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There is nothing worse than wanting to go home, but not knowing where that is anymore.
Moje
I have to be super freakin honest rn, I’ve been single my whole life and have seen so many people get into a relationship and then get out and back into a new one or just stay in the same one they were in. But for some reason it makes me feel super lonely and unwanted...ya know, seeing so many people like that from the sidelines and never actually being in the game or whatever. It got to a point when I started to say the usual “I’m better off alone” or “I don’t need a partner” but in reality I’ve been hoping for one for the longest time, a person to love, care for, goof around with? But then just seeing so many people waiting in line behind another to see if they get a chance to be with them and for me I just turn around and see nobody there? I guess it’s not my time to have someone yet so I’ll be here...waiting...and waiting.
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