Stellareqm - StellarEqm

the comfort i find in the rain is kinda unreal

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Me, after another night of drafting, editing, writing, editing, editing again, some more editing

nevermind *deletes the whole thing*

Fuck restaurants and arcades.

Take my hand and bring me here for our first date.

Sylvia Plath, aged 30, in a letter to Olive Higgins Prouty, her mentor & benefactress, 4 months after discovering her husband's infidelity, and their subsequent separation (dated Tuesday, 20 November 1962)

how unfortunate it is that love doesn’t find you worthy enough to even give you a chance, as if even heartbreak is a privilege you are denied

- shya via yousmellofstorms

To be alive is to dance on the edge of oblivion, to feel the weight of existence pressing down upon us, even as we reach for the stars.

my body is tired.

my mind is cruel.

i don’t know which one will win.

We are all stardust and stories✨

I was told there’d be a light at the end of this tunnel.

One more exam. One more application. One more interview. One more job. One more report. One more deadline. Just one more.

You’ve done so much more, so what’s one more?

Just one more.

And then, there’ll be the light. The love. The joy. The praise. All yours by right.

So you go through life, each day piling on top of the next, each morning it gets a little bit harder to breathe, a little bit harder to believe, a little bit harder to choose to live, but you keep going, you keep breathing, you keep believing, you keep trying, cuz you’ve gone through so much more, what’s one more?

Just one more.

So on and on and on we go, chasing the light at the end of this tunnel, but you’re just as far in as you’ll ever be out, and you can’t stop now, its right there, that illusive dream you’re chasing that shimmers on the edges, that keeps you alive, that keeps you waking up every morning, that was promised, because you did so much more, you went through so much more, you can do so much more, of course you’ll get it, you have to, right, you’ve earned it, it’s yours, it’s coming, its right there, don’t you see it, it’s right there, just one more step, one more breath, one more day, one more try. What’s one more?

Just one more.