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Withdrawal - Blog Posts
i was at a restaurant and nearly spit out my food trying to alert the people i was with that mets spring training highlights were on the tv
anyway how’s everyone’s spring training going
weed does not fucking cut it at all anymore and im out of klonopin that means it is time to shed my skin suit and fly into the sun someone pls distract me lol
I have gotten. 3 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours. I am begging to the void, please. Please let me sleep. Please let me sleep. Please let me sleep
Demon Of Pain - Night 3
My legs ache so badly i can't sleep. My back isn't much better. Took melatonin earlier and i think i fell asleep for a little bit but now im awake again and no matter how tired I am I just. Cant sleep thru the pain. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts! FUCK fibromyalgia and withdrawal
Demon Of Pain - Day 1
Going thru withdrawal again. Day 1 without seroquel (a sedative). Wish my sanity luck cause my insomnia came back with a vengeance.
Drew this when I got off of effexor almost a year ago.
My fibromyalgia is a bitch to deal with when it comes to withdrawal. Last time I was often bed bound for a month and then after gradually got my strength back while dealing with less withdrawal symptoms, and at the time I felt like I had lost my sanity. That my mind had fractured from the pain.
It's taken months and therapy to get where I am now. I'm stronger for it. I know I can make it through this, and I know what to do when I get overwhelmed now.
Still. Not looking forward to the upcoming breakdowns.
I'll most likely be posting a lot to the void on this account during this time btw, cause thats what I did last time (on a different site that my family follows so fuck that this time around). It helps for some reason.
Welcome to the Demon of Pain series where you'll be following this demon in its natural habitat... pain 😌