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Some gamtav (tavzee)
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(Sorry for bad quality)
tavros and gamzee! One of my fav ships from Homestuck :)
Mb y'all, I keep forgetting to upload cause I've been obsessively drawing Tavros and John, they are my favorites. Without a doubt about it.
YAAAYYY I GOT MY TAVROS CHARMβββ
He came with a free sticker too, I love him, he's never leaving my satchel! \(β§β½β¦)/
Tavros is so cute he's easily my favorite, adorable little dude πππ
OMG THIS IS BEAUTIFUL I LOVE THIS THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH π THIS IS TALENTED WRITTING KEEP IT UP
Characters : Tavros, Gamzee Content warnings : I don't think there's anything notable heavy to mention, Insecurities are a topic of discussion but it all ends well, Gamzee has his own warnings, murder, for one, but it all ends well. Potentially and likely not a perfect capture of character, but hey, it was fun.
Some would say he could be peer pressured and i wouldn't deny it being unshocking to an extent, but not this much.
He's a pushover, but he becomes a brick wall when it comes to accepting good things. Unfortunately, you are the kindest thing- person- in his life.
He could be pressured into making steps into being open about his love for you in a handful of ways, if he believed these were things that'd make you happy, but he couldn't convince himself that a confession might be one of those things easily at all.
He might actually be as stubborn as a bull instead of a pushover in regards to this, which is statistically rare enough for it to be a notable thing.
He would be fully okay with loving you forever, and he would for as long as you had space for him in your life, he doesn't allow for himself to hope that he might be the same for you.
But enough of this frankly heartbreaking build-up, what could push him to confess?
Your feelings, and especially insecurities.
If he saw, for himself, that you loved him this way but didn't allow yourself to hope, he would improvise his confession on spot. it doesn't matter how he could have planned, it just has to be heard by you.
Insecurities are not at the wheel for once in his life, not if it in/directly lead to you doubting whether this type of love was requited or not.
Sure, he's freaking the fuck out, your guy isn't even remotely composed, he's just high off of an emotional adrenaline rush because your emotional turmoil affects him like witnessing a car crash with the best viewing experience.
If he found out you worried over whether you could "lose" everything you've built together because you're you, he might just fall apart and confess in a freight train of emotion so heavy it'd put hydrolic press' to shame.
Or, if the gods of love and matchmaking held hands and channeled their powers into your entire social circle, he could be pushed by an army of wingmen.
It gets easier to believe for Tavros if he witnesses the people who'd rather kill themselves than not be at each other's throat actually agree on something for once, seriously, if Aradia and Vriska can agree on something mundane for the first time since the incident, then maybe it's not the most unbelievable thing that could happen.
Vriska probably helps, if only because she doesn't wish the purgatory of pining upon anyone. If he gets rejected at least it's finally over, as far as she's concerned, and if he doesn't then the only change in results is Tarvos being happier.
Another thing is if you were sick and trusted him to take care of you, I don't imagine trolls let each other know when they're sick.
Regardless of what exactly you are, if you trusted him to do this then the chances are he'll feel more confident in ripping the bandaid of his feelings as well.
He probably blurts it out on accident while saying something like "(β¦) uh,, i don't think i'd like me,, if i didn't care for my partner,,,-"
Anyhow, if the push is from peerpressure, it'd be in a scenario where someone tries to convince you to confess but it goes terribly wrong so Tavros has to stop you from convincing yourself it's not mutual. He'd be yollo-ing the entire thing because he frankly wouldn't know how to soothe a fear he constantly feels which shape his most painful nightmares. it'd hurt less if he broke his legs again.
So, this fucker. Where to begin.
Sly and smarter than he allows people to believe, yet, he too has a heart somewhere in there, unfortunately for him.
He frankly has put himself in a bit of a corner, because if he hasn't confessed to you before he went on a rampage, then he'll have a lot to answer to at the spot.
Let's begin with what could push him to confess before he got the blood of his friends on his hands.
You getting sick, especially if you allowed him to help you. That much trust and faith would push him to trust you with handling his feelings gently.
People picking on you, he'd pretend to be high as a kite while defending you because it's the only way he can hold himself back from turning the fucker that rained on your parade into paint-paste.
But, because he'd be focusing so much on why he loves you, he might have a slip of the tongue and say something along the lines of 'a motherfucker that can't see the miracle of (your) red blessings has gotta be blind' when the offender is gone and he's reassuring you that he meant every word, you can do what you will with that impromptu confession.
Ideally, you'd accept it, but it's not like I'm your boss. You wouldn't be getting paid for it.
A lot of the things that'd cause him to push would be moments where he would feel a need to defend or take your side of an argument. He always wants to be on the same side as you, damn all else involved, it could all be miracles but he puts yours above all else.
Because you chose him, and he will choose you.
Another thing, he wants to be the one you choose, so he might actually be pushed to confess if/when he feels insecure. He does not want to be replaced, he does not want someone else to matter more to you and get sidelined. He does not want you to get bored of him.
And that'd push him to maybe lie to the person who happens to be the cause of this insecurity and shoo them away for a day or two while he gets his head in the game and tells you everything he has been feeling, and how he has been so fucking scared to lose you.
Because he's terrified of mattering less to you.
Now, before we get to the point in the timeline where he looses it, he'd do his best to not lose it around you. But even if he did, it wouldn't be directed towards you, not that anything could make him feel better, if causes fear in you he will feel that guilt like it'll be permanent. Even if it gets better.
If he causes you to fear it could ever be directed at you, he'll put everything else aside and tell you why he could never, because he loves you too much to forgive himself if he ruined the miracle of you choosing to stick around.
This is similar to what happens if you ever happened to cross paths with him while he was on a rampage, which would be unlikely because he'd do his best to avoid you while hunting down the ones he's after.
He'd still have the mind to tell you he wouldn't hurt you, but he would pray in his mind to something that you won't try to fight him, or try to stop him in general, however that concern is second place. He fights with the intention to kill, and he doesn't wanna kill you.
He might fight and claw until he has ruined this joke everyone else has seen him as, this joke his entire life has been written to be viewed as until now, but he does not want to write a world where he has written you out of his life.
At worst, he'd run and beg you to forgive him later while he explains why he ran, which is because he didn't trust himself to fight you.
At best, he'd compromise and stop for now if you questioned why he has been avoiding you during his rampage, instead of trying to stop him.
Afterwards, when the blood is dry and a smear on the wall? Well, the thing that would push him is his fear of losing you. He's scared to reach, but far more terrified to lose something he could have kept had he just tried.
So, he does.
He'd text you to meet up with him, and ask you to stay. Not as much of a confession if you silently comply, but if you asked why, he'd confess it in a voice so silent it no longer sounds like him.
"BeCaUsE i'M fLuShEd AnD sElFiSh, LiL mAmA, I mOtHeRfUcKiNg KnOw I dOn'T dEsErVe ThIs. A MoThErFuCkEr LiKe Me ShOuLdN't EvEn TrY(..)" ..He can't even bring himself to finish the sentence, but he still has it in him to say one last thing.
"PlEaSe DoN't Go"
last one for the day
grub babies! originally it was just gonna be equius and nepeta but i ended up doodling those two so i added them as well
sick and twisted that this is better quality than when i upload it straight from my tablet
bro doesn't know that his gf is dead and also that he killed her technically - tavros unrealistically yelling at vriska
i am an arasol truther for life, and you can quote me on that.
hunched over my desk like a hobgoblin - my carpal tunnel hates me - if i opened commissions would like. anyone want that?
Random Homestuck Headcanons bc I NEVER have an excuse to say them :
- Terezi has liberty spikes (I think that's what they're called?) for a good chunk of their hair but he can't do them on her own so Vriska always did them and by the time he's introduced in hs they're only held together by them guessing where they are and spraying them w hairspray
- Think the last one made this obvious He/She/They Terezi
- Nepeta is a chapstick muncher but for a few reasons, mostly bc it's an easy way to feed yourself even a bit and I definitely see one of meow's autistic traits being struggling to eat but also because meow probably just likes silly flavors
- She/Meow/It Nepeta
- Vriska HATES the weird sensory experience of glasses sides so she just uses wire and snaps off sides to make her own
- Karkat is the most sensitive of the trolls to hot weather, Nepeta is the least. In the worst/best of weather Karkat is wearing Nepeta's shirts while the opposite happens in winter
- Trans Karkat is real...woman ...angry woman...
- Honestly never saw Kanaya as goth aside from in fashion and that's not how that works so she probably dresses only in miscellaneous vintage or stuff she made
- Kanaya also probably has a bunch of tops she crocheted herself after Rose taught her how to crochet
- Trolls don't have human races ik but I could see Aradia resembling a native American
- Sollux lies about liking TooL online to seem cool in forums and shit but he actually can't get into metal at all
- Aradia probably could tho.
- I think Sollux being the only cis one would be funny
- Equius can never focus when Tavros is infodumping but Tavros accidentally ALWAYS infodumps when he has to focus
- NepEquiTav is canon to me even if Tavros has a (canon) cat allergy
- Nepeta gets the most comfort from warm beverages and it mostly favors warm milk
!! JUST TO SPECIFY I NEVER ACTUALLY FINISHED HOMESTUCK THIS IS JUST FROM MY HEAD AS SOMEONE THAT DID NOT FINISH !!