10 Days Sober Off Klonopin And Sh And All I Wanna Fucking Do Is Relapse !! Is It Even Fucking Worth It

It’s dumb and toxic and not okay at all but I want to be 19 again in a friend group of fucked up people who encouraged eachothers destructive behaviors. I miss someone telling me not to eat, sharing low calorie recipes and reminding eachother what we were working towards.

I miss that bond. Of giving somebody else control. Having somebody who controlled my eating and helped me pick outfits and what to do with my hair.

i love like, pseudosex

erotic vampire bites, magic ritual that feels Very Good to participants, multi-person fusion, mind-meld, sexy mitosis, consensual mindfuck, love-hivemind, being tfed into something or other, that sort of stuff

its hot

Hey so um do you want to have a really fucked up dynamic with me or not

I am rotting away for the sake of those who claim to love me

I am splitting so hard that I'd happily kill the person I am splitting on 💕

Luckily for them, they're a stranger on the internet.

why the fuck are you all i think about it's been over a year since we've been together and were still best friends but god all i fucking want is you and i fucked it all up and it's all my fault that we're not even together anymore because i couldn't love you in the way you needed to be loved and it fills my heart so impossibly full to see you happy with him but fuck it makes me the most miserable ive ever felt because i know i'll always be alone i'll never have what i had with you again and i don't think im ever gonna forgive myself for giving you up but you deserved better than me for a lover goodnight tumblr

saw a quote that said

"when little girls can't fix their fathers they will spend the rest of their lives trying to fix their lovers" IM SICK TO MY MF STOMACH

reassurance kink bc my brain makes me feel unlovable

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