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Actually Mentally Ill - Blog Posts
“nooo don’t cry ;-;”
or what? ur gonna sit behind ur screen and tell me what to do???? or are you gonna pull up and hug me and comfort me???? r u gonna make me a hot chocolate and watch tmnt with me on my couch until i fall asleep with my head on ur shoulder???? r u gonna carry me into my bed and tuck me in and join me for the night??? r u gonna be there the next morning to make sure i eat breakfast and take my meds???? or r u just gonna dm me and pathetically ignore me the next day????
I think we should listen to will wood on this one guys.
i gained ten pounds and broke up with my boyfriend
Now i’m like the soul sucking extremely depressed and hopeless mentally ill instead of the manic 🌈💕🌸 mentally ill where i felt good but knew it was bad
fear of rejection be making me act CRAAAAZYY
nothing about adulting excites me, it just makes me remember that I’m forced to be alive on this earth and I can’t even take myself out of it guilt free
long therapy waiting list said “Maybe…be a little sicker next time???!!!”
what happened to me?
because why can't i?
when you finally reach that numb after the breakdown >>>
cries because I lost track of who everyone was and now I forgot your main
WHAT THE FUCK ??? AM I REALLY THAT FORGETABLE ????
AAAUUUUGGGHHHH WHY DO WHENEVER I POST ART IT BARELY GETS ANY NOTES BUT WHEN MY FUCKASS MOOTS POST ART THEY GET SO MANY NOTES, WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WRONG ?!?!?! IS MY ART JUST THAT BADD AUAUAGAHAAUAUAHAGAHAHAHAUAHAHAGAAHAH
talking to people who don't cvt or just aren't really mentally fucked is such a jump scare sometimes
(especially if you jokingly say 'imma kms' and they take it seriously + get concerned 😭)
Me bc my childhood actually DID really affect me and how I feel about men, women and people as a whole
As well as how I veiw myself and people close to me
:(