Family Bonding

LOOK AT MY BOYFRIEND'S TPTM OC NOWWWWW. I ALSO MADE AN ICON FOR KYR. LOOK AT IT. LOOK AT IT!!!!!

the kanji i used is 殍, basically means to starve to death. i thought i'd make it a bit ironic... smiles

hellooo tumblr

actual art! i feel um pretty good about this! this is my tptm oc, choker girl aka nhân baines. xhe's viet american! still need to figure out how old he is so i can put it somewhere for hyr carrd later... umm but yeah i really like xem because i kind of based xeir body on my own in a way! and also projected my being viet and the uhh eating disorder stuff. i wanna try my hand at music making and proper video editing so i can make hyr a music video some day!

btw happy miku day and happy birthday to my beloved boyfriend. sorry i feel like shit on your bday. love you dearly if it wasn't obvious enough mwah

um. very big rant about how much i love tptm incoming. i am crying while making this

oh my god. i cant believe tptm is over. ive been in the fandom since a while before calibre girl dropped (specifically i think i remember the splitter girl reupload being a little new), and its been an amazing ride. ive been there for the premiere of every song since.

to towne, jayce, and caligi, as well as everyone else who has worked with the team and supported them on patreon — thank you. thank you for all the work youve put into this album for the past two years. my friend, my boyfriend, and i all connect with several tptm songs on a personal level, which is what you wanted in the first place. for someone to be seen, and to feel valued and to know that their issues are not something only they experience. and for giving them all a happy ending... i love it. i cant believe its all over now, and itll only go up from here.

all of the girls' entries are updated. theyre no longer static, stuck in time. the story you 3 have created is something that speaks to me. hell, i relate to several — disposable/jordyn, splitter/tahira, chocobox/morgan, taxidermy/mayra, and refraction/nataana. i even got tahira on my quiz results. and xiomaras dropped last night, the same day that: the final tf2 comic was released, and the night i had my sleep study. i watched the music video while getting hooked up to all sorts of nodes and wires. i streamed the song this morning while i was in the shower, trying to get all of the paste out of my hair whilst doing my best to sing along. yesterday was a special day for me. and i thank you all for that.

i cant even begin to explain how seen i felt by this series. i cant even explain how much i love it. im so glad my friend got me into it. i just want to ramble on and on and on, but id be wasting time.

long story short; thank you. thank you to the team and everyone who supported them. this album means to much to me.

oogh. life update + brief system ramblings

i can't believe i'm starting at an alternative school tomorrow! like, holy shit. it's a new environment, for sure — it got me immensely overwhelmed to the point where i started crying. but they have therapy dogs there, a short schedule (by 2 hours, but also i don't move rooms at all during the day), and i won't be able to even bring my phone or disposable vapes onto the campus. they can tell if i do with the metal detector placed in the entrance. but this is way better for me, even if i can't smoke in the bathrooms and spam my mom's number when i get stressed. i have a million problems with public school and how it works, so i guess this is a welcome change. my mom even raised the idea of a hybrid schedule — me being home on wednesdays specifically — if i get too stressed with being in a different school. does anyone have, like. tips for accepting being newly enrolled in an american alternative school? specifying american because i don't really know if they're the same everywhere else. i don't know what my new classes would be, and if they're even the same.

i just know that if i don't go for 75% of the remaining days in the semester, i'll be automatically enrolled back in my normal high school. but i really want to give this alternative schooling thing a try. it might give me a chance to graduate

— in other news... we have a shadow milk cookie fictive (who i will be calling milk for simplicity). yeah. i swear to god he is in love with my boyfriend's pure vanilla introject, who i'll just call by aer nickname, sol — sol's pronouns are he/ae/shy, by the way. i swear to GOD milk is down bad for him. and i almost feel bad 😭 i feel like i'm making milk do this? but i'm not. bro is doing it out of his own volition. milk KNOWS of the shadowvanilla ships. he is probably a shipper himself and just doesn't want to admit it. i just feel almost guilty that poor sol is just seeing this strangely canon-compliant (or at least extremely similar to canon personality) shadow milk take a liking to ae after, in aer source memories, tormenting him. however my boyfriend told me that shy is doing his best to be impartial about it, and i commend ae for it. good job. clap clap clap clap also shadow milk fuck you. you're probably going to pop back into front or at least co-con for a brief few seconds to say some random jester shit to me like Oh My God i Get It you're a faggot and you won't admit it. shut up faggot.

mike, she’s going to be a standee when i open my shop ‼️

Real big tonal difference when you're a fan of both

in love with the idea of me, mount my head on a wall / sinful desires festering, under my pelt they crawl / so skin me, flesh me, tan my hide and render me preserved / my plastic eyes brimming with shame / remove the viscera containing deviance unheard / to be a girl is to be game

character by @weevildoing

other ver:

Guys I found the only good thing on Facebook.

he shouldve actually died in blue buried w no way of recovery i think ii wouldve been better off