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i want silly tumblr friends :((

I have an 4-6 page essay, a major project, and a final exam all due on the same date. I need some luck please…

HEYELPPPP!! Yall I need help finding these BOMB ABSOLUTELY FIRE JUICY ASS fanfics? books? Stories? ykwim. cz i literally cannot find them anywhere and ive been on my knees scouring trying. But thing is I read these stories like so freakin long ago so there is a possibility that they got deleted somehow but im delusional and feel as tho tht THREE art pieces js disappear without anyone's knowledge. So I have been left with no choice but to ask for help from yall. Nd so its 3 different fics. 2 abt sub spencer reid and 1 abt Thomas from Maze Runner.

1st Fic: This fic was a Spencer Reid x reader story where reader and spencer were like in a friends with benefits situation?? Where the reader was like strict and made all these rules for them so they could sneak around to avoid getting caught by the rest of the team and one of the rules was like they cant sleep in the same bed so after a hook up no matter how tired they were or how bad they wanted to cuddle each other the reader would make one of them leave. And so one day spencer loses it and kinda confronts reader abt it and he was on the verge of tears i think?being all subby nd shii cz he fell in love and wanted to cuddle ( I LUH DAT LIL CRYBABY HO!😫) but the reader ws all like "nah" or sum shii nd honestly i cant remember how it ended im pretty sure it ended good but I PROMISE YOU THAT SHII WS FIRE AND IF I REMEMBERED THE BOOK OR THE AUTHOR I WOULD 100% RECOMMEND TS!!!

2nd Fic: So this fic was another Spencer x Reader where the team was like at a bar or it coulda been a halloween party???????? i cant fawkn remember sorry yall 🥲 but they were OH HONESTLY THIS ONE COULD BE TWO SEPARATE BOOKS HIGHKEY??? I THINK IT WAS ONE BOOK WHERE THEY WERE AT A BAR AND DEREK WAS LIKE "ohh i dont kiss after head bla bla bla macho shii" AND EVB ELSE WAS SHOCKED OR SUM SHII ND THEY WENT AROUND THE TABLE TILL IT GOT TO SPENCER AND HE WAS ALL EMBARRASSED CZ HE NEVER GOT HEAD BEFORE (I VOLUNTEER FOR TRIBUTE) AND SO READER "oh ill give ya head" (LUCKY SLUT!) AND HE WAS ALL EMBARRASSED AND SHII ND WS LIKE "okay" AND SHE GIVES HIM THAT GLUCK GOODNESS AND HE JS WHIMPERIN ND MOANIN LIKE A LIL BITCH AND AFTERWARDS HE GIVES HER A FAT ASS SMOOCH AND THEN THE OTHER FIC WAS THE SAME CONCEPT I THINK BUT IT WAS AT A HALLOWEEN PARTY!! SO I LIED AND THERES 4 FICS I NEED HELP FINDING!!!!!

3rd Fic: Okay now THIS fic however is a Thomas tmr x reader and im pretty sure it had multiple parts??? i cannot remember but i js remember it being long and juicy and perfect. So it takes place in the third movie where i cannot remember for the shit of me. Either reader was captured or no it wouldnt make sense if she wasnt captured but her nd minho got captured so yk ha man Thomas has to go rescue her but they get to the helicopter part where thomas got shot and teresa uglahh holdin onto him but ig thomas hallucinated she was us????? so they ended up kissing??? Like da furq? but we see ts and yk we finna start tweakin or wtv but yk the building finna come down and they get thomas on the ship where he pass out and teresa was finna get on but yall kno again the building in the middle of collaspin so reader being a WAYYYY Y BETTER BITCH THAN ME tries to save her but teresa dies anyways and reader is all traumatized nd shii and tht goes on for like the whole book so we get to the safe haven and we have our own lil shack or wtv cz we keep getting nightmares and sum shii nd the boys have to keep watch over us - mind u thomas been knocked out this whole time so he dont even realize how bad he needs his ass whooped - we trying to recover or wtv but eventually thomas wakes up and is looking for us or wtv the others dont wanna tell him abt us or wtv he finds out abt us, we dont wanna see him due to obvious reasons. And yall know thomas is stubborn so he keeps coming back for us, trying to win our trust, even going as far as sleeping outside our door and repairing our things. nd weird take nd idk if this matters but it had a ocean blue vibe to it man idk. But anyways i definitely do remember that this book has a good ending and the whole thing is beautiful nd shii.

But i alr kno by my fantastic description 🌚 (Ik ts ws ass leemelone) tht yall wanna go and read em for yall selvess🌝 nd all i ask is that if yall find em or atl know what happened to em js come back nd lmk so i can be put to rest please and thank ya 🙏🏾nd also if theres a way to save them??? Like yk how tiktok has favorites and u can organize em?? Sumn like that anyways thats all! Until we meet again!! drink water, stack paper, & stay super freakyyy💋🚶🏾‍♀️

Someone please draw for me

SKSHSEHA [tiktok smirk] drew a lil something for my..friend heh. (Was bribed with the promise of vbux/robux) SORRY I FUCKED U UP A LITTLE FUMI </33

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The fact that somewhere. Somewhere the ninety minute movie already exists. Somewhere the ending of good omens exists but we cant see it yet. And David and Michael already know the ending. Keeps me up at night

I know we talk a lot about how smitten Michael is, how much Adam has an archangel wrapped around his finger, the way Michael is head over heels in love and all that, which don’t get me wrong is true that boy is devoted, but I just don’t think we talk enough about how much Adam loves him.

Sure, Michael chose to leave heaven and his family behind for Adam and that’s great, but Adam was alone. Can we discuss how honoured and loved he must have felt that he just had someone who was willing to listen to him and just talk about life with. His mother is gone, John is John, his brothers betrayed and abandoned him, although he is well-adjusted considering he witnessed his mothers death and, well, going to hell with an archangel inside of him, he probably thought at one point that when they got bac to earth that he would just have to keep moving. Go back to collage, get a job, try to be a normal person again.

How can you try to find the meaning in life when your life has been so drastically altered?

But Michael stays with him. Michael sits at a Diner with him. Michael listens to him make stupid jokes and understands the feeling of loosing faith in your family. They bond and have formed a strong connection for thousands of years (or however long they were in the cage for????) Michael protects him and takes the time to still let him live in his own body, how astonishing would it be to have the prince of Heaven allow you to still do the things you want to do, see, and accomplish in life all the while he gets to teach said angel about the world itself.

I just don’t think we talk enough about Adam being smitten, can we talk more about it please????

So I read this amazing fic. The reader was a football player and was transferred to PSG and had to play with Kylian Mbappé and the rest of the team. Plus, the reader and Kylian kind of hate each other at the beginning, but later on they realize that they like each other. That all started when the reader had a accident with the eye during the game and he took care of it and all that. I read it a while ago and now I can't find it. SOMEONE HELP ME, PLEASEEE!!

omg I know I haven’t been posting very much, I’m not in a very tbhk mood these days (more like bsd these days) but if you have any shows, manga, or even games you could recommend me. I would really appreciate it because I’m very bored and i just need something to consume and fixate on.

I think ive just fixed my issues with writing

I love to write fics and make my silly little ideas into something bigger but sometimes the pressure to feel great gets too much and my passion for it disappears. however recently my mindset has changed and i see now that writing is an art form so there cannot be a right or wrong so even if its not written in beautiful prose it can still be pretty in its own respect. its all about expressing yourself and getting your ideas out there, so by limiting myself to the mindset of 'this has to be perfect' is stopping me from enjoying my hobby to the fullest.

'but how do we combat this?' you say. well, for me, something as simple as switching where i write has massively helped take the pressure off because it doesnt feel like im trying to write a fic, it just feels like im messing around. personally, ive started using the notepad that comes on windows computers because it doesnt give you that dreaded blank page when you write because it just expands as you go. by writing on there i had fun writing a cute little oneshot and i didnt feel limited by the need to be great which just dries up all my creative juices and got something out that i actually like this time around.

your hobby can become a chore if you take it too seriously and wheres the fun in that?!

do what you love and love doing it

any members want to share the members video from bit city???

Enough days have passed and I still haven't seen any fanfics where everyone survives the witch's road. Where is it, where are my good ending fics?

Have some doodle

Still testing out the new art app lol

If this man ever decides to put this dog in a photo shoot, I will either die happy, my body will light on fire and I’ll suffer, or both. There’s no in between.

via shacobi on instagram

How to force myself to feel emotions my brain doesn't allow me to feel

My washi tape collection so far

I truly want more to add but I can't any that are like the pretty ones, which sucks as well. The online shops I find have like experience tapes with I can't really buy

If anyone has like good online or irl shop suggestions then please tell me or I'll probably just give my money to shein due to their cheap prices

Anyways

I don't like to gatekeep so I'll do this in order from bottom to top:

The skull and teeth ones are from: Milky Tomato shop

The pattern light blue one is like from Scotch the brand???

The fox one is from: wingingitstudios

Pro tip: if you buy washi tape from a fair, please check at the fair before going home. Mine was fucked but they were very kind to get me a new one

The top three were from Miniso, I can't find the official name to it.

I can't read where I got the rainbow one but I think from barns and noble??

So I found

This

Please I beg someone tell me where I can watch it dub or sub

Please I’m a bit desperate

New Jegulus fic!!

So, I wrote a cute little jegulus fic where Harry plays matchmaker ❤️

I just posted the first chapter. It’s a sweet coffee shop au with lots of fluff and scheming

Ships: jegulus, wolfstar, marylily, dorlene, rosekiller

Summary: “Hermione, how would you like to play matchmaker?”

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James Potter is unequivocally lonely. And his son knows it too. So what’s a man to do when he meets a mysterious, sarcastic barista with the most beautiful eyes he’s ever seen?

A story where the Black brothers are estranged, and Harry knows absolutely nothing about it. That is, until he walks into a coffee shop and sees Regulus Black for the first time.

Or: Harry plays matchmaker for James and Regulus… and maybe the Black brothers, too.

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It’s called “Polaroids, Schemes, and Oblivious Idiots” by mirachdae on ao3

I'm out of fucking ideas to draw RAHHHHHHH

spider-man FIC

okay guys... I made a post about my fic (the chaos of Peter's life and everyone discovering it) and saying that if you have any questions to go right ahead... So that might have been more of a beg and plead from me than a question. GUYS I'M INSANE ABOUT THIS AU PLS ASK ANYTHING

OBX SEASON 4 SPOILER

Netflix, hypothetically, how much money would someone have to pay to bring back JJ Maybank into OBX. Like, what is the process of that—can we have an episode where they find a necromancer in Morocco to bring him back in the show that way or what. Asking for a friend.

why is writing so hard sometimes? AHHHH

Maybe forcing myself to read books every day for 66 days and do nothing else will fix my shitty concentration span

We are kissing passionately, feeling each other's breath in our mouths, then I cup my hands over your pussy, feeling the warmth of it. You gasp for air with the sudden surge of pleasure. I couldn't resist any more, I inserted my hand into your panties in one quick move. I concentrate on your breath and our kissing to know how much pleasure you are going to feel when that first touch of my bare fingers on your clit.

I don't know Fantasy that well, but they're a lovely person from what I've seen. Please try to help out if you can!!!

https://ko-fi.com/fantasy_addict

Please consider donating. I'm still trying to figure out the commissions function on Ko-Fi, but I plan to offer $5 for a one shot fanfic, $15 for 2k words, and $30 for 5k words.

I'm currently dealing with a very serious personal issue and could really use the help. I hate to ask this and to put this out there, but I don't know what else to do at the moment.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

Need some1 to kiss me like Astarion in bg3 when he says 'on your knees, Darling'

Need some1 to kiss me like in all those damn fanfictions

Need someone to hold/grab me by the throat

Need- need some1 to press me against smth or pull me against them or on their lap

Need some1 to push their tongue in my mouth and kiss me until I'm leaning against them, melting in their hold, make me swallow their.. your, spit, make me moan against your lips and cling onto you, make me not wanna let go, make me loose my breath, make me roll back my eyes and whine for more

God.. someone's just please fucking make out with me or sum

Hey you guys should totally ask me things

(Im so bored idk wgat to do i have no obligations im not tied to any will im free but at what cost)