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I Wanna Die - Blog Posts
Just some doodles I made during the school days
having a functioning uterus knowing you’re never gonna use it is the biggest scam ever
i have a chemistry test tomorrow, I'm scared but I refuse to study
unfortunately, I'm very much still alive and kicking.
Is it possible to feel so lonely despite being around people?
Mental health getting so bad, I'm self sabotaging and ending all of my remaining friendships.
The feeling of emptiness when you're with people.
The gut wrenching feeling when people are happy.
The feeling when people ask the heart pounding question "Are you okay?".
The feeling someone is looking at you even at your own home.
The feeling when someone ask what's wrong with you.
The feeling of waking up.
The feeling you'll never recover.
I really want to end it all right now, its so damn tiring. What's the point in living anyways? I can't even bring myself to seek help anymore, why bother asking for help? I should just end it all, why i am hesitating? I am already tired, i don't see myself getting better either.
Living just keeps getting harder by the day, I don't know if i can keep going like this. I hate going to school. The way people look at me is so suffocating. The way people talk about me. Why do i have to suffer like this? Is liking someone a crime now? Just because i liked a guy? School isn't fair, they only got off with a warning. I can't even bring myself to look at people anymore, i feel like i am the one at fault, and not the victim with the way people look at me.
I hate highschool.
I thought that everything was going great and i was getting better, then everything started to go downhill again.
I wanna kms already
Stop acting like you know me.
The fact that you're feeling sick but your mother still forces you to go to school because it's friday
I promised myself i would stop cuttting, i guess some promises are meant to be broken.
How do i die in my sleep?
How do you kill yourself in the most painless way?
I can never trust anyone.
I should've kept everything to myself.
I should've stayed quiet.
I keep throwing up wtf
I failed at trying to get rid of myself. It hurts
Why do you hate me so much? I'm trying my best, but it's never enough for you.
Why i am so special in your eyes? Why do you like me so much? I wish i was a better person, i am so sorry.
I hate living, but i don't wanna die because something is holding me back, but i don't know what it is and it's killing me.
بچه ها نیم ساعت پیش تبلتم از دستم سر خورد
افتاد
شیکست
وقتی میگم شیکست شیکستا
شبیه تار عنکبوت شده صفحش الان😂😂
منم که Crybaby ای ام واسه خودم پس چرا که نه مثل کرم پیچیدم تو خودم و اعصابم به هم ریخت
ولی نگا صفحش چه برقی میزنه خرده شیشه هاشو
استایل زدم براش سبحان الله
خودمم نمیدونم چطوری هنوز دارم باهاش تایپ میکنم، تاچش خیلی سخت جونه
قرار شد یکی دیگه بگیرم ولی خب میدونی هیچی این نمیشه
به چیزایی که سال ها داشتمشون عادت دارم
خودمونیما این دیگه ضربه نهایی بود
یه بار محکم از گوشه خورد زمین یه کوچولوش باز شد ولی تا الان سالم موند😂😂
حالا که یادم اومد از نصف چیزای مهمم بکاپ نگرفتم میخوام دو دستی بکوبم تو سرم که انقدر حافظم داغونه😭😭
برم بمیرم بهتره-
راستی بچه ها نقاشی جدید کشیدم بعدا میزارم براتون
بعد اینکه تصمیم بگیرم صفحه اینو عوض کنم یا یه دونه نوشو بگیرم
Okey
So this is my other account aside from @youngheartperfection or smth i don't remember, Because I am grounded rn, because im a self h@rm1ng piece of sh1t, and my mom found my lovely bl@d3s, and grounded me i love her sm
Imma jump, lowkey picked a day and everything (This is a joke for legal reasons)
Im sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry Im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im so fucking sorry