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just wanted to let you know that if you post chubby / plus size / fat people on your ed blog and degrade them to make yourself feel better, you're an absolute piece of shit and I wish you mass hair loss
I need to stop being so damn pathetic and starve this fat out of my body. I have to do it, I have to reach my goal.
Just saw an old picture of myself...why am I even alive atp?? 🐽
i think i believe in some kind if higher power, its not like, god, or anything like that. recently ive just been noticing that things are happening that align perfectly with my goals and my needs. like, at work, i had to do a job and i needed a certain number of things to do it and i grabbed the perfect amount first try?!?
(tw ed mentioned under cut)
or, like today, i was going to skip lunch but as i was leaving the house my friend asked me if i wanted some of the curry her mum made and its like. okay, maybe the universe wants me to eat today?!?
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Can yall bully me into not eating/ eating less/ not eating sugar? 🩷 thanks!
went out today to walk and get snacks so i could binge eat before i start fasting ⭐
here have the unaesthetic pictures 💔
binge eating for the last time before I start ⭐ving myself <3
got a new diagnosis
got diagnosed with an ED last night, so lets do some safe foods! (non body image based, spd based, although i do hate my body)
if a picky american child (6 years old) would eat it, there's a good chance i will too. name a food in the comments and i'll tell you if i'll eat it or not.
for consistently safe foods/meals:
strawberry smoothie and tortilla chips
grilled steak and rice
cucumber salad (chopped into quarters, with balsamic vinegar, olive oil, and a lot of salt)
plain quesadilla (flour tortilla, mexican blend cheese. thats it)
mac+cheese and ground beef (not mixed together, i eat them separately)
and pretty much nothing else. my spice tolerance is that of a nordic viking. (but i don't eat fish. or any kind of seafood)
Skinney
May, 2024
A piece I did after listening to HIT ME HARD AND SOFT, specifically the first song. It reminded me of my OC, Aoki, who’s a content creator that struggles with both her body image and getting attention on her posts. This was a really experimental piece but I’m still very proud of it!