Days Like Today Make Me Wonder If Trying To Love Someone Is Even Worth It.

Days like today make me wonder if trying to love someone is even worth it.

I just wanted to help make him whole again, but instead I’ve chipped away at myself to try and piece him together and now I’m falling apart

I thought I could never give up on him, but he’s teaching me every day how to do it.

My heart is breaking because I know he has the capability to love but won’t let anyone in because he’s been hurt before.

Now my heart is fighting back, saying to him you don’t deserve me anymore

And I cry for what’s falling through my fingers

And I cry for what could have been

But most of all, I cry for what was ever so briefly, the most wonderful moments of my life