Where Every Scroll is a New Adventure
Hello hello! I've created a new fanfiction!
Walls of Gold is its title and it is centric on Prussia x Russian Empire at the time of their Russo-Prussian alliance.
Other nations make an appearance/mention in the fic as well, such as, Polish-Lithuanian Commonwealth, Duchy of Prussia, Austrian Empire, Kingdom of Hungary, Austria-Hungary, German Empire, and Soviet
This fic does involve, child neglect, war, injury, angst, trauma/abuse mostly in the form of flashbacks or mentions, character death, bad father son relationships but also fluff and a slow burn (aqquaintances -> friends -> lovers).
click here for the fic <3
I did try to make this fanfiction as historically accurate as possible. There may be some innacuracies but I will do my research and only sacrifice accuracy for story flow/quality.
Walls of Gold has its own tag -> #Walls.Of.Gold
HIIIII im deleting my oneshots on my tumblr BUUUT
they can be found here!! Countryhumans/Hetalia Oneshots
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Words of Silent Vows {poetry}
Countryhumans/Hetalia Oneshots {It says in the title}
Walls of Gold {PrussiaxRussian Empire fanfiction}
They loved to smile.
They always smiled.
Smiled here, smiled there.
But it was empty.
Devoid of a soul, devoid of a life.
Hollow on the inside, full on the outside.
Their smile was bright, it was infectious
Their laugh was like wind chimes, the ones that made you feel lighter.
Their eyes were as clear as a cloudless sky, as perfect as a diamond.
But it was all hollow on the inside.
Within them lay cobwebs.
Within them laid something deep and dark that never once showed its ugly face.
It tightened its coils around their neck day by day.
But despite it all
They smiled.
Their smile was bright and fun, quickly soothed any child’s cries.
Their smile charmed those they walked past,
Enamored those they met.
It even made others jealous.
‘How could they be so happy?’
‘Why must they flaunt their happiness around?’
But no one ever thought they were overcompensating to hide what was true.
No one noticed the coils trying to drown them.
No one noticed their smile start to fade. No one noticed their presence begin to lessen and lessen.
No one noticed
Until their smile
Disappeared.
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oh i love writing melancholy stuff so much.
Innocence.
Crayons scattered on the floor around a bright-eyed being
who doesn’t seem to have a worry about where they place their feet.
Running up and down hallways giggling, attempting to escape being caught.
Chasing butterflies through the grass, bare feet jumping over roots jutting out from the ground.
You’re told the words ‘Savor your childhood’ without knowing what it means.
What does it mean?They never explained, they simply smiled and said, ‘You’ll see, everyone does’.
It never made sense when it mattered. Why didn’t it?Why couldn’t you have understood?
Why did you wish so often, telling yourself you couldn’t wait to grow up.
Everyone says that.
Then suddenly everyone is scrambling to turn back the clock.
What happened?
You tell your parents that you’re big and can be ‘like the grownups’ but then suddenly
You wish that they would hold you like a little kid again.
What happened to their gentle smiles as they kneeled down to tie your bright-colored shoes that flashed with light when you stepped so you’d spend your time stomping wherever you could just to see that flash of color.
They didn’t make them in your size anymore.
What happened to free time after school? Now you’re chained to endless amounts of paper.
Digital paper.
You’re constantly told ‘You spend too much time on your phone’. Too many screens.
It’s not like no one tried to make that not happen. We spend our entire lives on a screen.
Our education now depends on a screen.
Everything seems to depend on a screen no wonder we start to also.
What happened to counting fake plastic pennies and the colorful cubes to use for math? Now it’s a page put up on a screen that you’re told to write down. Needing help seems like a chore.
Why ask?Everyone will stare at you. Avoid attention. What happened?
‘Never be afraid to ask questions.’
But what if those people made you afraid in the first place.
As a child you were convinced that you knew. You knew because you could ask.
As a teenager.
You pretend to know because the only thing you do know is that you know nothing.
Not knowing is weakness.
It’s not endearing.
Innocence wasn’t explained as a child.
Angels were innocent.
Someone who didn’t do something bad was innocent.
But you never know the true meaning of innocence until it's ripped away from your hands and you watch life take it away from you when you aren’t ready to think about it being gone.
That’s what growing up is.
The loss of innocence.
~~~~~ i don't have a lot of experience with writing poems so apologies if it has poor quality. i'm open to constructive criticism but please do be nice i'm only 14 lol. writing is a passion of mine and i do plan to make more posts involving poetry or other.
──────────────────⊰∙∘☽༓☾∘∙⊱─────────────────── 𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐞: 𝐀𝐬𝐡 𝐬𝐡𝐞/𝐡𝐞𝐫 4𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐠𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞 @𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞-𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 ═════════════════════════════════════════════ ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶ ꒰ঌ·𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫/𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭/𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭𝐛𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐫·໒꒱ •✦•··········•✦•··········•✦•··········•✦•··········•✦•··········•✦•··········•✦•··········•✦• 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐬 𝐢𝐦 𝐢𝐧: ✦𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐬 ✦𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚 ✦𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐭𝐨𝐧 ✦𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 ✦𝐬𝐢𝐱 ✦𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 •✦•··········•✦•··········•✦•··········•✦•··········•✦•··········•✦•··········•✦•··········•✦• 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 <3 𝐢 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠. 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐢 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐢'𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬. 𝐢𝐟 𝐢 𝐝𝐨 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐮𝐩 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞, 𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲'𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲. 𝐢𝐟 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠. 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝, 𝐩𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐫. 𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜.
𝐛𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐞. 𝐢 𝐝𝐨 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐬𝐟𝐰. 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠. 𝐢 𝐝𝐨 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐢𝐭 𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭. 𝐅𝐀𝐅𝐎. ❛ ━━━━━━━━━━━━･❪ ★ ❫ ･━━━━━━━━━━━━ ❜ 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ✦𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬 • #𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬.𝐢𝐧.𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬 ✦𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 • #𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐝.𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬 ✦𝐚𝐫𝐭 • #𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐝.𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐰𝐬 ✦𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 • #𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐝.𝐬𝐚𝐝 ✦𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬 • #𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐝.𝐫𝐛𝐬 ✦𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐯𝐞 • #𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐝.𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐯𝐞
═════════════════════════════════════════════ ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶
𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐲, 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧. 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬 {𝐯𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬,𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐨3 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭,𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠,&𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫}
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