"You're My Dazai And I'm Your Chuuya"

"You're my Dazai and I'm your Chuuya"

A simple sentence that you voice as if it's nothing. You smile as you say so, the light in your eyes making my heart skip a beat.

Just like Chuuya, you're too caring for your own good. You put everyone else first instead, leaving yourself last. You do your best to help everyone, no matter what they might have done to you previously. I don't understand such acts of kindness and yet that's what I find so beautiful about you. Just like Chuuya you might act confident, and yet you think so little of yourself. Letting me see those insecurities is a gift I don't deserve. You get angry easily, it's the only way you know to deal with your emotions, and yet instead of hurting others you take it all out on yourself, not to hurt your body, but just so you can let that anger go, trying no to do so to anyone who's not to blame. You are so beautiful even at moment you think you look anything but that, your smile and that look on your eyes makes me want to just stare at you for hours to no end, doing nothing but admiring.

And just like you said, I am your Dazai. Just like him, I can act severely selfishly. I say words harsher than they should have been and do things that, though I was sure were for the best, ended up hurting those around me. I do not appreciate all that I have until all things dear to me are lost. I will hurt myself, and be the most self-destructive version of me possible, but unlike you, I do so for the pain that comes with it. I find comfort in my misery to the point of dragging people down with me. No matter how I act or what I say, you know better than to believe that I've been getting better, and yet you still won't let go of me. You are still here, though I do not deserve you in the slightest. You carry on by my side and will always do until I hurt you. And after that, you will find a way to come close to me again. That's the kind of person you are. And I'm the kind of person so weak that'll let you come back, knowing I'm nothing but bad for you.

"We have the Soukoku dynamic"

You like Chuuya, relating to him somehow comforts you, knowing other people feel like you do, that you are, after all, human.

I hate Dazai. I want nothing to do with that man. His whole existence disgusts me, seeing someone so much like me disgusts me.

But when you look at me with that expression on your face, I cannot help but smile back at you, making a silly comment in return.

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2 years ago

“You've bested me Sherly„

moriarty the patriot can’t be THAT sad it’s just a silly sherlock remak-

“That is why for me - it must be you.”


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2 years ago

William left him a love letter, they fell of a bridge together and they still not canon?!

I wouldn't be surprised if sherliam becomes canon in the course of the manga.

2 years ago

Guys! Just imagine this:

Sherliam adopted a baby girl as they were in NY and told nobody. When they came back to London, they told everyone to came for dinner to their new place. They all came, Ms Hudson, John, Mycroft, Louis, Sebastian, Fred, Bond, Jack Lestrade and Mary. So as they were all eating the baby starts crying, William gets up and says:

William: I'm gonna sleep her this time Sherly.

Sherlock: You're sure?

William looks at him and smiles. Everyone else is speechless and are just starting at them.

Mycroft: Sherly what's going on?

Ms Hudson: Y-you two have a child?

Sherlock: Yes, we adopted a baby girl, gosh she is adorable!

Louis: You adopted a child?!

Sherlock: Yes what's the big deal?

John: The lord of crime, the most wanted man in London and a detective who almost got himself killed twice, you adopted a kid?

All this time Louis is ready to pass out and has the butter knife in his hand

Sebastian: Louis calm down.

He whispered at him then William says from inside

William: Sherly should I-

Sherlock: Yes, yes do it!

And William enters the room with their baby one his arms. He sits next to Sherlock again and everyone is still in shock. Louis dropped the knife from the first second he saw her.

Fred: What's her name?

Lestrade: What's her last name is the question.

William: She took both our last names. Moriarty - Holmes.

Sherlock: She has also a first and middle name.

William: My and my brothers' name, James-

Sherlock: And her middle one is Irene.

Everyone was even more shocked but most of them was Bonde.

Bonde: Really?

William: Yes, of course


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1 year ago

I dislike Dazai

I dislike his stupid jokes and his silly behaviour. I dislike how he acts as if he is superior to most other or how he treats them. The way he sees life or his stupid jokes about killing himself makes me hate him. The fact that he sees no reason to be or sees no meaning in this life makes me hate him. The amount of value he gives his own life make me hate him. I hate how relatable he is.

Dazai always found comfort in Sakunosuke Oda and Kunikida Doppo. He trusted both greatly. I hate how fond I feel of those two characters.

He felt saved when next to those two men, as if he had finally seen that small light by the end of the tunnel, a reason to exist, even if just for a little longer. I hate how much he values them even if he had lost all hope in humanity before getting close to them. I hate how I find myself trying to get attached with someone that way.

These two men saved Dazai, they both looked after him, cared about him lots. I hate how I cannot find someone to save me like they saved him..


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2 years ago

Facts we can all agree:

• Sherlock and William are made for eachother.

• There is no Johnlock in Mtp/Ynm.

• Miss Hudson is badass.

• James Bonde is trans.

• The Moriarty brothers, James Bonde, Jack the Ripper, Sebastian Moran and Fred Porlock love eachother like a real family.

• William's letter to Sherlock was a love letter.

• Louis doesn't like Sherlock and he doesn't want him around his brother

• Moran took long to understand that Bonde has equal rights with him

• Sherlock was rude with everyone except from William

• Albert owns the colour green, William the colour red and Louis the colour blue

• Moran is a playboy

• William and Louis look alike but William stills hotter

• Louis' scar is beautiful

• John has angry issues

• Mary is pretty good but not as Amanda's Mary

• Mycroft is better fighter than Sherlock

• Albert cares so much about his brothers even tho they are not 'his blood'


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2 years ago

Why almost everyone in Mtp/Ynm have the same name? For example:

We have 4 James.

• Albert James Moriarty

• William James Moriarty

• Louis James Moriarty

• James Bonde

We also have 4 Williams.

• William James Moriarty

• William Sherlock Scott Holmes

• William H. Bonney (Billy the kid)

• William Moriarty (Albert's brother)

I mean, couldn't they just think of another name?!


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2 years ago

Fuck Sherly and Liam's fall, just think of how Louis's reaction could have been while watching his brother dying. I imagine it like that:

The blond man was looking at his brother who was ready to fall, thankfully Sherlock was holding him but his arm. He still had hope that he could hug and talk to his brother again but all these thoughts disappeared when suddenly his brother hurt Sherlock with his sword and started falling. Sherlock fall with him. The blond was looking at his brother slowly coming closer and closer to his death unable to do anything. He just stood there watching. A tear fall from bis eye and then another and another. He then just fall to the ground and cried for the brother he just lost. Sebastian was holding him in his arms trying to make his stop crying even though he was crying too. The young male couldn't stop neither crying nor screaming at Sherlock even though Sherlock was too long gone to hear him. "YOU PROMISED! YOU PROMISED YOU'D SAVE HIM! YOU BASTARD, YOU SAID YOU WOULDN'T LET HIM DIE BUT YOU LIED!" While Sebastian was trying to calm both him and himself. "Shh... Everything is going to be fine... We'll get over it..."


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2 years ago

Why is nobody talking about Sebastian Moran's past?!

That man left his family because he was sick of Nobles and went to the army. For the first time in his life he felt like he had found the family he always wanted and he was happy with it but one day out of nowhere he lost all of his man,who were also his friends, maybe even family for him, his hand and almost died. When he woke up he found out that he had 'died in the battle' the next years of his life he was 'hiding' cause of what happened and then went with the Moriartys. AND THAT'S NOT EVEN IN THE ANIME!! Honestly what a shame!


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2 years ago
Can We Please Talk About This Photo...

Can we please talk about this photo...

Here we can see:

• Will and Sherlock flirting

• Miss Hudson and James Bonde one of the same

• Albert also flirting with Mycroft but they both keep and eye on their brothers

• John's trying to stop Louis from committing a murder but he is still doing it hot

• Our playboy Moran is not flirting for the first time in his life but he is just drinking from the bottle

• Von Herder is giving poisonous drinks

• Jack the Ripper is just starting at him

• And Lestrade is getting poisoned with Zack just watching his!!

The only normal person here is Fred!!


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2 years ago

I was literally crying for over an hour are you bloody kidding me?!

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