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FIVE SHELLS FOR YOU.
(means ILYSM)
★ zhongchi, short fluff & angst drabble, wc; 365, one major character death, mlm, husbands, bittersweet ending, ...
a/n: y'all have this first,, will do really post the fics i'm working on very soon promise😭😭 (*there's also a kazuscara ver of this👀) still busy kdjhfcskdvfgf--- and also for better experience while reading this you can try listening to this song to add more feels hueheuheu.
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⇢ Sitting in a field of dandelions and forget-me-nots'. The radiant beam of someone was forever jumbled. Forever blurred in his mind. Zhongli cannot fathom how or even why he forgot his husband's delicate and impactful features that make anyone who laid eyes upon him flatter in awe, the same as him but different... It was pure adoration.
⇢ Now that he is visiting the grave, the pang in his chest and the churn in his stomach are not telling him good news. But he still continued to go.
⇢ "...Hi, my love," he smiled. "I brought you some shells that I picked up last week." Zhongli choked on his suppressed-almost-about-to-cry voice. "It kind of reminded me of your blue-ocean-like eye color... and also you, so... here." He placed five of them shells in his husband's tomb.
⇢ Zhongli sat there in peace and quiet, relishing the tantalizing serenity of the fresh breeze stroking across his soft golden-brown locks and cheeks. Zhongli drowns in his reminiscences of his beloved, his other half, as if his late husband, Childe, no, Ajax, whom he adheres to, is still there, giving him a back-embrace and humming a sweet tune in his ears.
⇢ And now, bitterness was seeping into his system. Remembering now the days they've spent together; when he was still there... those memories with him, that he treasured oh so dearly.
⇢ Zhongli, now crying in his lonesomeness and grief, spoke, "I'm sorry, so sorry, my love. I didn't mean to ruin our lovely mood today, hehe." He tried to wipe his tears away, but they just kept on flowing.
⇢ "Dear, I know this is quite late of me to say but, these five shells that I was and always gave you means... I love you so much, and not only that, I adore you just like how you adore my smile—that you keep on telling me it's pretty." Zhongli hesitated a bit but urged himself to speak again, "I adore and love you as a whole, just the way you are being true to yourself and not hesitating to any hardships, that's what makes me love you more... Ajax, my sun." He then bawled his tear stained eyes again painfully.
FIN.
s/n: sorry for the grammars if you ever see any errors my dear cinnamons TvT)~
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zhongli is sick modern au
warnings : angst, character death, not proof-read
"you have two minutes of oxygen left, zhongli" the doctor said, gripping their clipboard. zhongli's eyes wandered to his bony fingers, opening and closing them.
"....can we...can we change that into something more cheerful?" zhongli let his focus stay on the doctor, his eyes lightly sprinkled with hope
the doctor paused, but nodded.
"sure, zhongli."
zhongli hummed, closing his eyes.
"ajax...is ajax coming here soon?" the doctor didnt hesitate to answer this time.
"ajax will be here in two minutes."
"i hope he wont hurry. he stresses when he hurries, and that makes his brain a bit of a mess" zhongli says in a small tone, but the doctor heard it.
"does he hurry often?" the doctor asked, their voice dripped with sympathy, but zhongli pretends to not notice.
"yes. i do hope that he hurries less, especially in this time. there is no need to rush." zhongli fixed his position in the hospital bed, fluffing up his pillow and arranging the blanket on his body.
"hm..doctor, it seems i feel a little off...do you mind if i rest a bit?" not even waiting for the answer, he closed his eyes, letting out a sigh of content.
"i dont mind at all zhongli, rest well." zhongli hummed at that, and rest for eternity.
'until the next lifetime.' was his final thought.