Sk1n@nd🩻 - Blog Posts

im moving in my first apartment in 2 weeks, tell me why im mostly excited because i wont have enough money to buy groceries for a few months. a win is a win.

opening tumblr in public is a death sentence

i love my collar bones

fruits mealspo 🏹

i cant be happy if ana isnt happy

i ate too much today i feel so disgusting

dont EVER tell me how indulging in my ed is bad for me. im the happiest when im in control.

any tips on how to do a successful fast?! unfortunately i cant go for longer than 8 hours. i usually use my concerta to help me fast but when the effects go down i get so hungry its insane.

bumped my shoulder in the shower like i always do and for the first time it hurt really bad. i didn’t keep tracks of my weightloss but i can tell i lost a lot of weight. i knew it was only a matter of time until i can feel my bones and this is ONLY the beginning of my journey. whatever, that shoulder pain is lowkey satisfying cus it means it’s working. im doing so good im so proud of myself

woke up this morning loving how skinny my waist feels

I just realised that people don’t see me the same as I was just a few month ago, as a skinny 45kg beautiful young man.. they see me as a fat guy who is trying to compensate his weight by trying to look stylish and hot; but in reality I’m just fat and ugly. And that’s exactly how they see me.

I’m starting a wl challenge!!! 💕

I’ve decided to defeat the fatty in me by going on a 600ckal deficit for two weeks, and my MAIN GOAL is to aim for 50% protein intake

Protein diet once got me from 55kg to 45kg just in about a month, and I was toned af (I was literally getting complimented from random by passers every day)

Also, I’m doing a harsh gym challenge: every day for those two weeks I will go to the gym to get rid of the fat and build core muscles instead

Also, fasting for 16 hours every day is acquired

There’s also one more rule: only eating 1,5 hours before and after the gym workouts, since it’s the best for muscle gain and quick weight loss

I’m also planning to post my meals on here so I feel too ashamed to binge or not get those 50% of protein intake

Anyone wanna join the challenge? ;]

Basically, I sadly failed my bonesp0 fucking diet. I held onto it for about 4 days, and everything was going great, until a friend of mine decided to FORCE me to eat pizza with her.

She wanted to eat pizza really bad at my place, so I was like “alright, sure, I’m gonna feed you girl”, but then when the pizza was ready she stared going onto me and told me that she won’t eat until I will eat a slice of pizza too, and since she was really hungry it would be MY fault that she wouldn’t eat.

I ended up eating the pizza and then eating around 2000 ckalories every day until Tuesday..

Literally so fucking embarrassing. Now I’m trying a 400ckal deficit.

Wish me luck ;,].

I’m almost 23 fucking hours into my fast, let’s gooo-

After binging yesterday late in the evening, I’m finally starting the “to the bones” diet.

It was my fav one in the day and works soo well!

sw: 56,2 kg

gw: 46 kg

ugw: 43 kg

Wish me luck! ;]

Someone asked me what I looked like before getting fat, so here’s a pic of me in my prime (at my lw which was 45kg)

After three months and 10+kg I’ve decided to sit down in my one top and shorts… and this was my sign to lock tf in again.

Meansp0 is appreciated in comments ;].