Where Every Scroll is a New Adventure
We think to much
and forget to love instead
Your promises sweet like honey touching my lips filling my soul Let’s see How long you can keep your promises of love, respect and security
Go and search your fly swatter In the end, I am just a fly trapped in your mind searching a window to freedom You closed every escape after luring me so carefully Let me fly into your self-made prison And walls Covered with paintings of love and security Just to wake up at night to try to escape from the fly swatter you hid in your walls You wanted to spray so much love Where is it, honey? Did you lost your words just as easy as I lost the sight of the truth?
I was your place of calm in the night You left me broken and abandoned I wish I could go back, standing strong in the corner of your heart But now I am broken, shattered into a million pieces, ripped out Only left are my splinter in your skin
I want to go back in time Be fixed, stable and loved again Not standing in the rain, soaking the water into myself and feel my wooden heart swallow
Stop feeling sorry Stop feeling disgusted Look at me and remember the past The number of nights we spend together But all I see is you wishing for something new A new place of calm in the night
I can’t sleep without you without feeling your resting body pressed against mine I am awake and so are you By breaking me, you lost your place of calm I am broken and you are restless We did not think at all
You can blame me for my weakness But wood is not meant for eternity And no matter how much you crave for something new I will always remember the nights we shared The calm of your breath whenever you were about to fall asleep I would be there to catch and hold you until the morning sun arrived
But that's not on me anymore And even when I am gone remember me remember our nights, dreams and smiles Just a moment before you fall asleep remember the comfort we used to find and the love we used to share
I don’t have anything to hide My shadows are enlightened My words are spoken What are your secrets? Show me your ghosts the demons you try to drown every night in the liquid you call solution
Allow yourself to heal Your life is not dedicated to suffering and pain You are allowed to feel delighted You are allowed to love to be loved to be loved by yourself
Falling in love is its own kind of violence
I am not ready to lose this Not ready to discover another time Another time without you I am not willing to give you up Not willing to give up love the love which felt so safe I am not prepared to let you go Not prepared to move on move on and exist on my own Exist on my own on my own my own alone
We said we would fight the distance We said we would never give up We knew it wouldn’t be easy but we hoped for the best We failed and buried our sweetly spoken promises under all the other never forgotten lies. Only left are the memories remembering us painfully what of a sweet life we promised each other
I feel trapped by my own heart Losing my patience by searching your presence in the fading words you left behind You promised me nothing but I still feel betrayed Every day I am waiting falling for you Staring at the world and no clue what to do
So tell me
how can you
love someone
and don't care at all?
"Distance is pain"
you said
So I told you
that someday
we would be together
and "someday" would bring
the brightest stars
and the deepest talks
A little infinity
in our little amount
of time
And you are still
the only person
who can keep me together
when I am about to fall apart.
Between promises and lies I found myself lost in your labyrinth of words
At least the pain shows
you were real
we were real
this was real
I created a new person for you but as much as I created It wasn't enough for you.