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After you, I don’t know if I believe in love or I believe in how the idea of having you was more appealing than being alone with myself. Still, I don’t blame you for leaving, who would want to stay to begin with? I dont even like myself.
Days like today make me wonder if trying to love someone is even worth it.
I just wanted to help make him whole again, but instead I’ve chipped away at myself to try and piece him together and now I’m falling apart
I thought I could never give up on him, but he’s teaching me every day how to do it.
My heart is breaking because I know he has the capability to love but won’t let anyone in because he’s been hurt before.
Now my heart is fighting back, saying to him you don’t deserve me anymore
And I cry for what’s falling through my fingers
And I cry for what could have been
But most of all, I cry for what was ever so briefly, the most wonderful moments of my life
The art of letting go
Do you ever sit and reflect on everything that you've been feeling lately ?
It's both
relieving and painful
To give another thought
To the feelings inside of you.
You carry it ,
Forgetting it's weight
And when you sort your
Feelings out at the end of the day,
You're left with a handful of laughs
And a whole lot of pain.
Because you know
Deep in your heart
That a moment like this won't ever come again.
And the people in your memories
Wont stop for you
They'll live on
And so will you.
And those few who don't,
They keep you rooted in their love
You cannot find a way out of them
Because they've stopped,
Not necessarily for you
But for good.
And just know
That you can't always let them go.
Because what they made you feel
will live on
Even when they aren't here
To rekindle that emotion inside of you.
Everyday you break my heart but I still feel happy for your achievements.
Because despite everything you are still my best friend.
I'm feel like i'm stuck with you forever.
This is not a compliment but a curse.
I'd set myself on fire to keep you warm, but you'd leave me out in the cold just for fun.
Please, just let me go.
- Secrets I tell the stars.
You didn't just steal my heart, you stole and broke it.
why are you so mean to me?
secrets I tell the stars.
And as much as the words are futile devices, I would spend a wish of the genius just to hear from you:
Was, is and has always been you.
one true loves by taylor jenkins reid.
“Let it be known that I cried for you, even started lying to you. What a thing to do, all because I wanted to be loved and love at the highest count”
“The world doesn't give things, you take things”
“I think the word whore is something ingnorant people throw around when they have nothing else”
“I can't live with my heart half-broken all the time”
“It will be the tragedy of my life that I cannot love you enough to make you mine. That you cannot be loved enough to be anyone's”
“it was a death by a thousand cuts”.
“Now my heart is broken and I'm crying on the floor and every part of me hopes you walk through the door but you're not here, baby, and I can't love anyone else till I forgive myself ”
“ I thought love was war. I didn't know it was supposed ... I didn't know was supposed to be peace. ”
“ The first man in my life who really saw me, who ever really understood me, who had so much in common with me... and he still didn't love me. ”
— Daisy Jones & The Six.
“In everyone’s life, there is a moment that makes the difference, and this was our moment. A station, a train and a run that could decide our fate, just as it happened so many years ago. At that moment, I felt the beginning and the end of our story come together. Like an infinite loop. As infinite as what Francisco and I felt for each other.”
"Don't love too deeply until you're sure that the other person loves you with the same depth. Because the depth of your love today is the depth of your wound tommorow" ❤️❤️💖💖
All that was (Part 1)
The thing I love has consumed my life
It has devoured all of my sanity
Nothing is left for my heart to cling to
All sense of logic has abandoned my mind
Leaving nothing but an empty void
(More to come soon)
Credit: @unlimitedknowledge on IG
“And even if we never talk again I want you to know that I will never love anyone like I loved you and I am forever altered by who you are and what you meant to me.”
— (via leohearts)
I don't care what others think of me. I'm in my lane, and your in yours. Let's keep it that way.
...
I think falling for you was my biggest mistake
The biggest I've ever made
But actually I feel no regret
And you're still in my head
In my head, in my heart
I don't even know where to start
You still feel like home
And I feel sick to my bone
Because it went from "you make me want to stay alive"
To looking at this stupid knife
You kinda make me wanna die
And all I do is cry
I don't wanna get out of bed
I feel like I'm seriously mad
It feels like talking to a wall
And I know the worst of all
Is that I still love you
And you probably don't know I do
Ohh sweetie.. I’m sorry. Remember that I love you..
Fragments of a Broken Heart: Geralt x Reader
The morning dawned, casting a harsh light upon the empty side of the bed. As y/n stirred awake, a sense of unease settled in their chest. Their hand instinctively reached out, searching for Geralt's comforting presence, but all they found were cold, abandoned sheets. Confusion and dread washed over them, and their gaze fell upon a letter resting on the bedside table, a silent harbinger of the pain that awaited.
With trembling hands, y/n clutched the letter tightly, their heart pounding in their ears. The words within held the power to shatter their world, and as they began to read, tears welled up in their eyes, blurring the inked lines that would forever change their lives.
My Dearest Y/N,
As the sun rises on this new day, I find myself compelled to set forth on a path that does not include you by my side. The weight of my choice bears heavily upon my conscience, yet I cannot deny the pull of destiny that binds me to Yennefer.
I have tried to fight it, to resist the allure of her enchanting presence, but her hold on my heart is unyielding. I cannot turn away from the connection we share, the deep bond that has been forged over time.
I know not how to apologize for the pain my departure will cause you, for the void that will fill your days. But I implore you to understand that this decision was not made lightly. The complexities of love and fate have brought us to this crossroads, and I am compelled to follow the path that calls to me.
I leave you now in the tavern, alone and adrift. It is not a fate I would wish upon anyone, yet it is the consequence of my choice. May you find solace and support among the strangers who pass through, for they will be your companions in the days to come.
Please know that my departure does not diminish the love we once shared. The memories we created together will forever hold a place within my heart. But in this moment, I must prioritize my own happiness, even if it comes at the cost of yours.
I wish you well, Y/N, and hope that time will heal the wounds inflicted by my absence. May you find love and joy in a future that is no longer intertwined with mine.
With a heavy heart, Geralt
With each word, a fragile piece of their heart crumbled, until the weight of the letter became unbearable. They held it close to their chest, as if trying to hold onto the remnants of the love they once shared. The tears streamed down their face, intermingling with the inked confessions of Geralt's choice.
A scream of anguish erupted from deep within Y/n's soul, tearing through the silence of the room. It was a raw, primal release of pain, a cathartic burst of emotion that echoed through the empty space. They cried out, their voice laced with heartbreak as if the sheer force of their screams could turn back time, undo the devastation that had been wrought upon their love.
Their cries reverberated through the room, the sound a haunting melody of despair. With each sob and wail, they expelled the anguish that threatened to consume them, their body shaking uncontrollably. The weight of betrayal, loss, and abandonment hung heavy in the air, mingling with the echoes of their shattered dreams.
As the waves of grief subsided, the reader crumpled to the floor, their body trembling with exhaustion. They clung to the letter, their knuckles turning white as they held onto the tangible remnants of their pain. The room felt hollow, a cavernous void that mirrored the emptiness in their heart.
Yet, even in the depths of their despair, a flicker of resilience bloomed within the reader's broken spirit. Through tear-stained eyes, they gazed upon the letter one last time, silently vowing to forge a path forward from the ruins of their shattered love.
With trembling hands, they released their grip on the letter, allowing it to flutter softly to the ground. Their tears became a bittersweet testament to the depth of their emotions, and as they took a steadying breath, they resolved to rebuild their life, to find solace and strength within their own being.
In time, y/n would rise from the ashes of their pain, their cries transforming into expressions of growth and empowerment. They would seek healing, leaning on the support of trusted allies and discovering the resilience that lay dormant within them.
As they stepped out into the world, y/n carried with them the fragments of a broken heart, their tears now mingling with a newfound determination. They would find their own path, reclaiming their worth and embracing the possibility of a future where love and happiness were not defined by Geralt's presence.
And as they walked away from the echoes of their screams, they set forth on a journey of self-discovery, knowing that in time, they would find a love that would cherish and value them, a love that would never leave them alone in the depths of a desolate tavern.
“i have a tendency to fall in love with people i already know will end up breaking my heart,
yet i still hope one of them will prove me wrong.”
- A.M. {just one}