Where Every Scroll is a New Adventure
i've discovered i have a new hidden talent ✨
I can sing and cry at the same time! super cool right?
how do i know this?
well every fucking time i have choir on a bad day i break down mid song and just silently cry my eyes out whilst singing "Video killed the radio star"
every day repeats and nothing gets better
I never feel happier
I'm trapped in an endless cycle of feeling nothing and achieving nothing in my life
Distancing yourself from your friends so it will hurt less when they inevitably leave you <<<<
laying in bed at night knowing she doesn't miss me as much as i miss her
she doesn't cry every night, begging for it to end
she doesn't lash out at everyone around her because she's so upset and angry with the world
she isn't in therapy because we're not friends anymore
She doesn't want me back and she never will
i hate feeling invisible when I'm surrounded by people
it's like i'm not even there, everything I say is ignored
no one notices when i'm trying to talk to them
i wish i actually was invisible at this point
cough cough my ex bestfriend who acts like she's never met me before
i hope you feel like shit without me <3