Where Every Scroll is a New Adventure
my mother told me i had to go to the dentist on monday
cue the instant anxiety attack
you would think
my parents
who love me
would take my anxiety seriously
"stop complaining"
"you're pitching a fit"
"i don't want to hear it"
"you have to go"
they treat me like a child
throwing a temper tantrum
i've had anxiety my whole life
and they don't care
and now im crying
i emailed my teacher to get an extension on an assignment
(all that's left to do is color)
and the email sent prematurely (just without a closing)
and now that's just making my anxiety worse
and im spiraling
spiraling
spiraling
spiraling spiraling spiraling spiraling spiraling spiraling spiraling spiraling spiraling spiraling
...
maybe i should just go to bed