I finally got caught up with the new nightwing
Bruce: TIM! Are you ok? I heard screaming
Tim, in tears: I had a nightmare about the duolingo owl
Bruce, who's parenting books have not prepared him for this: ....what
Jason, from the other room: HOOT HOOT
Tim: screaming
I can already see tomrrow in my eyes as I lay here at 3 am. The tiredness that will cradle me as if I'm dying within its arms. I'll lay here until I feel I can't anymore. I know I'll go to stand and fall back again as my legs give out to the pain behind my left leg. The gaping hole that will suck me in and heal back up once it's broken me down into nothing. My existence will not be anolage for my family is gone and my friends are none existent. I'll tell myself I'll clean later knowing that later never comes. And once again I'll hear the low grumble of my stomach as it begs for food i will not give it. I'll pretend that I can't hear, nor feel it as it twist my insides. Im prone to Blocking out the thoughts such as the fact I haven't had a proper meal at all this week, nor have I had proper social interaction, it seems I have forgotten how. I'm upset, I'm more than upset but not quite at the same time. I feel this feeling I haven't experienced much as of lately. But once again it's back. As if I'm it's toy to play with and it's the toddler I belong to. I'm nothing but I slave to its existence. I try to creep away, to disapear, but it's truely no use because im stuck here. My environment is diffrent and because of this. I am lost. ~Anon
Please eat, you deserve to 💟
Blood, cigs, and poring rain
I’ve been offline for awhile due to school and my emotional state but I’m back now and a lot has happened sense last time i was online so I’ve got a lot on my mind to share.Â
To start school is back in as you know and I think I’m already failing. It’s only been three weeks but I’ve been gone for almost 1/3 of it; not even bringing up my missing homework. I also am known to procrastinate a lot so my homework for tomorrow isn’t even done yet. I am trying harder than last year so hopefully I can bring up my grades before the end of this nine weeks.
secondly as you guys know I have a boyfriend. I told you guys earlier on I said no when he asked me to date him but I later changed my mind. I’ve been crushing on this guy for awhile now and now that I’m dating him I’m realizing how differently him and I do relationships. I really like him though, any advice?
Third. I’ve been a lot more down lately and I’m struggling to be happy. I feel like it is this brick that I carry around with me all the time. I feel so alone in real life because I’m never anybody's first option. I’m always the person people pick last, nothing has changed there sense kindergarten. I wanna fit in and have friends but I don't know how.Â
That’s just some of the stuff that’s really bugging me right now, maybe I’ll share more later. I’m sorry for being gone so long, it was so strange not posting for such a long time. I really didn’t like it. Hopefully I’ll be back to my normal routine soon. ~Anon
Tim, dropping his phone accidentally: man. This is sadder then the time I lost my spleen
Bruce: *chokes on his coffee*
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I have free time right now so I figured I would tell you what’s going on with me at the moment. The main problem is I found out some stuff about my grandmas condition. She hasn’t been doing good lately, and about two weeks ago she was put into the hospital due to heart failure and while I was visiting her she seemed okay and everyone said she would be okay. They kept her for about four days before they released her to go home. From here on I was very uninformed about how she was and her condition, that was until yesterday. No one told me how she was doing, I actully had to easedrop on my mom telling my older brother over the phone. She is back in the hospital and her condition is terrible. They said she’s back because of her heart condition because it’s racing out of control. They said they can’t fix it either because she’s to old and will die in the Surgery so they are hoping it will slow down by itself. Then aparntly when they arived at the hospital she said she was happy to be somewhere she has never been to before….. she had spent four days there not even half a month before. They told her this and it was completely gone from her memory. She’s getting worse everyday and I’m so scared that she won’t be okay. My grandma is the most important person on this planet to me and I don’t want to lose her. How would I even react to that? Secondly my mind has been getting me down alot more lately and I actully caved in because of my anxity. I’m getting bad again. Really bad. ~Anon
This was after he blew up all of the Leagues tech.