Castiel Spn - Blog Posts

I quite like the idea that grooming or touching an angels wings is like, weed for them? Like I know a lot of spn fics say that petting an angels wings will like either relax them or get them horny and ya know whats the combination of those? being high.

c'mon people imagine the possibilities with the three angels and their humans.

Castiel after Dean saves him for the first time.

Misha Collins really got cast in spn and said, "The CW stands for Castiel Winchester now"

In some way, Dean hates Castiel. He hates how beautiful Cas is, how he loves this angel. He hates it.

But he loves Cas as well. It makes him mad because he's not used to be in love or being loved. Of course, Sam loves Dean. Sam is his brother, their love is something obvious. But it's not the same with the whole Cas Thing™. He loves Castiel in different way. Castiel isn't his baby brother, he never was.

Dean Winchester is in love with the fucking angel of the Lord and he hates it.

So when Cas confess his love, Dean doesn't understand. Why? Why Cas loves him? He can't think straight, he doesn't know what he should say. He says nothing.

And Cas dies. Dean wants to be dead too. He can't imagine world without Cas.

The world isn't his place after all, Dean from the beginning was supposed to be dead.

So he prays to Jack and begs Jack for mercy. He wants to be dead. But Jack doesn't listen.

23th March he tries to kill himself. Sam saves his life.

'' You don't understand! " Dean yells. " You think Cas' death was easy for me?" asks Sam. Dean doesn't reply because he knows that Sam also is mourning.

"I'm selfish, Dean. I don't want to be alone in this world" says quietly Sam. "I don't want to live in world without my big brother"

Dean says nothing but he still tries to end his life.

And someday his wishes come true — he's dead and he's in Heaven now. He finds Cas and kiss this stupid angel because he wants to. And because he can.

He's bisexual and he's proud of it.

He's not proud that he committed suicide and left Sam alone but he couldn't live without Cas.

So Sam has to learn how to be alive without Dean. It's sad but Dean knows Sam will make it.

My point is that Dean hates how in love he is.

dean telling cas "the last person who looked at me like that... well i got laid" HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO INTERPRET THIS PLATONICALLY??

sometimes a found family is the son of satan, a gay angel, his husband, and A Guy™

im watching supernatural rn and tell me why is dean more in love with a piece of metal than he is with cas

ok but i need to know if marie actually sent dean those fic links

Cas (to Anna): Together? I am NOTHING like you, you fell!

poor dude’s like ‘nonoNO, I can’t have anything in common with an angel who sacrificed her divinity because she had fallen in love with humanity so completely as to tear her own body asunder for them. That would mean acknowledging that i’m gay. (which i am not).’

this thought brought to you by ‘rewatching supernatural and drawing a self insert because i have no shame’.

anyways I want to show Castiel an original 1998 furby, I think it’d be funny.

low quality furby art tax below the cut

Happy destiel day to those who celebrate💙💚

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