Where Every Scroll is a New Adventure
I have heard a lot of people explain one sided love
But never heard anyone even talk about one sided friendship
Did you?
Honestly speaking I have been on both ends
I remember ignoring people even when they were ready to loose all for me
I remember being ignored even when I was ready to loose all of me
Did you?
Still think about going back and joining those chords
But what are the odds
Those I ignored have moved on tired of wasting their time
And those on whom I wasted my time never seemed mine
But still I wish for their call
Do you?
I find it weird how we just connect to some
I find it sad when those connections don't care and for them you are not the one
I thought love asked for a lot
but now I think even friendship's demands are not a dot
Do you?
Maybe they asked for so much that I just stayed aloof
Maybe my demands were so much that they considered me fool
Being nice and being friends are different I realised late
Not everyone you like is ready to be a part of your fate
Were you also a one sided friend at one time?
Do you also think that it was worth the time?
What if the efforts were not equal,
It was a friendship you initiated and it will never have a sequel...
When Tahseen Anam said,
" And we fall for those who are not even there to hold us"
I felt it through and through.
Your place in my heart would be the paramount one -)RB
Ahhemmmm, I feel called out. I could write several books about … or …….. or …… or the love of my life that I thought would be with me and essentially couldn’t have at that time. Tristian, my love, darling I wish I could have adopted you. A small adorable kitten, you captured my heart at first sight, with minutes I knew that that was something I hadn’t felt before, I this short amount of time. I imagined a whole life together, me reading my book, and your gray fur and magnificent soul distracting me. Not in a way I would get annoyed but in way that brings a gentle smile upon my face. A way that I could be mesmerized by your soul existence.A way that sparks some warmth in this cold, emotionless heart. Now, I have no clue where you might be, don’t forget about me, for I love you. ❤️ You are a love I couldn’t possibly have. A love that will never be fulfilled.
„For you, I was a chapter. For me, you were the book.“
— Tom McNeal, A quote by Tom McNeal