oh to be a maenad
one of the main things I've noticed is how tired I always am
like last year I could stay up until 3am having fun, doing work and just relaxing
and now I'm desperate to get to sleep
because i prefer being asleep and i'm so fucking tired I can't imagine wanting to stay up to do anything
i've discovered i have a new hidden talent ✨
I can sing and cry at the same time! super cool right?
how do i know this?
well every fucking time i have choir on a bad day i break down mid song and just silently cry my eyes out whilst singing "Video killed the radio star"
honestly don't know what to do anymore
feels like every time I talk i just upset my friends or add little to the friendship
but if I don't talk i'll eventually drift away and lose them
sooo wtf do I do?
The Death of Orpheus (Henri-Léopold Lévy, c. 1870)
school kills artist is a phrase I've seen a lot but never really related to
UNTIL
my stupid fucking gcse art makes me want to carve my eyes out and burn my hands off bro it's so bad
i love art, i love painting, i love creating
I DON'T love having deadlines, expectations and a stupid annoying ass teacher providing no help at all but telling me I need 5 more pieces or I'll fail
I hope you like weird girl energy because that's all I got
I highly recommend a clingy, lovey-dovey partner. Life’s too short to be with someone who acts like showing love is a chore