[July 19, 2015] You Don’t Really Know How You Got Here, Standing In Front Of A Mostly Empty Aphrodite

[July 19, 2015] You don’t really know how you got here, standing in front of a mostly empty Aphrodite cabin. God, if Wooyoung saw you here you would never hear the end of it. Alas, Changbin had grown tired of your moping and all but dragged you down here. It’s funny, your Dad and siblings are some of the most confident people at camp, maybe in all of New York, but here you are struggling to enter the threshold of the cabin.

When you finally enter the cabin it’s empty, except for a boy sitting on a bunk with a ukulele, humming hey jude by the beatles. When he sees you, his focused look turns into a fond smile, despite never having met you before. His eyes rake over your clothes. A band tee and a pair of ripped jeans you got from a sibling that don’t quite fit. “Changbin must have sent you!” He chirps, putting his ukulele down before getting up and pulling a chair over from a nearby vanity. You nod while he motions for you to sit down.

“So …” he muses, sitting back down on his bunk and tucking his ukulele under his arm again. “I’m Chan, your local Australian therapist.” He chuckles as if it’s a joke he’s told many times. He probably has. “I’m Y/N,” you reply, trying to look everywhere but his face. Scanning over the many makeup brushes, the obnoxiously pink walls, and the hair dryers set up in one corner, you think that this visit is probably going to be useless. “So, if you are here, Changbin probably had enough of either you moping or getting into one too many fights. Which one was it?” Chan hums, plucking unconsciously at the strings. You clear your throat, trying to organize the thoughts in your head enough to explain. “Moping. It’s ridiculous anyway. I shouldn’t be moping over such a small thing.”

Chan hums again, pressing his fingers into the strings, but not playing anything. “Well, if you’re moping you must be upset about something. Probably something that’s been piling up for a while.” Chan observes, cocking his head to the side. “I-I guess. I mean, I’m just tired of being left out,” You sigh. You didn’t fit in with your siblings and the other cabins keep to themselves most of the time. “That’s reasonable. I mean, you seem very different from a lot of your siblings. People tend to avoid things that are different from them.” Chan reaches out and touches your hand, muttering something and the mood seems to lift.

“I don’t really think I can do anything more for you,” Chan hums, standing up and setting the ukulele on its stand. “Do you want to walk to lunch with me?” You nod and stand up, rocking back onto your heels while he pulls the chair back over to the vanity. “Thank you, Chan!” you chirp, practically skipping alongside him as the two of you walk to the pavilion. While you don’t notice it, Chan watches you with a fond smile for the rest of the day.

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reblog please someone read this masterpiece

Yukult

In honor Yukhei being a wonderful human being, I have made a discord server in his honor. But while it is in his honor, everyone of any fandom can join, as long as they dont start fanwars, as this is supposed to be a welcoming place.

If you would like to join, please reblog the post and make sure I can message you with the link!

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staymoarmyzen

4 years ago

Song is ICY by ITZY

Tagging: @dexiao @ovelha-colorida-v @nakayutasama @lsnpaj

tagged! you’re starring in a movie with the last person you saved in your camera roll and the last song you listened to is the title. who/what is it?

tagged by: @jungwooisms

tagging: @yunwoo @nyuksw @proseeuhn and all my other moots!

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staymoarmyzen

4 years ago

Get to know me tag! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ

tagged by: @regularhuhhh thank you for tagging me :]

relationships: never had one :/

break-ups: I can't have a break-up if I never dated someone (right?)

kids: I don't have one

brothers and sisters: I have a younger brother

pets: three cats

surgeries: never had one

tattoos: I have got some tattoos but the temporary ones, never real tattoos

countries you’ve been to: USA and Argentina

been in an airplane: yes

been in an ambulance: never

i sing karaoke: yes, I love singing!

ice skating: yes, but only 2 or 3 times

been on a cruise: yes, only one time and I don't want to go back

driven a motorcycle: never in my whole life and I don't really want to

ridden a horse: yes! almost every year

stayed in a hospital: no

favourite fruit or berry: pitaya, strawberry and watermelon

favourite color: red, purple and green (and black and white if you consider them colors even if they are shades idc)

last text: "if you were a transformer you would be optimus fine" - (it was the end of a little pick up line fight)

coffee or tea: tea but I drink coffee more often.

favourite pie: lemon pie

favourite pizza: maybe pepperoni pizza idk

tagging : @give-seconds @dearyongs @ovelha-colorida-v @mona-devilthatdraws @starsandsoul @yayhei @sleepyyangyang (if someone already tagged you sorry and if you don't want to do this is ok)

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staymoarmyzen

5 years ago

This is really necessary to reblog this.

I just loved it.

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staymoarmyzen

4 years ago

I'd love to have someone to tell me that everything's going to be ok even though it isn't (it is a living hell rn)

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i think i need a hug staymoarmyzen

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staymoarmyzen

2 years ago

what do you think of the moon

I hope it stayes where it is

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staymoarmyzen

4 years ago

hello majorie! this wasn't necessary but i'm your secret santa from jcc! i want to get to know you better :) anyways, every thing is going to be okay, it's going to be better! no matter what happening on rn or what situation you're in. time heals. i'm not much of an optimistic but i truly believe that time will eventually help you grow and will help your situation. anyways (again, sorry i'm really bad with comforting and thats the best i could do ehdh) let's talk about each other! i'll start off first in case it will make you uncomfortable? i'm more on the quieter side but i ramble a lot when i talk like i'm doing rn-, i like dancing/singing to kpop songs. i never really told anyone that haha- and lastly, i'm a dream stan :) how about you? - uh let's go with ☃️ for now ig? oh god i really hope this doesn't feel awkward hdgshs

Hi!

I can say that I am slow to understand some (actually many) things, I like singing and dancing, I have a habit mixing (?) two languages in a sentence and I don't know what else to say about me :/

(Also I am sorry for taking so long and thank you, you made my day)

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staymoarmyzen

4 years ago

I am feeling... infires

Yes. Inspired

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staymoarmyzen

4 years ago

[3:18 pm]

"If I give up... would someone even care? If I stopped breathing... would someone actually miss me? I cannot find any reason to stay alive if this is how I am going to live. I just want to rest in peace." You kept whispering these words to yourself while crying in the corner of a dark room.

"You shouldn't think of this. If you can’t find a reason to stay alive I can help you, but just keep in mind that ‘this’ will not be the answer to your current problems. If you need support I will be here for you. I will always be here for you whenever you need me... okay?" You looked at the person, only then recognizing your best friend, Na Jaemin. Without thinking twice you just buried your face on his chest, allowing yourself to be pulled into his embrace while sobbing loudly and nodding slightly. "I love you way too much to let you do this to yourself." He said in a inaudibly while crying with you and holding you as if it depended on his life... and maybe it actually did.

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nct nct dream jaemin nct jaemin staymoarmyzen nct timestamps nct dream timestamps

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