Mach Kaputt Was Mir Lieb Ist

Own up, understand your feelings and listen

or your feelings will own up your vision

obscure your whole view with a dense fog

and completely take over your future decision.

Lost myself somewhere

Traveling the path and I

Found myself again

& Space

Some might see me as a key

Some might feel me deeply 

Some might see me as the door

Some might meet my core

Some might perceive my essence

Some might hear my soul

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Wenn man uns fragt: "Was macht das Leben?", sagen wir: "Es lebt.".

Zwischen Angst und Hoffnung du kannst hinter die Fassade sehen.

( Lass sie fallen. )

Wir reden angeregt und verhalten über das Was uns bewegt,

Lachen, strahlen vor Glück und weinen gemeinsam Tränen.

Mal schwarz, mal weiß, mal kunterbunt und es ist alles ok.

( Wir sind ok. )

Gedankenblitze in meinem Kopf

Bin angespannt, steh unter Strom

Und fuck ich sitze in einem Loch

Wie versteinert, regungslos

Will drüber reden, laut schreien

Doch kein Laut aus meiner Kehle

Aus den Gedankenwolken

Prasselt purpurroter Regen

Es heißt "lebe den Moment!"

Doch im Moment will ich nicht leben

Are u excited to see me?

Do u miss me when I'm gone?

How often do u think about me?

What do u think if u do?

What is it that u see in me?

...And I wonder.

...And I wonder.

Bade in den Strahlen der Mittagssonne,

fall' in ihre liebevolle Umarmung.

Der kühle Sommerwind streicht zart,

grüßt freundlich und zieht seines Weges.

Dissatisfaction

We learned to live in pain and fear

As we forgot how to love

Used all our blood to write the words:

“This love is not enough”

Structure on the walls

Indistinguishable from

A remote distance

Sorry...

Sorry for being a burden.

Sorry for being clingy.

Sorry for being such a mess.

Sorry for having no self control.

Sorry for being insensitive.

Sorry for being thougtless.

Sorry for being heartless.

Sorry for being unempathic.

Sorry for overestimating.

Sorry for not grasping cues.

Sorry for being emotional.

Sorry for overthinking.

Sorry for being distant.

Sorry for being manic.

Sorry for being depressed.

Sorry for being arrogant.

Sorry for hating myself.

Sorry for bothering you.

Sorry for dissapointing you.

Sorry for making excuses.

Sorry for being suicidal.

Sorry for telling you about it.

Sorry for staying.

Sorry for opening up.

Sorry for saying all that.

Sorry for apologizing.

...I'm sorry.