Insonnia - Blog Posts

Non sono riuscito a chiudere occhio nemmeno per un minuto stanotte. Letteralmente. La peggior notte da che ho memoria.

Stamattina sono uno straccio.

Che schifo star male per amore...

"Ti voglio.

Qui.

Ora.

Nel mio letto, a viziarmi.

I baci sul collo, le mani addosso

il tuo odore intorno.

Tu che sorridi, io che mi drogo di Te!"

(Anonimo - web)

"È la notte che ti frega. Troppo silenzio, e i pensieri si sentono di più. Non sei sola, ti fanno compagnia i ricordi. Silenzio, pensieri e ricordi. E non dormi più."

(Federica Maneli)

"Cos'ho nella testa

Che cos'ho nelle scarpe

No, non so cos'è

Ho voglia di andare,

Di andarmene via,

Non voglio pensar ma poi ti penso

Apro gli occhi e ti penso

Ed ho in mente te

Ed ho in mente te

Ogni mattina,

Ed ogni sera,

Ed ogni notte te"

(Equipe 84)

Io, in questo mento 😩.

Una costante oramai 💔😭.

Dannazione...😠.

update found out that it wasn’t just breaking my fast that fucked up my stomach, but also the norovirus so that was a great experience.

I’m doing better now, however my sister accidentally caught it from me so now she’s sick. I took a little bit of a break from posting so that I could recover as all I could do was drink water, sleep, drink more water, vomit, drink even more water then sleep for 10 hours and sleep be exhausted when I get up.

I will say it was nice to sleep so much as I have reallllly bad insomnia and rarely get to sleep more than 2-3 hours. Most of the time I might be able to get 3 hours of sleep but it’s with periods of wakefulness. I feel like every 10 minutes of sleep I get I can’t sleep for 20-30 minutes, I’ve been off of melatonin for a while now just to give my body a break from it as in high school I was taking waay more then the recommended amount for someone of my height and weight.

Yall I broke my fast/ diet restriction and I regret it soo much. Not just because of my weight loss goals, but mainly because everything that I had( which wasn’t much) fucked with my stomach so badly