Me Core:

I want to get so s1ck that they h0spitalize me. Ill only drink ensure and refuse any real food. I'll let them sedate me and shove a tube down my thr0at. At least then I will know that it was all for SOMETHING. That I wasn't doing this alone. For nothing. All the struggling will have been worth while. My bones will be popping out and my r1bs will be like brail. I will finally be recognized for my 3d.

Feeling guilty for drinking only a black coffee<<<

Ate 900 calories after my fast and I wasn’t even hungry my fam made me… so I think I’ll fast again tomorrow or eat a small pack of tuna

I wish I had more friends, it sucks ass when you've only got 2 people to text when bored but they hardly reply 😂

i don’t even feel like i’m living, i rarely go out and when i do i feel like im not really present or in control of my body

i only feel like myself when i’m looking at my body and i like what i see tbh and that’s quite rare

every day is just distractions and scrolling and listening to music trying to make the time go faster so i can wake up and weigh myself again

ed? Not me.

#iwillcryifihavetoeatagain

She needs lavender, not roses🪻♡

“A car cant run without fuel!” Am i the size of a car to u bcs i PROMISE i dont need allat fuel