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disposable girl

sometimes i just be doing shit i dont even know

bonus version w/o the lyrics :-P

I'M ABOUT TO GO INTO THE SHOWER, HALF NAKED. I CHECK MY PHONE. WDYM TOWNE WEEVILDOING REBLOGGED MY TATTOO 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 i'm shaking i am very very happy and very very autistic OH MY!!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR MAKING SUCH AN AMAZING ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i keep getting ed stuff for no reason on this app when i do not interact with those people at all and keep blocking them. tumblr can you stop please im just a fat mf trying to exist in this world without someone telling me that im an obese unlovable bitch and that i need to get to 90 pounds. like okay you guys have fun killing yourselves over not being able to fit into a child size (lighthearted) (kind of not)

btw i literally have a binging disorder (bed) and frequently go into binging episodes. i am similar yet opposite to yall but please can this app stop forcing me to look at 7h1nsp0 (replace 7, 1, 0 with t, i, o respectively). i love my thunder thighs dont yall bitches steal my thunder.

anyways for anyone trying to recover from an ed i love you ill give you so many kisses. mwah

family bonding

so so very tired. i can't take being tired anymore... so tired of being disabled because being disabled makes me tired. i am exhausted and i wish someone else could front to get the load off of me.

i will absolutely grab one of the random nameless, bodyless fragments that are probably in my system and morph it into someone who can help me. but like i've done that before, i've created parts. they haven't fronted after their creation and it fucking sucks

please i just want someone equipped to help me with this to front. why can't i push through this constant neverending lethargy and exhaustion. i can probably almost fall asleep standing up right now, and yet i have to help mom clean up the room we share with her (because our bum ass housemates have; a, taken my room and the living room and b; don't help with anything and pretend everything is fine because they give us money for rent sometimes.)

very recently questioning hpd (because god forbid i decide on anything in my life) (with narc traits?) culture is looking at these anon's posts and... finding them suspiciously relatable. very suspiciously so.

i crave attention but i'm so socially anxious and fearful that everyone hates me that i only want good attention? and envy. envy is good too.

one of my friends has hpd so i'm definitely gonna be asking her for guidance now

(@worldwidenoises for tag whenever/if ever this gets posted......…)

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not many know this but you can actually headcanon neurodivergencies other than adhd and autism. yes, even the Big Scary disorders like DID, schizophrenia or narcissism. no, not only for villains. yes, for the main characters, the important characters, the characters that you love. yeah!!!

Google Docs

Equinox

To start off with understanding why my relationship with equinox was so fucked, you need to realize that summer effectively set us up and “p

Hi, prominent tumblr user Equinox who runs multiple blogs with thousands of followers is my rapist, the person who controlled me for two months and a liar.

I will be sharing this everyday! :)