Whoever Said Life Is Worth It Fuckin Lied

there is no place in this world for people like me

the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day

I hate living, but i don't wanna die because something is holding me back, but i don't know what it is and it's killing me.

Why do you hate me so much? I'm trying my best, but it's never enough for you.

why is my mind trying to kill me

its a genuine illness to be living and simultaneously battling the other half of myself from self destructing

“Where do you see yourself in the future”

Bb I don’t. I do not. I do not see myself. There is no future.

I’ll always be the ugly friend, the friend that nobody ever finds attractive, the insecure friend, the depressed friend, the friend with social anxiety, the dumb friend, the always left out friend, the useless friend.

will someone end my life PLEASE

Apparently this needs to be said so

Forgetting things is morally neutral! Memory issues are morally neutral!

You're not a bad person if you...

forget things quickly

forget people

can't remember entire stages of your life

can't remember important things

can remember some things very well and forget other things all the time

can't remember things (or anything!) about your interests

forget to eat, sleep, go to the bathroom, etc

forget to reply to texts

remember things and immediately forget them again

can't remember birthdays, events, etc

frequently answer 'I forgot' to questions

can't retain new information

forget things you used to know

only remember things when it's too late

have vague, distorted and/or unreliable memories

depend on others to know how an event you were in played out

have other symptoms that are worsened by memory issues and vice versa

... and anything else I might have missed!