Narcissistic Personality Disorder - Blog Posts

Imagine a magical modern world where everyones ability is to manifest their personality/mental state/subconscious into a physical thing, and scientists find that theres a pattern within manifestations that allows doctors to diagnose people with a simple examination of their manifestation.

Trigger warning

And everything im about to list off would be traits if their abilities, not the actual abilities themselves

They stack, but are as powerful as the impact they have on the user

Narcs' manifestation would probably have something to do with themselves, or having themselves as the center

DID would probs be the ability to manifest multiple small/weak/incomplete symbolic (or not) things representing their alters or a single materialization of something cracked/split (necromancer except they bring to life their alters)

Id imagine depression would involve an ability with the perk to draw people in, like a siren

Anxiety would involve something to do with an unnerving type sensation, sounds, vibrations, disruptions, the sense of slowed or sped up time

Bipolar, a changing, fast, or sudden type ability

Ptsd/cptsd would probably have a flashing, sudden, or jarring type ability

Schizophrenia would be hallucinogenic, (that one spiderman scene from homecoming with that bastard man showing spidey things that arent real), aoe tyoe ability

Ocd maybe would have something to do with controllingness, intrusive/invasive actions (the itrusive thoughts in ocd becomes the premise of what happens to who ever their using their ability against? Idk ocd that well)

Phobias - depending on the phobia, the way you'd deal with what your afraid of being your ability. Arachnophobia - your ability being pest amd spider resiliant, agoraphobia - your ability having something to do with being able to hide somewhere safe that youve made (small portable inner world? Invisibility??)

ED; makes the person feel the opposite of their disorder (if the user has binge eating issues, then their power would make others feel empty/hungry/hollow; anorexia or restrictive would be like overwhelming the sense with a feeling of fullness, stuffiness, claustrophobia; etc)

Disassociative having something to do with an incredible europhoric/dream feeling or with an incredibly grounding, kind of like "oh yea i just remembered my entire life situation and cant escape" type feeling

ADHD either has something to do with the inability to have others activate their powers, control them well, or consistantly.

Addiction/substance abuse would be kind of like the helplessness, constant incessant need for something, anxiety, etc

Note that this does NOT say, "If a person cares about you, they will drop whatever they're doing, RIGHT NOW, and rush to your side for any reason you deem sufficiently important, and if they don't, then they don't care about you at all."

“No matter how busy a person is, if they care, they’ll find time for you.”

— Unknown

Fractured!Narcissistic Personality Disorder

This is our new addition to Melancholy, it’s NPD! Eventually I’ll show y’all a collection of all the concept art for Melancholy (once my assessment’s actually finished)

I didn't see the red flags or that she was a narcissist until she succeeded in bullying and picking on me into self-doubt and a broken heart. I'll certainly try to find comfort in that I stood up for myself and ended it on our first anniversary, as I was left no choice.

Eichi Tenshouin from Ensemble Stars has NPD!

Watch "The biggest difference between a narcissist and an autistic person is the intent behind the actions" on YouTube

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The biggest difference between a narcissist and an autistic person is the intent behind the actions

The biggest difference between a narcissist and an autistic person is the intent behind the actionsHER TIKTOK - @actually___alex / instagra

Straight up narcing it. And by "it," let's just say, my personality.

who's up narcing their personality disorder - [etsy shop , still a wip!]

How to get attention no glue no borax

a cut that always bleeds

I have not seen an uglier flag than this

i do °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

NPD is NPDing

"how are you feeling today?" gives me war flashbacks.

Fractured Fury

The world stands still, the air goes thin,

A silent void erupts within.

A crack inside, so sharp, so deep,

A wound that wakes but does not weep.

Then fire strikes—my veins ignite,

A raging storm, no end in sight.

My breath is smoke, my voice a blade,

A fury born, a war replayed.

I scream, I shake, the earth must hear,

A beast unleashed, too wild to steer.

The walls may break, the sky may fall,

Yet still, my rage outlives them all.

Then silence creeps, so cold, so vast,

A fragile peace that will not last.

The ashes glow, the embers hide,

But fire still burns beneath my pride.

- a little poem about how i feel about narcissistic injury and narcissistic rage :)

A midnight breeze whispers, sudden and cold,

tracing her thighs, with fingers sharp and bold.

little photo dump, because i genuinely look so beautiful aaa

@moonkissedlily love u bby <3

*trying to get help with something*

"weak, worthless, useless bitch"

*splits on myself*

Can someone please send me resources or links or anything at all to send it to people to prove that we should stop using "narcissistic abuse" as a term?????

Narcithros - a term for when your Nethros (link) identity is influenced by or connected to your NPD!

Exclusive to those with NPD. Researched self diagnosis is valid.

[ID: Two images. The first image is a flag with seven horizontal stripes. In descending order, there is a thin pale yellow stripe, a thick pale orange stripe, a thick red stripe, a thin dark red stripe, a thick magenta stripe, a thick lavender purple stripe, and a thin pale light blue stripe. In the center of the flag, there is a white symbol with a thick black outline. The symbol consists of the outline of the narcissus flower with devil horns and a pointed tail that curves toward the right. The second image is a flag like the first, but it does not have a symbol. End ID.]

Flag by me. Colors sampled from the Nethros flag and npdsafe's NPD flag (link).

Transparent symbol below the cut:

[ID: The narcithros symbol. The symbol is white with a thick black outline. The symbol consists of the outline of the narcissus flower with devil horns and a pointed tail that curves toward the right. End ID.]

Aponarc - a term for when your Apothane (link) identity is somehow influenced by or connected to your NPD!

Exclusive to those with NPD. Researched self diagnosis is valid.

[ID: Two images. The first image is a flag with eight equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are lavender purple, dusty lavender purple, off white, pale yellow, pale orange, wine red, dark blue grey, and off black. In the center of the flag, there is a black symbol. The symbol consists of the outline of a narcissus flower with a spiral inside. The second image is a flag that is the same as the first one, but there is no symbol. End ID.]

Additional note: not to be confused with Apothenarc (link), a neurogender coined by @a-quilted-milky-way.

Flag made by me, using colors from the Apothane flag and NPDsafe's NPD flag (link). Symbol put together by me using two images from The Noun Project (link).

Tagging @radiomogai.

Flag with white symbol and transparent symbols below the cut:

[ID: a flag with eight equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are lavender purple, dusty lavender purple, off white, pale yellow, pale orange, wine red, dark blue grey, and off black. In the center of the flag, there is a white symbol. The symbol consists of the outline of a narcissus flower with a spiral inside. End ID.]

[ID: Two images. Both images are the aponarc symbol: the outline of the narcissus flower with a spiral inside. The first image is in black and the second image is in white. End ID.]

[ID: The aponarc symbol; the outline of a narcissus flower with a spiral inside. It is colored in six horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are pale lavender purple, off white, pale yellow, pale orange, wine red, and dark blue grey. End ID.]

I actually made the flag colored symbol by accident; I cropped the image using the magic wand tool intending to make a perfectly square image, and accidentally cropped out parts of the flag as well, creating the effect of alpha inheritance. Because of the symbol's position on the flag, it does not have all the colors, but if anyone is interested, I can make a more polished version of the flag colored symbol!

Lying is my favorite hobby

hey guys, ive been trying to look for information on NPD and ASPD comorbidity but the only things i can find online are ableist "narc abuse" articles LMFAO...

i am questioning if i may have comorbid NPD and ASPD, but im not entirely sure how this comorbidity might look... so i figured id ask and see if anyone with the comorbidity could explain

This will probably cause some hate, but:

You aren't always the victim just because you are mentally ill.

You try to get better? I am proud of you, keep going, i don't adress you here because people who actively try to get better for the people around them are trying, and you can be proud at yourself for that.

But people who just say "i'm sorry its the mental illness!" and expect their friends/partners/familymembers to forgive them aren't.

It is okay to say "Hey, i'm really sorry, i didn't meant to at all. I wasn't myself." Because it often actually is the reason for our behaviour. But to say that, you HAVE to actually try and get better in my eyes.

I do NOT demonise mental illnesses.

But I am aware of what damage it can cause, and that there is no way around but pointing things out.

I did mistakes before, and I also needed time to realise that it was quite often actually my fault, that i need to work on myself to get better and i just know some of you are triggered at this point.

But sometimes that is needed to understand yourself. To understand your mistakes.

It is not okay to say "it's not my fault! I'm mentally ill! I can't help it!"

I know its easier to say that, but, if you continue to do that you are not only (accidently) hurting others but also yourself.

Also, it is not fair that there are healthy people saying "they all are the same." Because we're not.

Every one of us, no matter wich mental illness, is different.

Every one of us deserve a chance just like every other human.

Let me point out again: Its not your fault for being mentally ill and/or traumatised, but it is indeed your responsibility.

A little reminder: there are many healthy people who also hurt their partners, sometimes fully aware of their actions.

You are not your diagnose. (Greetings to my therapist.)

LASTLY: a mental illness doesn't mean your love is bad! You can love, you deserve love, you are still a good person.

That's it, take care of yourself <3

I felt the need to write this down since i am sick of people judging others because of their disorder, also I am sick of people who use their disorder as a sort of excuse.

ARE YOU A FELLOW NARCISSIST LOW ON SUPPLY???

well look no further!

literally just dm me and i will spam you and compliment you and shower you in affection bc you deserve it

i wish all narcissists reading this a very big kiss on the forehead

you are simply the very best ever!!

i love the way you persevere through life even though there may be challenges.

i love you narcissists soo much. you truly are so talented and wonderful. you light up every room you enter and amaze everyone in your life.

you deserve the entire world ❤️

i think it took me so long to realize i have NPD because part of my narcissism is masking my symptoms too be better than people.

even though the fact i’m getting ignored is pissing me off, i’m not gonna lash out- because that’d be immature. and the people ignoring me right now are immature. and i am better than them. so i will be mature about this.

i’m not going to point out i’m better than most people (even though i am) because that’d probably hurt their feelings, and hurting people is below me. i’m better than that.

i love you narcissists! i hope you all have a wonderful day and continue to kick ass.

there’s nothing ‘wrong’ or ‘evil’ about you for just simply having a disorder.

keep going. love you guys <3

narcissistic traits/npd culture is believing narcissus was based asf

guys turns out i just had undiagnosed NPD

whole life convincing yourself that you’re emotionless, cold and unbothered only to realise many years later that you created that version of yourself because in reality you couldn’t bare the thought of being vulnerable in any way

and when you finally realise that it’s not something to be proud of you also realise that it’s too late to re-learn everything

you feel great shame because you finally see that you weren’t actually strong - all of it was a weakness. the thing you hated the most. you couldn’t embrace it

and worst of all - you realise that you’ve become exactly like the person who hurt you in the beginning