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What da hail I got so busy π I wanna write but school hit me like a truck I wanna finish that tetsuro ficππππ grbrgrgrggrgrr
Omgehejwhahdhwa thank u !! ACKCKEJFHE
Misteryoso β Cup of Joe
Paki Sabi β Sunkissed Lola
Ayokong Tumanda β The Itchyworms
Magnolia β Laufey
Conversations with the Moon β grentperez
I dun have anyone else to tag im still new n shy to tag my new moots ππ»ππ» HWKFJWNDX
put 5 songs you listen to, post it, then send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers
Ok ok, my babies, i love them so much (would listen a 10 hour loop of each one)
My good looking boy - Suki Waterhouse
Alejandro - Lady Gaga
Lust for a vampyr - I Monster
I like the way you kiss me - Artemas
Mary on a cross - Ghost
@mrsshabana @blaubeeren @signedeclipse @sleazysquid idk who else lol
req - hq characters (kuroo lol) saying 'i know, baby, i know' when babying/comforting yn. ervyabebwyrogbrw
please feel no rush/pressure for this and look after yourself :)
Ok igotchu pookie HWJSHAHAHS cuz I need it too. This one goes out to the girlies who crave academic validation π (me)
Song: Mahal Kape Tayo β EJ Clarks, Tothapi
(this one is cute, it's basically "Love, let's go have some coffee" it's a very nice song comfort song and to just wind down to.)
Tags: hurt/comfort, being rejected from a school you really wanted to get into, still living with ur parents, your parents love him, fussy school systems, established relationship, fluff, lots of feels.
You sit down in front of your laptop in your room excitedly, squirming in your seat in anticipation waiting for the results of your college entrance test for your dream school. You studied really hard for those tests and made sure to maintain your GWA, and participate in extra curriculars so it'd look good in your admission application.
The portal finally loads, and you are prompted to enter your test ID to see if you were qualified for admission into your chosen programs.
Your heart sinks your eyes immediately lock onto the apology in the first line "We regret to inform you that after careful deliberation you have not met the standards set to be qualified for your chosen programs..." Something in you shattered, you did not qualify for even one program? "What...?"
You end up shutting off and closing the laptop before you have a chance to be sad about it, choosing not to process such news just yet. And the rest of the day ends up feeling like a fever dream. Just going through the motions, unwilling to accept what had just happened.
You snap out of your trance when your messages are being spammed by your boyfriend.
Tetsuro: Babe
Tetsuro: Baby
Tetsuro: Love
Tetsuro: I saw the post made by (insert university), and saw that the results just came out. How'd it go?
Tetsuro: I bet you passed for sure. Congratulationsπ₯³
You decide not to beat around the bush and give it to him straight.
You: I didn't get in.
The chat bubble that signifies he's typing goes on and off, and finally stops for a while. Second turn into minutes, and you realize he went offline. (π)
You wonder why he's taking so long. You lay in your bed moping, no tears yet, stuck between "I wanna break down and cry." and "I wanna do something about it."
Sure, you could send an appeal. But the thing is, the school, and programs you chose was highly competitive. What if you're met with yet another rejection?
After a while there's commotion that stirs outside your window, and you brush it off as your neighbors coming to have a chat with your parents. That is, until you hear your mother call out your name and say "Come outside! My son is here."
You sit in your bed confused, you think, Huh?? Duh, my brother lives with us what are you talking about? I see him all day everyday.
But you reluctantly get up and go see what she's talking about anyway. Upon leaving your room and exiting the house through the front door, you're surprised to see Tetsuro standing there with your parents holding a bouquet of flowers, and paper bags stuffed with goodies in one hand.
"Look *anak, he's been looking for you." Your mom chimes in mischievously, and gives you a shit eating grin, while your father only chuckles as he pats Tetsuro's back and reminds him "No funny business." before they turn around and head out to make a grocery run.
We bid my parents goodbye, then he steps forward and gives you a boyish smile, stretching his free arm out for you. "Hi... Sorry I didn't reply right away, I had to pick some stuff up."
You let out a sigh of relief and hug him "You scared me. Who does that?" He looks at you apologetically, as he wraps his arm around you. "I know, I'm really sorry. I was out to get these, β (motioning to the flowers) β and I wanted to get some extra stuff. Please let me make it up to you."
And you do. You nod into his chest, breaking away from the hug gently to lead him into the house and into the living room. "Sit down Tetsu, I'll get you somethiβ" He interrupts, helping himself to our kitchen counter, placing down the flowers and paper bag. "No worries love, I got it. You've had a long day, just kick back and relax."
His words send a wave of warmth throughout your chest, finding comfort in him. You move closer to him, wrapping your arms around his waist as you whisper a small thank you into his shirt.
He smiles as he starts working on replacing the old flowers in the vase on the kitchen counter. He unwraps the new flowers, and arranges them, albeit a little messily, into the vase. You look over his shoulder, "It looks beautiful Tetsu." He smiles, giving it one last touch before setting it back to it's original spot. "I'm glad you think so." Your eyes follow his form as he goes to wash his hands before reaching into the paper bag to reveal...
"Now how does coffee and ice cream sound?" You can only giggle as he lifts up a whole tub of cookies and cream ice cream, and a jar of my favorite coffee. "That sounds like an amazing idea Tetsuro~"
He pulls a chair for me and he moves on to fix us our mugs of coffee the way we both like it. Setting my mug and a spoon down in front of me, and taking his seat beside me. "Here's your order miss~ And some ice cream, on the house." Rolling my eyes at his playful tone. "Gee thanks Tetsu..." He just chuckles and opens up the ice cream for the two of you as you dig in.
It's sweet really, how he put comfort before confronting the problem, allowing you to process what was going on. Patiently waiting for you to open up to him as to not overwhelm you.
"So... Do you want to talk about it?" There it is, the dreaded question. "About what?" "You know..." You know, and it stings really badly but you decide to play it down. "Tetsuro I'm okay. There are other universities..."
Tetsuro looks at you knowingly, but instead of speaking, he just pulls you into his embrace instead, in his embrace where you felt safe enough to be vulnerable. Through this simple action, he'd allowed you to acknowledge the squeeze in your heart when thinking about the joyous reaction of those accepted into their priority courses.
To feel your frustration, sadness, and even envy, as the weight of your own expectations crash down on you. "I worked so hard for this Tetsuro..." You sob into his chest, grasping at the fabric to anchor yourself. "All those late nights studying for the test, trying to maintain my GWA, all while participating in extra curriculars! I want nothing more than to be able to go there..." You bury yourself into his embrace, and he rubs your back.
"I know baby, I know." He pulls away to cup your cheeks, making eye contact. "I was there baby. I saw you, and I remember very clearly. There were times I had to remind you to sleep because you were up late studying." His eyes soften as he wipes your tears gently with his thumbs.
"Or to remind you to eat because you forgot about lunch while working for a project. Or walking you home because your training for contests didn't ent til 6pm and I didn't want you going home on your own that late."
"The thing is, I know for a fact that you are one of the most hardworking, β and not to mention, loveliest β students out there. So what if some automated university admission program can't see your worth then so what? Things won't always go the way we envision them, but I know you. I see you. And you are able to thrive no matter where you go."
His words were sincere. You could tell from the conviction in his eyes, and you can't help but crack a smile through your tears. "Damnit Tetsuro... I was trying to have an emotional moment just now... You sure know how to cheer me up."
Planting a chaste kiss on his lips, and leaning back into his embrace. "Thank you Tetsuro." The blush that takes over his face doesn't go unnoticed. "You're right. I'll thrive in whatever environment I'm put in. After all, it's the students that make the school. Not the other way around, right?"
"Hah~ you're absolutely correct. That's my girl. I'm always so proud of you. Now how about we finish this ice cream before it melts?" You both share a laugh, before going back to eating your ice cream. The coffee long gone cold, but the warmth he brings to your chest makes up for it.
You were so grateful to have him. Though the situation planted a bitter taste in your mouth, to be loved by him left an overpoweringly sweet aftertaste. Being loved by him is reminiscent of the warmth that meets your lips from drinking a good cup of coffee.
*anak, meaning my child
[Here's a little excerpt from the song that I really like! And the translation hehe]
Wag kang mag-alala, maupo ka lang. Pagtitimpla kita. Mahal kape tayo, ang ating paborito. Ang lasang 'di nagbabago, tamis at init ng pag-ibig ko, para sayo
Don't worry, just sit down, and I'll fix you a cup of coffee. My love, let's get some coffee, our favorite. The taste that doesn't change, the sweetness and warmth of my love for you.
HI MY LOVES I kinda went nuts on this one. HWJFKED sort of self indulgent??? Not beta-read btw. Point out whatever mistakes you see. Anw I was inspired by a post by a college applicant who got rejected by UP despite passing the UPCAT bc apparently her school wasn't well known, hence less credible, and had less graduates than public high schools. Ok bye ILY ALL
Big brain moment, Lintik by brownman revival with Filo!Iwaizumi π I think papuntang Benilde to si Iwa WHAHSHAHSHD I love the idea of La Sallean Iwa
"Lintik na pagibig"
β Iwaizumi 2024
(For non-filos, lintik means lightning, and pag-ibig means love, so literally the translation would be lightning love, but lintik is also used as an exclamation)
Love takes many forms. Sometimes it's a slow burn, gently eating at your heart and soul. Or maybe it can come naturally, you see it coming and it just happens. But Iwaizumi didn't expect you to come into his life like lightning.
It was electrifying. Seeing your soft smile sent shocks straight into his heart. But lightning, by nature's design, left as fast as it came. Maybe it was fate, meeting for a brief period. After all, lightning leaves traces. One strike could start a fire that consumes a whole forest.
That's exactly what you did to him, and he's not just gonna let you go so easily.
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I AINT TISOY!!, IM PINOY!!!!! β€οΈβπ₯π΅ππ₯RAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!ππ₯π¦ π¦ π¦
Ps. I'm still working on the Paki-sabi fic, making banners is hardπππ giraffic design is NOT my pashunπ
Just saw the Paki sabi thing AND AKONG AKO YUN LIKE?????? IN REAL LIFE HA, AS IN NAKATATAK SA ISIP KO MGA TINATAMBAYAN NIYA SA CAMPUS TAS UUNAHAN KO SIYA DUN O KAYA MAGDADALA AKO NG KAIBIGAN PARA KUNWARI WE'RE JUST ALWAYS HANGING OUT IN THE SAME PLACE AS HIM COINCIDENTALLY TAPOS SINUSUNDAN KO SIYA SA HALLWAY PERO DI NIYA KO NAPAPANSIN KASI ANG LAKI NG HEIGHT DIFFERENCE NAMIN AKSKSJSJSJHSJSKS
Mb mb skl na excite kasi ako haha can't wait til you finish it!!!!
YOU ARE SO REAL FOR THAT ACKHKYDJTV I hope it goes well with that person π I know how you feel (not irl, I'm delusional) AND THANK U I CAN'T WAIT TO FINISH IT TOO!
Coming soon~
(posting so you guys can hold me accountable LOL)
Tags: Fluff. College AU. Pining. Lighthearted jealousy. Reader is DOWN BAD. Delulu reader X Varsity player Tetsuroπ₯°
βΛΚ α’βΛβ§ οΎ.please tell himβΛΚ α’βΛβ§ οΎ.
In which...
You have been pining for him for so long because you're a wuss who doesn't know how to tell him π‘
The song follows a delulu girlie who's disgustingly in love with some guy to the point where she goes to the places he frequents just so he'll notice her. (Lowkey stalker HELP π)
"Paki sabi nalang sa kaniya na mahal ko siya", meaning "Please tell him that I love him" is sort of like her cry for help lol bc she really can't do it on her own.