Kevin Moon👌
Day 18 -> Didn't do
Day 19 -> 😣Face Riding - Lee Taeyong😣
We were too tired to do the rest of the days
## kinktober 2021 masterlist
REQUESTS CLOSED
Day 01 — marking/biting • [kim jiwon]
Day 02 — creampie • [lee minhyuk]
Day 03 — crying/orgasm denial • [park jongseong]
Day 04 — spit kink • [park sunghoon]
Day 05 — FWB • [kim mingyu]
Day 06 — public teasing • [bang chan]
Day 07 — overstimulation • [choi san]
Day 08 — thigh riding • [jung wooseok]
Day 09 — multiple orgasms • [liu yangyang]
Day 10 — squirting • [sim jaeyun]
Day 11 — somnophilia/pet names • [ji changmin]
Day 12 — breeding/daddy kink • [choi seungcheol]
Day 13 — degradation/praising • [bae jacob]
Day 14 — guided/mutual masturbation • [lee felix] [FEM VER]
Day 15 — handcuffs • [lee minho]
Day 16 — mirror sex • [lee heeseung]
Day 17 — cockwarming • [choi yeonjun]
Day 18 — punishment/reward • [jeon wonwoo]
Day 19 — car sex • [nakamoto yuta]
Day 20 — blindfolds • [han jisung]
Day 21 — dry humping • [lee seokmin]
Day 22 — first time • [kim donghyuk]
Day 23 — rough sex/knife play • [jung wooyoung]
Day 24 — drunk sex • [kwon soonyoung]
Day 25 — shower/bath sex • [kang younghyun]
Day 26 — choking • [chae hyungwon]
Day 27 — wall sex • [jeon jungkook]
Day 28 — cunnilingus • [kim younghoon]
Day 29 — begging • [wong yukhei]
Day 30 — fingering • [choi soobin]
Day 31 — hair pulling • [hwang hyunjin]
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Want it | Kim Jungwoo
Pairing: nonidol!jungwoo x fem!reader | genre: friends to fwb (?), nonidol au | word count: 1800+ | warnings: making out, hard jungwoo, suggestive
I wish to touch jungwoo's lips with mine.
Oh to have this become reality, though it is not really a good idea because he seems to be in love with someone else, and kissing someone who's in love with someone else is just not a cool thing to me. And how did i knew he likes someone else? I don't see him often these days so he might be dating or something of that sort. But i think not seeing him often is good for me, because my desire to just smack my lips on his just grows stronger every time I see that idiot's face.
And the reason behind it? I don't know, honestly. Do I have a crush on him or do I just want a taste of his juicy lips? I don't know either.
I like him to an extent i guess, but i don't get how can a person be so oblivious, every time he talks or moves those fucking pair of juicy pink plump lips my eyes just settle on it. i zone out, my mind automatically thinks of dirty stuff, and I pay no attention to what he's blabbering about.
And him being my roommate's best friend doesn't make it any better, it literally came to the point where i just avoid jungwoo when he hangs out with my roommate, the last time i pretended to be asleep, and that annoying idiot literally came into my room, whispered jokes into my ears because he was sure i wasn't asleep, and what did i do? I imagined his lips in my mind as he whispered.
Fuck him, no one told him to be born with a pretty face, no one asked him to exist with this much beauty, the world will definitely be peaceful without him looking like this. It would've been fine if he was ugly, filthy thoughts wouldn't run through my mind like this.
"Are you sure you don't want to spend time with us?" Jaehyun stood and leaned his body on the door. His arms crossed to his chest with an unreadable expression. Shit, did he come already? Did he just come out of nowhere? I haven't seen him for like a month and it's definitely a lot because I'm used to seeing him almost everyday. "I'm fine without your boring hangouts." I let out my tongue at him but he stayed unfazed, then raised an eyebrow at me.
"Y/n, are you hiding something-"
"The snacks are delicious!!" Jungwoo barged in the room with his finger between his lips, licking the crumbs of what seemed to be hot cheetos. I rolled my eyes as i noticed how my brain is starting to focus on his finger being licked.
Jaehyun's eyes settle on jungwoo's. "Did you hurt y/n? She doesn't want to meet you, see? She just rolled her eyes as soon as you came." After these words left jaehyun's mouth, jungwoo let out a laugh, i wasn't sure if it was a sarcastic one. "Hmm, you figured it all out quickly, you're her roommate after all." I can tell that jaehyun is shocked at how jungwoo admited it easily. I try to figure out what jungwoo but i definitely fail because this boy is just unreadable. What is this idoit planning? He takes a few steps till he stands in front of my bed, he sits next to me and faces me, then he puts his arm around my shoulder. "It's a silly matter, we'll solve it quickly and come to watch a movie together.."
I don't know what Jungwoo wants to do with me, but his smile and earlier gestures were hard to ignore. Surely he smiles a lot and is a weird kid, but this time, he's kinda scaring me, really.
Knowing jaehyun, he won't insist on knowing what's going on, he hates interfering in others matters and he also doesn't like fights and confrontations, so he'll leave us alone, i guess this is what jungwoo wants? But why would he just suddenly create a nonexisting 'fight'? What does he want from me?
"Okay then, just hurry up." With that, he shuts the door behind him, we both hear his footsteps fading away, in an instant, I find Jungwoo leaning in my direction, then he rests his head on my thigh, my eyes wide a little and I furrow my eyebrows at this sudden move.
He closes his eyes then stares directly into mine. "So… wanna makeout?"
My body freezes and i nearly gasp at his words. "What..?"
"Why surprised? Isn't this what you want? I recall seeing you glancing at my lips often" He keeps his bottom lip in place between his teeth as he stares into the ceiling. "Wait, why would I want to kiss you? How did- why you think i want to?" I grumbled, his eyes shifted to mine and his eyebrow raised.
"Y/n, you think you're so slick when you stare at my lips, but I caught you every time and you don't notice it." My cheeks felt hot, I immediately avoided the eye contact he tried to maintain. "You should've told me directly that you want to kiss those perfect lips of mine, or better, you could've kissed me, I'll always be welcome to grant your wish of kissing me." He added.
Never in my life have I wished to die this bad. I definitely want to kiss you, Jungwoo, but I never expected you to be this direct, I thought you were always shy and pure. Who knew that this man can be two faced? He really gaslighted me into thinking he was a dumb angel who did not notice my 'sinful' stares at his goddamn kissable lips.
How can he do this to me? Now I feel like a high school kid who got caught staring under girls' skirts.
"I'm sure jaehyun is sick of waiting." As soon as I was about to get up, Jungwoo held my hand and sat up. "Why are you shying away now? Isn't this what you want?" His other hand caresses my cheek, I feel my face heating up as I see his eyes settling on my lips, he looks into my eyes again and smirks. "Don't feel bad, I want to kiss you too, y/n."
He leans in and his lips part, laying his lips on mine, I never imagined his lips to be this soft. He carefully holds my face in place, I find myself kissing him back, moving my lips with his. I felt like biting him because of how good his lips felt so i bit his bottom lip, It felt like i was eating candy because of how tender it is, so sweet.
But maybe this move of mine was wrong because after I did that, he removed his hands off my face and wrapped them around my waist instead, moving my body closer to his and at the same time he bit my bottom lip. i forget my surroundings as it gets heated. For a moment i wish for time to just freeze, so i can enjoy the taste of his lips more.
After a few seconds, he stops and takes a breath. Allowing me to have a good look at his face, how doll-like it is. Making me wonder how a human can be so perfect. "Woah, y/n, I thought I'll be dissatisfied, but you only made me want more." His fingers reach and touch my chin. He drew me towards him to kiss me again, but this time he used his other hand to move my body closer. I was almost on top of him, he supported his body with his hand while the other kept me in place.
His eyes were half closed, and so were mine. He nudged his nose against mine to tease me and I felt myself blushing again. It was crazy how I used to fantasise about this and now it's happening.
Softly, his hand pressed on my cheeks making my lips part slightly, he slips his tongue inside and it touches mine. It felt ticklish at first, but as we continued making out, it became really hot. I feel like ripping off my shirt because of how hot the atmosphere here is. My nose picks on the scent of his hair, the soft peachy scent almost made me dizzy.
It's funny how i didn't ask him why he disappeared for a whole month, but i feel like this makeout is the proper 'you're welcome', i did really miss him, but i don't know if he did.
Even though I was still thirsty for more kisses, I backed a little so I could take a proper breath. I can feel the soft tickle of his breath beneath my nose, a smile appears as he brushes my hair away from my face. "Why didn't you kiss me earlier, dummy, there could've been a big progress by now." He throws his head back with closed eyes and takes a breath, I notice the small tent that appeared on his pants. I look away and secretly smirk, hoping he didn't hear me slightly chuckling.
He comes back to reality and looks at me. "I want more of you." He says
"You're being greedy."
"Anyone who kisses those lips will be."
I chuckle at his words, he sighs and leans in closer to kiss me agan. "Guys, is everything okay?" Jaehyun calls, we can see his shadow from the small space underneath the door. Jungwoo rolls his eyes. "Yeah! We're good!" He spoke like how his bubbly self would, completely different from the jungwoo i was just making out with. We hear the sound of the door handle, jaehyun enters with an uninterested expression. "I made some popcorn, come on, the movie is about to start."
"Alright! We're coming." Jungwoo parts his lips and let out a small sigh. "Fuck you jaehyun, were were about-"
"Shut up, your voice is so loud." I get up and he holds my hand as he gets up. I look at our hands then at him. "Why are you holding my hand?"
"Felt like it."
"Wait.. are you going to watch the movie like that?" I asked, looking at his pants then at his face again. Instantly after that, he closes the door and pins me against it, i slightly hiss as i felt pain in the back of my head "The only way to solve it is to fuck you right now." I widen my eyes at him. But he's not even shocked after what he just said, he's just grinning at me with scary half closed eyes.
I gulp as i stare at his eyes, wondering if he actually means it. His hands caresses my shoulders, his cold hands cooled my burning skin a little "Come on, y/n, it's not that hard to decide."
"Guys! The movie started!" I broke the eye contact as soon as i heard jaehyun. "We gotta go watch the movie, come on, let's not leave him al-" he kisses me softly then pulls away, a much creeper smile appears on his plump lips. His fingers touch my lips then moves to my cheek, pulling a few strands of my hair behind my ear, his fingers slightly touch my ear and it makes me shiver almost instantly.
"Alright then, but you'll still have to do something about it."
NCT 127: kinks
[Johnny]
Domination - he can't be a sub, he will always want to be a dom because he doesn't like being vulnerable and it gives him sense of power and control.
Exhibitionism - this little shit probably likes seeing people get off by seeing him masturbate or just being naked lol, he enjoys showing off.
Size difference - seeing you being way smaller and vulnerable turns him on, he likes how he's way bigger than you, and his favourite positions are where the size difference between you two is very obvious.
Spanking - being a dom, he likes spanking and he often does it when he's punishing you, likes the sound it makes as well as how pink your skin is after.
[Taeyong]
Objectification - he strikes me as someone who wants to be used like a sex doll, will definitely tell you to perform your fantasies on him as you wish. Being dehumanized and humiliated turns him on.
Pain kink - you can't disagree with this, being subjected to physical pain definitely makes him hard, especially when you grab his hair or when you're harsh with him.
Bondage - i feel like he is a switch who likes to be a sub more, and i think he likes the feeling of being restrained. Tying him up and dominating him is surely one of his endless fantasies.
Pet play - this one is obvious, you can't tell me that taeyong won't enjoy this, i feel like he won't ask to do this except when he really trusts his partner, however, he definitely wants someone to unleash his inner kitten.
[Yuta]
Age play - you can't convince me that he doesn't like the whole daddy and little girl thing.
Role play - being the teacher and you being his little girl who is asking him to teach you dirty stuff makes him wild lol he definitely likes it.
Hickeys - it's what he often does, his possessiveness makes him enjoy marking your body, expect to wake up and seeing your neck decorated with love bites almost everytime you have sex with him.
Gagging - he wants to see you gag on his dick as he fucks your mouth, he often thrusts far into your throat just to hear your gagging noises, it makes him feel powerful.
[Doyoung]
Breath play - fucking you and controlling your breath at the same time gets him going. Sometimes he'll be a little too much with it because he's a little shit.
Sensation play - buying sensation play products to use on you from time to time is his thing. Candles are his favourite though.
Corruption - kim doyoung wants to ruin you. He wants to ruin his sweet shy baby with his filthy mind, he definitely likes taking virginities as well as introducing you to hardcore kinks for you two to try.
Orgasm denial - he loves to stimulate you until you're close to orgasm, refraining you from releasing makes him feel powerful, he probably enjoys controlling and teasing you.
[Jaehyun]
Sex in public - for some reason, i can see jaehyun being a shameless man, especially when he's blinded by his arousal, he doesn't mind taking risks in semi safe places like changing rooms and public bathrooms.
Threesomes - i can see jaehyun being so excited to do this lol, especially if it's more of a competition between two men, he'll be so competitive and want praises
Sexting - this mostly happens when he's on tour, jaehyun is a busy man and a horny one so he uses this (and you lol) to relieve himself when he can't see you in person.
Cum play - he does this when he doesn't have a condom nor wants to get you pregnant.
[Jungwoo]
Oral - this mf would be shivering and moaning when you give him a blow job, i just know he does this, and i know he's so good at giving too.
Lingerie - i feel like he's turned on by sexy clothes, he definitely likes it when his partner dresses up for him.
Hair pulling - this is both giving and receiving. He enjoys grabbing your locks while you suck him off and you doing the same while he pounds into you.
Rough sex - he prefers it more than slow sex and it's more better when he can see your ruined face.
[Mark]
Bdsm - he will be shy to bring it up at first, but the more you have sex the more he's ready to tell you about it. The idea of making you serve and please him drives him crazy. He definitely wants to explore everything included in this kink except hardcore stuff.
Oral - this is more of a receiving one, but the feeling of your lips around his cock does things to him.
Cum play - for some reason, i can see mark being so dirty that he wants to paint you with his cum. It's something i feel that he would enjoy.
Auralism - your moans are definitely a turn on for him, all the soft whimpers, groans and hisses makes him extra aroused.
[Haechan]
Corruption - that's why he wants an innocent inexperienced s/o.
Consensual nonconsent - he just wants to have sex without having to motivate you nor having to do foreplay. Also, he likes when you reject him at first and then he changes your mind by ruining you lol.
Dirty talk - he likes it especially if you were innocent, it makes him feel good that he is the only person who can make you change like this. Also, it gets him more in the mood.
Praise kink - if sends him over the edge when he's being praised. Since he can be a little unsure of himself sometimes.
Boyfriend Haechan
A/n: this kinda suck sorry 🙂
Haechan was in a mall when you guys met
You were buying a pair of shoes in the same shop as him
He started singing out of nowhere and you were immediately mesmerized by his voice
He looked around to see if anyone was watching him and his eyes locked with yours
To lessen the awkwardness you decided to compliment him
"You have a beautiful voice, that was pretty good."
The way he smiled instantly :)
"Really? Thank you :)))"
You guys started talking and low key ignoring the people you two came with
He asked for your number and you thought why not he's cute
You because closer and closer and you didn't mind because he was an angel
Yes, WAS an angel
Because as soon as you two became friends, you wouldn't describe him as an angel anymore
You two have this habit of forgetting the world around you as soon as you start talking
What you didn't know is that haechan started gaining feelings for ever since you became his best friend
And his feelings were getting stronger day by day
He really wanted to confess but his insecurities weren't allowing him
But his nct besties told him it's okay because you seemed interested in him
So he did confess, and he waited for you to say the opposite
But you did want to become his girlfriend so you said yes
He couldn't believe you at first and asked if you really like him
You reassured him that your feelings are real and you two immediately became a couple
Ever since dating haechan, he became more clinger than he was
He really does give you big doses of love everyday and of course asks to receive some
He's really affectionate, and that's how he demonstrates his love for you
Also cuddles and kisses are a thing
So good luck trying to get away from his grip in the morning
And pda is a must so everyone knows you're his lol
Buys you gifts just to see your reaction
He really wants to become your source of happiness
When you go on dates, you usually go to places where you can do numerous activities
He doesn't really like calm dates like sitting at the park and reading, he enjoys going on adventures
And it's definitely better when it's with you
But he also likes indoors dates when he can't get out of the dorm
He likes playing games while having you in his lap
The boyfriend who would sneak out at 3 am to get ice cream with you
He's so chaotic
Also, let's talk about the huge amount of teasing
Haechan will not let you live lmao
You can literally breathe and he'll be mimicking you
"Why you breathin like dat"
But it's a part of how he shows his love to you
This is weird but haechan likes it when arguments happen between you two
Because he thinks you're so hot when you fight him lol he's weird
Anyways,
He's overprotective, always wants to make sure you're okay and he often feels like protecting you, because to him, you're too precious for this cruel world
He also gets very jealous, literally nobody is allowed to interact with you for longer than five minutes
If he feels like it's not a big deal, he will not act out his jealousy, but if it's something big like someone is flirting with you or something like that, he'll definitely throw hands
And damn his gaze is so intense like they better run
Definitely gives you his hoodies, doesn't care if you don't bring it back, he loves seeing you in his clothes
He also won't allow you to eat less than three meals a day, he'll annoy you and even shove food in your mouth, he doesn't care about how high the standards you created for yourself are, he'll always be giving you food
Anyways, he's always willing to help you, low key likes it when you act weak around him because he has this weird 'saviour' complex lol
He acts like he's stable and hides his issues from you but you see through him so you can tell when he's not feeling well
You two definitely understand each other better than anyone
He's also the type to notice details and analyze everything
Because he just wants to make sure that he's a good boyfriend
The bet | Johnny Suh
Pairing: johnny x fem!reader
Genre: college students, the reader is in a toxic relationship.
Word count: 2400+
Warnings: mention of sex, clubbing, toxic relationship and gambling.
A/n: i wrote this while sleepy, this is so bad 😭
Glancing across the club at his friends, johnny just attended a party his friend threw three hours ago and the person he's waiting to arrive isn't here yet. He's chatting with people as he's roaming around, but the thought of her occupied his mind, so he was just blabbing with his friends while staring at the door.
You entered the club, confidently walking because why not, but you weren't alone, your boyfriend was walking next to you with your hand tangled in his. You didn't intend to come, but your boyfriend insisted because he was one of johnny's close friends.
Speaking of johnny, he was watching you ever since you stepped inside his house, seeing you there just made a satisfied smile forme on his lips. He bet that you will come and you did.
Now, Johnny doesn't know why he was nervous about you not coming. It was a strange attraction he had towards you and he doesn't understand why. And what made it worse is you're his best friend's girlfriend.
He heads to the counter and grabs two red cups of beer, then he approaches you two. "Hey man, how you doin'?" Your boyfriend takes the drink from him. "I'm good." Your boyfriend says.
"I'm happy you brought y/n."
"Hey." you trailed, smiling a little. "You look good." He grins at you after taking a quick glance at your outfit. Of course you looked good, you didn't wear that mini bodycon blue dress and curled your hair for nothing, you always want to look pretty everywhere. Smiling at his compliment. You mutter a small 'thanks' then you realize your outfit matched with him more than your own boyfriend.
He takes your boyfriend from you and leaves, you curse under your breath since they're the only two you know in this party. You notice that the two are now sitting in a table. You realize that your boyfriend is now playing against his close friend. Not just any game, they're gambling.
You didn't like it when your boyfriend took part in these games, because he bets big, so therefore he tends to lose.. really big. And what made it even worse is that he's playing against johnny, the only person in that friends group that never lost, you really don't know if he's really clever or wins out of luck.
"Ugh, not this again.." you mutter to yourself as you drink your beer. You wanted to stand there and watch them playing because you don't have anybody to chat with. You know why you don't want to be there and you hate to admit it. It's really embarrassing to be his girlfriend.. you thought. Yeah, it really doesn't feel okay being the girlfriend of a loser.
You let out a big sigh as you're watching the game unfold, your boyfriend searches for you and finally finds your figure. He flashes a tense smile before returning his gaze to the cards in his hand. But you don't return the smile, you're scowling at him with crossed arms instead.
"Your boyfriend looks stressed." Mark appears out of nowhere so that startled you a bit. You bring your gaze back at him but johnny catches your attention, he winks at you with a smirk and you find yourself smiling."well, we all know the outcome."
He turns his head. "Yeah, your boyfriend bet really big this time." You roll your eyes at his stupidity. "I know, he always does this.." you sigh.
"But it's different this time, what he bet is something big, i don't know how he even took that decision." You look at mark and he looks serious, what did that loser do? You thought. You began thinking of what that big bet could be, his car? No, he loves his car more than me. you're thinking of any big materialistic thing that he could give up in this stupid game. But he isn't really rich to bet on something very big.
You look at your boyfriend and he looks so stressed, Johnny's expression was unreadable and you wondered why, but you noticed that he glared at your boyfriend from time to time, now you want to know what is wrong with them. Your boyfriend never took a wise decision in his life, when you two started dating, he was financially stable due to his parents, but instead of saving the money his parents gave him at the beginning of the semester to bail him out since he lost his part time job, he went and blew it on stupid stuff.
And that stupid stuff is mostly the gambling games he plays. He used to be humble and worked hard to support himself when his family weren't there for him, but as soon as he got a bunch of money in his hands, he became so cocky. Unlike johnny, he was way more rich than him, yet johnny was humble and kind, and that made you wonder how the two are friends.
"Why are you even dating him?" Mark asks what you've been thinking about lately, you can't think of a good reason. And you remember what you though of earlier before arriving at the party. "I'm going to break up with him after this party." He looks at you and smiles. "You will." He says, his voice dripping with confidence.
"Now let us take a closer look at that loser." He says, linking his arm with yours as you two approach them. Johnny notices and sends a flying kiss, you can't help but blush a little. Then you assert your attention to the game, your soon-to-be-ex boyfriend looks at the little chips left and lets out a big sigh.
"That's good.." mark mutters under his breath and you hear him. You low key feel bad for your boyfriend. You finish your drink as you keep your attention on them. "Get her another, mark." Johnny points at you and mark obeys. Dashing to the counter to get you a drink. You continue to watch the stupid game as you would call it.
"Here." Mark stretches out his arm and hands you another cup of beer, you mutter a little thank you then bring your attention to the boys. Johnny keeps sending grins and kisses at you and you wonder if your boyfriend noticed his behaviour. "Oh my, he's flirting." He says as he giggles and you can't help but giggle too. We kind of ignore them and chat together, mark keeps talking and you can't stop glancing at them while pretending to hear what he's saying. Johnny is sprawled in his chair, legs spread wide, and one of his arms slung over the back of an empty chair.
While your soon-to-be-ex boyfriend was sweating too much as he is hunched over his cards, you can feel the stress from a meter away. Mark notices how invested you are so he stops talking and watches with you. Johnny signals to you to come and sit, you're hesitant but you take slow steps to them.
"Come here," he pauses. "Sit by me." He commands and you shiver a little, the other isn't paying attention and is trying to do anything to prevent him from losing, which is already guaranteed.
He points at the empty chair next to him. You go and sit next to him, ignoring your boyfriend and the snickers from people around. You notice how incredible johnny smells and you can't help but sniff the air, you were close to him so you can smell his scent well. You stare at your boyfriend who had misery written all over his face, you don't know how to feel about this game upon seeing his expression.
"Forget about him.."
"..and focus on me, only." Johnny's hand touches your thigh, his soft hand gripped it a little before caressing your skin under the table, a light shade of pink crept on your cheeks and you swallow hard as soon as he removed his hand, you look around and wonder if anybody saw that, some people at the party were minding their business while some did not really notice as they were laughed at how your boyfriend was failing, but mark lee did, and he let you acknowledge that by winking at you playfully.
You assume your boyfriend did hear that because johnny's voice was clear, but he didn't pay attention, he kept playing and putting more effort as if his life depended on it. Johnny shuffles his cards like a pro as he smirks at your boyfriend. The other getting more and more angry, his body language portrayed his frustration. As if all he was trying to build fell over, he got up in an annoyed manner. "That's it, I'm done."
Johnny looks at him from his feet to his face. "Expected." He says then he looks at you. Your boyfriend walks away without even glancing at you.
"Hey! Wait!" You call for him but he ignores you and walks outside, you were about to follow him but a hand grabbed your shoulder lightly. You turn around to see johnny's tall figure. The lights falling on him, showing his sexy broad shoulder and his kinda long hair. His sexy scent hits your nostrills again. "Don't follow him." You furrow your eyebrows at him. And look back at your boyfriend, who already left.
"Huh?"
"Your boyfriend's bet was you." He spoke with honesty. You look at him and search for a hint of joking but he was seriousl. You feel a sinking feeling in your stomach. You already know your boyfriend is an asshole, but not to this level. That's why he left without opening his wallet to give money, his bet was you, not money. So that's what mark was trying to tell me earlier, you thought. Your body tenses up as you look away, you can't look at johnny, you can't let him see the tears that are forming in your eyes.
"Hey.." his voice is softer than how it was when he was playing, he reaches and puts his hand on your hand. "It's not as bad as you think." You don't know how to feel upon hearing his words, you're waiting for him to say if you're up for sex or something like that, since that asshole treated you as an object and practically 'sold' you to his friend.
You look at him and wipe your tears since you think you're starting to look like a fool. You pull your dress down to cover you more. "If you want something from me, I'll give it to you."
He raises his eyebrows and you can't tell how he feels about your statement. "You got it wrong, y/n, I'm not the one to do that." The tone of his voice indicated that he was disappointed at you for thinking of him like that. But he did touch my thigh earlier. You thought to yourself as he didn't show any sign of being interested in having sex with you.
"Then what do you want? I'll do-"
"Y/n, i saved you from this relationship, i knew he's not good for you and you deserved someone better." He takes a deep breath before continuing. "So i expected him to bet big just like he always does, i thought he will bet on money.." you listen to him carefully and analyze what he said.
"As soon as he told me that he will give you to me i was glad, i wanted you to leave this relationship because i was honestly so tired of watching you dealing with his toxic ass." You nod. Remembering how you used to ignore the red flags he had because you just didn't want to be alone, you thought it will work out but you were wrong.
He holds your hand with both hands. "So i told him to leave you alone completely if he loses, and he did." Some people were watching you two but you were glad that the music is kinda loud so they can't hear you two. "I knew he wouldn't let you break up with him, that's how terrible he is, so i took the opportunity when he told me about it."
"Now you're free, you don't owe me anything." He gives you a reassuring smile, now you're feeling bad because of what you accused johnny of in your head, he really did save you from this relationship since you knos how that asshole did treat you and how he wouldn't let you leave him.
You find tears rolling down your cheeks but before you wipe it, he reaches and wipes it himself. "Oh come on, you know he doesn't deserve you crying over his ass." You giggle at his words.
"Thank you, johnny." You open your arms and reach out to hug him, he smiles and returns the hug as well, you're glad you're wearing heels so you can hug him well without any troubles. You break the hug andhe kisses your forehead.
"Hey you two, don't you think you're being too sentimental? We're literally in a party." Mark announces his appearance and crosses his arms over his chest. "Forget about what happened, y/n, i want to see your hot ass on the dance floor." Mark said as he wiggled his eyebrows at you, you're known to be a hot mess on the floor. A grin finds its way to your lips as you remember how you used to dance like there's no tomorrow in the previous parties. "That asshole kept you from doing that because he knew how hot you are." Mark reminds you.
"I want you to party hard." Johnny grins at you, building up confidence in you. That's what you needed the most after what happened. "But a good man lets you unleash your sexy self freely." Mark adds, winking at you as he drinks his beer.
Johnny tells his friend who happened to stand near to tell the dj to play one of your favourite songs that you love dancing to. Him and mark stand next to the counter, watching you walk confidently to the dance floor, you find more attention gathered on you from most people. Johnny's eyes are glued to you, you looked mesmerizing to him, feeling so good to see you enjoying being yourself and dancing so well after what happened. "She's so hot." Mark mumbles.
"Shut up, only i can call her hot."
sooooo….👀 someone MAKE IT HAPPEN😭😭
My first love !
Pairings : college student!jaehyun x college student!y/n
Genre:fluff, maybe a bit of smut?
Word count: 2.4k
Warnings: lots of kissing, curse words, drinking a lot, smoking, featuring donghyuck and more
Summary: your a bit of a mess..no offense
This was kinda a mix of the new drama jaehyun is in called Dear.M and a mix of my own stuff!
It was a late afternoon when you suddenly got a text from jaehyun.
Jaehyun 💪
[Jaehyun]: hey y/n do you think you could stop by my dorm right now? I need to talk to you face to face.
[you]: right now? I’m on my way back to my dorms so I guess I’ll drop by. See you. Read 8:34pm.
“What the hell? Why does he need me there this late?” You said to yourself stomping on the ground with bags of food in your hands. You finally reach the dorms and go to the mens dormitory and knock on jaehyuns door. You stand there waiting for the door to open, your arms are getting tired from carrying the food that was supposed to be for your roommates but now it’s for you and jaehyun. Suddenly you hear the door open and welcoming jaehyuns cute smile.
“Your here” he chuckles and moves out the way so you can walk in, your already worked up from your job so your in a pretty bad mood. You walk in setting down the food on the table while sitting on the floor, you had bought rose tteokbokki and fish cakes for your roommates but you weren’t able to go back to your dorm since jaehyun is in your way.
“So..what did you need?” You say clearly annoyed while talking out the food from the bags.
“Oh! Yeah I needed someone to be with because I was alone” you give jaehyun the death stare and suck your teeth. “Are you serious? This is what you called me over here for?” You said angrily while breaking the chopsticks apart.
“I’m sorryy, I just needed someone here with me” he pouts while you roll your eyes at him, he suddenly grabs your jaw and looks you in the eyes smiling
“Don’t be mad, be happy your spending more time with me you prick” he scoffs and you smack his hand away. “JUST EAT GOD DAMNIT JAEHYUN!” You yell not realizing that these walls are thin and everyone in the mens dormitory just heard a GIRL yell, you put your hand over your mouth and sigh, you take a bite from the food and take a shot of soju.
“Three bottles okay?” You say and he puts his thumb up while eating, he grabs his phone and puts on a song called ‘missed call (feat chancellor) by jiselle’ it was a pretty popular song out here In seoul.
“You think we should do this more often?” Jaehyun speaks up, you take another shot of soju from your one bottle and shake your head.
“Definitely not, your ruining my beauty sleep.” He sighs and puts his hand on your knee already being drunk from his first bottle.
“I l o v e you y/n so so so so much!” You scoff and remove his hand from your knee while shoving some fish cakes in his mouth
“Ah ah ah the skewer y/n!” You laugh and take off your sweater because you feel yourself sweating a bit and then suddenly..ding! You get a message from your phone saying it’s from donghyuck
Donghyuck! 🐕
[donghyuck]: where are you.
[you]: I’m at jaehyuns dormitory why?
[donghyuck]: why are you there?
[you]: he needed someone to be with so I’m here sharing my food with him, why?
[donghyuck]: come to my place.
[you]: no, after this I’m going back to my dorm and I’m going to bed. Maybe tomorrow.
[donghyuck]: fine. Tell jaehyun to tell his and your roommates to come to my place tomorrow at 4pm sharp, we’re gonna eat together. Read 10:43pm.
“Jaehyun. Tell your roommates to go to donghyucks place at 4pm SHARP. We’re going to eat together.” He nods his head and continues eating, you take your last shot from your soju bottle and you already feel drunk.
“Here, take another shot. It wont hurt” saying that while he’s drunk too, of course being drunk you take the offer and once to drink it you suddenly have energy but you don’t at the same time.
“I t-think I should go..” you say grabbing your sweater bag and putting on your shoes, you suddenly feel a hand on your arm pulling you
“Don’t go yet.” He pulls harder and you fall hard on his lap. “Please.” He says softly and that’s when everything changes. He places a soft peck on your lips and boom. You come back to your senses and get off his lap.
“I really have to go, bye.” Those were the last words you said to jaehyun that night, you get out the mens dormitory and walk to the womens dormitory, you get your key to unlock the door and suddenly see your roommates saerom ryujin and xiaoting sitting in a circle looking at you with the death stare, you walk in slowly and place your things on the rack and sit down
“So..? WHERES OUR FOOD HUH?” Xiaoting yells and you put your hand over her mouth, she smacks your hand away and points at your bag. “Give me the money now so we can order pizza.” Ryujin says while holding her hand out for money. “No wait guys i can explain!”
“Explaining what? BULLSHIT!” Saerom says and you look terrified at this point. “Jaehyuntextedmeandweendedupeatingyourguysfood” you say not even taking a break to breath.
“What? Say that again but slower y/n.” Saerom says. “Jaehyun texted me and we ended up eating your guys food…I’m sorry..I’ll pay you guys back each $30!”
The girls looked at eachother and smirked
“Deal!” They all said loudly and you just sitting there not even thinking about what the fuck you just said to them.
You change into your pajamas and get comfortable in bed going on your phone to check Instagram seeing if you got any likes, you go on your most recent post and your eyes widen along with your jaw dropping. “789K LIKES?!!?” You screamed, you were impressed. It was just a selfie of you with the peace sign and smiling with your teeth out for once.
“Oh yeah y/n your the schools hot topic now” xiaoting says and you scoff. “Hot topic for what? Are they making fun of me?”
“Actually not at all!” Ryujin says. “Check your comments” you do as she says and you gasp at your comments.
******: wow man she’s so pretty, jaehyuns a lucky guy !
********: can she be mine already ?😞😞
*******: wah..I’m so jealous :(
********: do you like girls y/n ?? ://
“Holy shit..” you said to yourself smiling at the comments, you put your phone away and went to bed thinking about those comments you got.
The morning 🐇
It’s saturday and you need to do something fun to pump yourself up for once, you pick out an outfit and a towel and go to the showers, you shave your body and wash your hair, normally you never take morning showers you mostly take night or afternoon showers. You washed your face and got out the shower, you dried yourself up and put on a black short dress with long sleeves and some black boots, you go back to your dorm and do a high ponytail with your bangs curled and out, you saw your roommates coming in the room and waved hi to them.
“Where are you going?” Xiaoting said and you smiled. “I’m going to my friends house.”
“But I thought donghyuck said he doesn’t want us there until 4pm?” Ryujin said with a questionable look on her face. “No no not hyuck, I know you wanna see him but I’m going to see soobin.” Ryujins face turned red like a tomato when you said that and smiled.
“I don’t wanna see him! It’s just that…okay yeah I wanna see him but Shut up about it please!” She yelled while putting her face in her hands to hide her embarrassment.
“Awh! I ship ryujin and hyuck, their so cute together!” Saerom said and you gave her a high five while ryujin was there embarrassed, the girls were already dressed for hyucks place later today so you waved bye to them and walked out to the bus, you sat down and put in your airpods listening to side by side by the artist bewhY.
20 minutes later you had arrived where soobin lives and knocked on the door, immediately the door opened and it seemed like soobin was waiting for you for a long time.
“Hey soobs! Sorry I’m late, my roommates wanted to have a talk with me about going to hyucks house.” You said while putting your stuff down on the counter and getting yourself comfortable in his house.
“So how’s college going? Is it hard?” He says softly and once he says that it’s time for you to go on about your life in college and how it’s so hard and your suffering.
After about 30 minutes your done ranting about your life in college and soobin is flabbergasted, right now it’s 1:27 pm and you have to get something to eat so you don’t drink on an empty stomach at hyucks place. “Anyway,, im gonna get going now! See you again soobs” you smile at him while getting your stuff and waving bye.
You wait at the bus stop and go on your phone to see if anyone texted you while you were gone. You open your phone to see that only jaehyun had texted you
Jaehyun 💪
[jaehyun]: why would you just leave me here with them I’m suffering come back now
[you]:im heading back there right now just hold your horses
The bus finally arrived and you got on the bus sitting down and putting your airpods in for another 20 minutes, after you arrived back to the dorms it was already 1:50pm and you had three more hours to get ready or do whatever, you entered your dorm and you saw ryujin xiaoting and saerom sitting on the floor playing Uno to make the time go by faster.
“Hmm..PLUS FOUR!” Yelled saerom making ryujin pick up four cards. “Oh hi y/n!” Said saerom, you waved and placed your stuff down and took off your shoes placing them to the side and sat down to play Uno with them. Ryujin gave you seven cards and you guys continued playing.
Time goes by and it’s already 3pm when you look at your phone, you jump from the floor and put your boots on and everything else.
“Guys get ready it’s 3pm and hyuck lives far away!” The girls got up and immediately started putting on their clothes and doing their hair. Ryujin put on a short low cut dress to show herself off to hyuck and some heels, xiaoting was basic,, she wore a pair of jeans and a crop top and some vans, saerom…well she’s very extra so we all know what she’s wearing, she’s wearing a denim skirt with leg warmers and a pink lace bra along with a bunch of other unneeded stuff on her but she’s probably doing this so she can impress doyoung but you go girl?? They all start fighting for the mirror because they obviously have to do their makeup and hair, at this point it’s already 3:30pm and we need to get there quickly, jaehyun rented a big van for his roommates and us.
“Guys please hurry up before hyuck kills me!” They all finish setting themselves up and they go outside into the van seeing that jaehyun and his roommates are already in there, you get in the front seat with jaehyun and he looks at you with a smile. “Your finally here wow” you scoff and put on your seatbelt.
“Everyone ready?” Jaehyun says as he turns on the car and fixes the mirror, he starts driving and plays some music for us while rolling down the windows, you put your head out the window and enjoy the sunlight while you can.
The car ride is normal but super loud, so loud to the point where even your airpods were on full volume and you could still hear them, you closed your eyes for a SECOND and then you guys were at hyucks house, it was 4:08pm and you guys got out the car and saw hyuck walking out of his house, ryujin saw hyuck and ran out the car to go hug him, yeah I guess you could say their cute, jaehyun got out the car and helped you to get out as well, you went to go hug hyuck since it’s been forever, jaehyun and his roommates hug him too and they all go to the backyard which is where his pool and I guess “party?” Is taking place, everyone knew that he had a pool so of course they all had bathing suits under their clothes or with them, in your bag you had a cute strawberry swimming suit but the bottoms were a bit revealing along with the top but it could do.
You saw ryujin getting in the pool and soobin doyoung and wooyoung cooking for you guys, you ran up to give soobin a hug and he picks you up while hugging you, you could just feel the death stare that jaehyun was giving soobin, he sits down to talk to you and you could see jaehyun getting shirtless and jumping in the pool, you stare at him and he notices that your looking and xiaoting is about to get in the pool and he grabs her making her splash in the pool, you give him a death stare and continue talking to soobin, he pulls out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and brings you somewhere where jaehyun can’t see you two, he passes one to you and he lights your cigarette with his.
“Have you ever done this before y/n?” He asks and you nod while smiling, you blow the smoke in his face and he laughs. “Come on let’s go back” still holding the cigarette in between your fingers you throw it on the ground when you get to jaehyun and stomp on it, you take off your boots socks and dress to reveal the bathing suit your wearing, it was very revealing but you could deal with it, you jumped in the pool without any hesitation and you came back up feeling a pair of hands on your waist, and turned around to see jaehyun holding onto you, he smiled and tried to drown you under the water, you guys were the last ones in the pool since everyone else had went back inside to either eat or watch a movie. It was just you and jaehyun.
He got out the pool and helped you out the pool as well, you jumped on him and put your legs around his waist putting you down on a bench, he looks at you in the eyes for a second and goes in. He kisses you passionately and softly, you close your eyes and get deeper into the kiss as you go onto his lap, your running your fingers through his hair while you guys are making out and he lets out a moan while you two are kissing, you start teasing him by moving up and down on his lap and he starts groaning. You two were finally alone together..or you thought.
Soobin was about to say something when he saw you making out with jaehyun and tears started forming in his eyes.
“Oh.” Soobin says to himself quietly.
NCT
Johnny Seo:
The Sun: You felt a certain connection when it came to Johnny Seo that you didn't feel with anyone else. After a night at Mark's place, he decides to take you hiking. What chaos will ensue on your "nature hike?"
(Romance/Fluff/Chaos)
Headcannon #1: Cute things you and Johnny do!!! Just a little drabble because I love me some Johnny Suh ( ˘ ³˘)♥
(Romance/Fluff)
Yuta Nakamoto:
Fight Club: (Part One) Based off the 1999 film Fight Club; Yuta is trying his hardest to fit in amongst the guys within the club and slowly starts to realize what type of person Johnny is. He'd always fought for fun, but Yuta is beginning to think he'll have to fight for you.
Fight Club: (Part Two)
(Romance/NSFW/Angst)
Hendery:
Coffee?: Just a short imagine featuring a very loveable Hendery and a very loveable reader! Coffee definitely does start conversation!
Fight Club
Johnny X Y/N X Yuta Nakamoto
Just a piece of advice!!! This fanfiction probably won't make any sense unless you've seen the 1999 movie Fight Club written by David Fincher. This revolves around the storyline for said movie and previous knowledge of it needs to be present for it to make sense! In that case, read on! :) 💜💜
⚠️ Warnings: swearing, mentions of gore, mentions of nsfw, talk of weapons and violence as well as drugs⚠️
"You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You are not your fucking Khakis. You are the all-singing all-dancing crap of the world."
...
Part Two:
Flashback:
Going on business trips was Yuta's least favorite part about his shitty existence. Having to travel from flight to flight for his business sucked, as he would say, ass.
So another plane ticket for him would mean another night of no sleep, zoning out while someone talked about a car line they needed to recall because of safety hazards, and then back onto his flight with people he had no interest in. That's the thing about self-serving "friends." They're just people who you have the displeasure of meeting because you're both going to the same place. After you're done trying to pass the time, you never see each other again and that's that. Well, Yuta thought of it that way.
Trying to get some sleep, he rested against the very uncomfortable plane seat and closed his eyes.
He didn't know when he passed out, just that it wasn't for long. The flight attendant had already gone through with the snack tray, he figured from the pretzels other people had on their laps that it wasn't too long ago. Sighing, he shuffled around his seat so he was in view of the window. However, someone was now sitting there fiddling with the window cover. He had longer black hair and red tinted glasses taking up most of his face. A cigarette was dangling between his teeth- unlit -and he had on a pair of very tight and very leather jeans. He also had an old pair of dress shoes with a hole in the top and scuff marks along the side. This man must've gotten dressed in the dark, Yuta decided.
"If you feel that you would be unable or unwilling to perform the duties on the safety card, please ask a flight attendant to reseat you."
The Elton John impersonator finally spoke to Yuta, a cocky grin on his face and glasses slowly sliding down his nose. In his hand was the manual for a plane crash which he must've taken out of the seat pocket in front of him. Yuta didn't think that anyone actually read those.
"That's a lot of responsibility."
"Wanna switch seats?"
"No, no I don't think I'm the man for that particular job."
What was with this guy? Yuta's first thought was drugs, but then he mentally slapped himself for thinking that. 'This guy's probably just as sane as I am', he thought.
The man sighed and looked around at the rest of the passengers before staring back out the window. "An exit door procedure thirty thousand feet. Mhm. The illusion of safety." He smiled again, except this time Yuta could feel himself glued to his chair, as if his movements would lead to the plane crash Red Glasses was talking about.
"Yeah, I guess so." Yuta let out with a sigh.
Just then the man said, "You know why they put oxygen masks on planes?"
'Oh joy', "So you can breathe."
Red Glasses sighed and rolled his eyes. It's clear that he's making Yuta out to be an idiot. "Oxygen gets you high. In a catastrophic emergency, you're taking giant brain-panicked breaths. So you become euphoric, docile, you accept your fate. It's all right here." He grabs the pamphlet and opens to the page he was reading. Then, shoving it in Yuta's face, he continues his rant.
"Emergency water landing 600 mph. Blank faces, calm as Hindu cows."
The horribly computer generated pictures of people following safety protocol showed them all- as Red Glasses stated - unusually calm. At this, Yuta laughs. The man did have a point.
"That's uhm, that's an interesting theory."
After a pause in conversation, Yuta tries to talk to the man again as he realizes that this is the most interesting conversation he's had throughout his whole trip. He actually didn't expect someone with so much exuberance to be seated on his opposite side.
"What do you do?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, what do you do for a living?"
The man's face turned into another one of those cocky smiles as he pushed a couple strands of hair away from his eyes.
"Why? So you can pretend like you're interested?"
Yuta laughed again, not sure how to respond. His textbook conversations that he had thought up earlier while sitting on his prized IKEA couch wasn't working. The conversations he saved for when he didn't know what to say. They were usually foolproof, but not with this guy. For once in his life, Yuta felt dumb.
"You have a kinda sick desperation in your laugh," The man stated as he reached for something from below the seat in front of him. Realizing what it was, Yuta exclaimed that they had the same briefcase. Odd stranger and similar taste. Interesting.
"Soap."
"Sorry?"
"I make and I sell soap." He opened the briefcase and saw the bars of soap Red Glasses was talking about. For the neat way they were packaged, Yuta could tell this guy was serious. Indeed, he made soap. They were a little deformed, but Yuta guessed the sold well. Their appearance was high quality.
"The art sticks of civilization." Yuta took the business card held out in front of him.
'And this is how I met....' "Johnny Seo."
"Did you know if you mixed equal parts of gasoline and frozen orange juice concentrate you can make nepalm?" Johnny said, looking directly at Yuta now.
"No I did not know that, is that true?"
"That's right. One can make all kinds of explosives using simple household items."
"Really?"
"If one were so inclined." Johnny smirked again and shut the briefcase in his lap closed. The smell of the fruity soap washed over Yuta's nose as it did, and he started to understand why people bought them. There's a sense of familiarity to the smell, Yuta couldn't tell if it reminded him of old lady perfume or bacon.
"Johnny, you are by far the most interesting single-serving friend I have ever met. See, I have this thing that everyone on a plane is single-serving-"
"-Oh I get it. That's very clever." Johnny interrupted Yuta as he was about to explain his odd correlation with people and planes. Usually, the person Yuta talked to when he boarded was someone who was desperate to get him to shut up, so they let him talk about God knows what for however long he wanted. Not Johnny, though.
For lack of something better to say, Yuta replied with "Thank you."
"How's that working out for you?"
"What?"
"Being clever."
'Who is this guy?' "Great."
"Hmn. Keep it up then." Johnny patted Yuta's shoulder and smiled again. It was 100% a half smile and Yuta could tell that his small talk was boring Johnny to no end. His observations were proved true when Johnny readied to get up to leave his seat.
"Right-O. Now, a question of etiquette as I pass- do I give you the ass or the crotch?"
...
Yuta aggressively typed on his work computer while his thoughts mercilessly tugged at his brain. Y/N was mad again, Yuta could tell. It wasn't just about the dress thing, no it was also because of the sex. She'd been pestering him about it all week, trying to lure him upstairs. Yuta wasn't sure why she was trying to play with both him and Johnny but he knew that there was something wrong.
Fight Club was also very quickly taking over Yuta's life. He dressed sloppily to work every day, not even bothering to put on a tie or button up the rest of his shirt, with blood stains from a fight the night before. He was even smoking in the office, something he wasn't used to doing but now couldn't care less about.
Throughout all of the activities taking hold of him, Yuta couldn't sleep again. His insomnia was the worst he can remember it ever being. With that thought still on his mind, he grabbed his laptop bag and walked out of the office, on his way to Joon's once again.
...
"Alright boys. It's time for another fight. This week we have Yuta and one of the newcomers."
Johnny was getting used to his position as a spectator. He'd only fought a couple of times, but he seemed to get a pass from the other members because of the position of leader he'd taken over. His poise and demeanor had changed since Yuta's first encounter with him; that cocky, arrogant smirk still resided on his face but that was all that was left of the Johnny Yuta once knew. Or so he thought. He'd only known Johnny for a few months after all.
Yuta prepared himself for his next fight. He was angry. And his insomnia was getting worse by the second- he needed someone to take his aggression out on. Pain seemed to be the only cure to his sleep deprivation.
"Alright Yuta. You're up against Ten."
Yuta stared at the tall and muscular man at the other end of the "ring". He wasn't jacked but he definitely worked out. He was fit, covered in tattoos, and was littered with piercings along the sides of his ears. This man had so many pictures etched onto his skin that Yuta doubted he could even count them all. And, he was bleached blonde. Like- really bleached blonde. Draco Malfoy would've been jealous.
Yuta planted his feet firmly to the ground, watching the strange man named Ten do the same thing. This was his first night, so Yuta would be sure to make it memorable for him. At least, from the ground.
"How much do you bet?" Yuta heard from someone in the crowd. Since when was Fight Club about bets?
"I'll give you a twenty for tattoos."
That was all Yuta needed to hear before he was filled with rage. Johnny was in on this too? This was just supposed to be the two of them. Since when was it about an underground cult? Yuta felt sick to his stomach as he dealt the first blow.
And then another. And then another. And then another.
Why wasn't Ten fighting back? Well you see, Yuta had struck him completely by surprise, rendering him defeated from the minute his ass hit the cement ground of Joon's sacred basement. Ten couldn't even stand to try again before this kid was on top of him hitting him everywhere: the jaw, the nose, the eyes, even his motherfucking ear.
Yuta was ruthless.
For once, Fight Club was silent. The only thing that could be heard was Yuta's punches and the snapping of bones and moaning of Ten from beneath him as his body contorted into uncomfortable positions. He was bleeding from his nose and mouth and his beautiful face was now going to have an incredibly large scar across the side.
Amidst all of this commotion, Johnny lit a cigarette.
"Get him off."
Yuta was pulled away from Ten who was now knocked out cold.
"Why'd you beat up Ten that badly?" Johnny asked, looking directly at Yuta with an undecipherable look. He had a beer in one hand and hair frizzled everywhere. Over the past couple of months it had grown to an extraordinary length of an inch and a half. This meant flyaway strands everywhere. Yuta was mainly just looking for anything to focus on instead of his friend's face. The humiliation of what he had done to Ten's face was enough for him. Yuta held his wrist to his chest and assessed any leftover damage.
"I felt like destroying something beautiful."
...
The streetlights were dim as Johnny and Yuta ran through the dark. The sidewalk was uneven so they'd taken to the side of the road instead, making their way to the back of a large building with scuffed up shoes and bloodied noses. Yuta had no idea why he was here other than the fact that Johnny had dragged his ass out into the cold to "make soap" or whatever the fuck that meant. Yuta knew he'd figure it out though, Johnny always had a way with turning anything into a philosophical speech.
The chain-link fence was nearing Yuta's vision as he and Johnny ran on. The lights were brighter up there, and for a second Yuta wondered if they would get caught trying to break into the place. Johnny had said it was abandoned, but that obviously wasn't true seeing as he was shimmying his way over the fence after throwing his coat up over the barbed wire. He was making fast hurried movements and Yuta followed suit, grabbing the red leather jacket and hoisting it over his shoulder once he was on the other side. An alarm rang out and they both ducked for cover behind a large dumpster.
"I thought your dumbass said this place was abandoned?"
"It is at night. Usually."
"Who's out here?!?" They heard a policeman yell, the sound of a dog nearby made them stop in their tracks.
"Shit. Guess we'll have to wait him out." Johnny said between drawls of his cigarette.
"Wait him out?! It's 26 degrees outside are you crazy?!?"
At this, Johnny smiled. "Very."
The next twenty minutes were grueling as they waited for the guard to leave. Once security was taken care of, Johnny led Yuta to another dumpster on the other side of the building. Upon opening it, he climbed inside and started rumaging through it.
"Johnny, where are we?"
"Can't you fucking read?"
Yuta looked above Johnny's head to where he was pointing. There was a giant sign that proved they were in a medical facility. Liposuction.
At Yuta's realization, a bag of said material was thrown at him and he barely caught it in his arms before it fell to the ground. The red and flesh colored goop slid around in the bag reminding Yuta of throw up.
"Here, there's a few more."
Going back over the fence, Johnny threw Yuta more bags from the dumpster as he caught them from the other side. However, one of these were a failed attempt because the Yuta had found himself lost in thought. You, in particular.
He remembered how excited you were to show him the dress you'd bought. Your happy little giggles as you paraded around in it when you had found it made his heart swell.
Wait why does he remember that? Wasn't the first time he'd seen you wear it was in the kitchen?
"Hey shit face! The lard!"
Snapping back into reality, Yuta watched the bag catch on the barbed wire and split open, releasing a flood of human fat and blood all over his head.
"Aw fuck."
...
Yuta had taken a very thorough shower. He had been washing for hours it felt like, just to try and remove that god-awful smell from his hair and his clothes. Not that the water on Paper Street was very clean, but it was better than nothing.
Once he was finished he got dressed in a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. It was already past 3:00am and he doubted he would be getting much sleep anyways, so he just got ready for work. Walking down the rickety stairs from his bedroom and into the kitchen, he was met with that horrible smell once again.
"Ugh, what is that?" Yuta asked, looking for Johnny to answer. He held his nose and made his way to the fridge where he was stopped by Johnny who brought out some of his experiment stuff.
"Ay watch it this shit burns." He said, going back to stirring whatever pot he had been fussing over previously. Johnny was wearing nothing but his pants from earlier, his shirt was lying on the other side of the counter and his jacket had been abandoned to the bedroom upstairs. Because of this, Yuta was able to see Johnny's exposed muscles as well as the scars from previous fights and other miscellaneous events in his life. Yuta couldn't help but stare. Johnny really was pretty.
"Okay." He motioned for Yuta to stand at the table that was covered with experiments and the lard from their previous adventure. Once Yuta was situated at the table with a confused expression dawning his face, Johnny smiled. This was one of those malicious ones that he put on before he fucked something up for Yuta again. Last time he'd given him this look, it was when he threw Yuta's work computer out the window of their dingy old house blabbering on about corporate businesses and the corruption of everyday society.
Johnny then grabbed Yuta's hand and kissed it.
"What is this?"
Johnny picked up a lenticular container from his left hand side and started to pour the powdery contents onto Yuta's hand.
"This," he said, "is chemical burn."
Yuta was confused as to why his wrist was being held down to the spot but then the chemical kicked in. Yuta's first reaction was to scream.
The pain was unbearable. It was the worst pain Yuta had ever felt and he was starting to wish he could die just to get it to stop. Anything to put out the flames on his hand, eating his flesh and leaving a crater in its wake. His breathing quickened as his body went into fight or flight mode, his hand shaking around in Johnny's grasp and his legs wobbling.
"It'll hurt more than you've ever been burned and it'll leave a scar." Johnny stated in a nonchalant tone.
'If guided meditation could work for cancer it could work for this.' Yuta thought as he closed his eyes and tried to envision a nice forest somewhere. His daydreaming, however, was cut short by Johnny's voice.
"Stay with the pain. Don't shut this out."
"No!" Yuta drew back from Johnny's hand and his head hit the shelf containing their unused pots and pans. He held his burning hand to his side as he waited for the pain to stop or even just dwindle a little. Yuta felt his adrenaline levels skyrocket as tears formed in the corners of his eyes.
Johnny took hold of Yuta's wrist with his burning hand once again and slammed it down on the table. Due to his thrashing, Yuta knocked a lot of Johnny's materials onto the ground of the kitchen, not caring about destroying anything and only thinking of the excruciating pain before his eyes.
"Look. At. Your. Hand! The first soap was made from the ashes of heroes, like the first monkey shot into space! Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing!" Johnny stared at his friend dead in the eyes and tried to illicit a sense of fear into him.
Yuta screamed again as he tried not to think of the words sear or flesh. Nothing was working to try and calm the pins and needles attacking his body. He tried to break away from Johnny but to no avail. The man was prepared for this, it seemed.
"STOP IT. This is your burning hand! It's right here!" With that statement, Johnny slammed Yuta's hand against the counter again to try and focus his friend on his philosophical assignment. He was getting pissed now.
"I'm going to my cave. I'm going to go to my cave and I'm going to find my power animal!" Yuta exclaimed, trying to remember his sessions from support group and their ways of coping with difficult tasks. He remembered in a Leukemia group that someone had mentioned a "safe space" where you could form whatever it is your heart desires to try and make yourself feel safe in an unsafe situation. Yuta found his to be a cave with a penguin, however, that penguin has changed into his daydream of you.
"No!" Johny rolled his eyes and slammed his fist on the table to accentuate his point. "Don't deal with it the way those dead people do! Come on!"
"I get the point you're making please! Please make it stop!" Yuta managed to get out in between heavy breaths and the knot in his throat.
Johnny pursed his lips. "No! What you're feeling is premature enlightenment!"
Yuta imagined his cave once again in an effort to escape his reality. Instead of your calming face, he was met with the image of you naked while he was atop you, both of you within the icy confines of his arctic imagination. He coughed as he went in and out of his vision.
Johnny must've sensed what his friend was up to, because not seconds later Yuta was getting slapped across the face. "It's the greatest moment of your life, man! And you're off somewhere missing it!"
"No I am not!" Yuta screamed through gritted teeth.
"Shut up! Our fathers were our models for God. If our fathers bailed, then what does that tell you about God?!"
"No, no I don't-" Another forceful slap from Johnny resonated throughout the room.
"Listen to me!" Johnny threw his goggles off his head and onto the floor with the other cups of mysterious substances that Yuta had dropped.
Johnny got closer to his face to the point where if he leaned any further over the table, he'd be nose to nose with Yuta.
"You have to consider the possibility that God does not like you. He never wanted you. In all probability, he hates you. But, that's not the worst thing that can happen."
"It's not?!"
"We don't need him!" Johnny spat, and Yuta could tell that his pleading was getting him nowhere. For now, all he could do would be to endure the pain until Johnny felt sorry enough to tell him how to stop the burning. He had to know, right? He was the one who was working with the fucking chemical.
"We don't! We don't need him, I agree!!"
Johnny smiled at him from the other side of the table. "Fuck damnation man, fuck redemption! We are God's unwanted children?! Then so be it!"
Yuta flung his hand to the side with Johnny still attached, knocking over more things in their kitchen and watching as his supposed to be single-serving friend laughed through his pain.
"Listen! You can run water over your hand to make it worse, or you can- look at me! -or you can use vinegar to neutralize the burn."
Bingo. That was Yuta's ticket out of this hell. His eyes met Johnny's and he could feel his hatred for him bubbling up from his chest and into his eyes where he put everything he felt into his look. He wanted Johnny to know how he was feeling.
"There you go."
"Please let me have it! Please!"
"First, you have to give up. First you have to know, know, not fear, that one day you're going to die."
"You don't know how this feels!" Yuta screamed again in agony, watching the bubbling of his flesh on what was left of the top of his hand. Of course Johnny could sit all high and mighty on his side of the table, he had no idea how much Yuta was suffering. Was this some sort of sick joke?
Johnny's malicious smile returned once again as he raised his other hand from under the table and into Yuta's line of vision. There, on the spot Yuta felt the most pain at the moment, was a scar similar to that of a chemical burn on Johnny's hand. Ugly, big, and worn with pride.
"It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything."
Yuta's eyes met his as he started to calm down and his body adjusted to the fire on his right hand. "Okay." He said as a tear rolled down his cheek.
Johnny slowly removed the boy's hand from his grasp and watched as Yuta held his same position with his hand over the table. He was shaking, but he was determined to see this through now, knowing that it was one of Johnny's more difficult lessons. If he could get through Fight Club on the daily, he could get through this, easy. Even though the burn hurt more than any missing tooth or broken nose.
Johnny grabbed the giant jug off the counter behind him and flipped the cap off, throwing it's contents onto Yuta's hand and drenching him in vinegar. The pain instantly stopped and Yuta clutched his hand to his chest and fell to the floor, calming himself down after all of this. He looked up towards the table and saw Johnny staring down at him with that shit-eating grin of his.
"Congratulations. You're one step closer to hitting the bottom."
Amongst the spinning of the ceiling and the labored breathing, Yuta found beauty in the events of that night on Paper Street. They might not have made soap, but they made a man. And Yuta found out he was more capable of anything than ever before.
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(Part three coming soon!)
[AN:] Thank you for reading! Please interact with your thoughts! This is somewhat new writing material for me and I would love to know if you liked it or not! Thank you! :)