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I am tired of being sad. I wish I could find the will to write. I wish I could write to cure the ache in my chest. I want to write, but the fatigue fogs my brain, making me tired and adding to the lingering ache. Yet I want to write but the will lowers with fatigue threatening to drown me.
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you don't even get three episodes into tom and jerry before that faggot jerry uses mistletoe to get tom to stop chasing him and kiss him instead. and that faggot tom coquettishly complies.
yes, your honour, i made them yellow and blue to symbolize the brightness outside the closet and the darkness inside it, byler made me and i will NOT apologize !!
happy logan sargeant in an indycar month to those who celebrate
|| note: AHHHH IM SO EXCITED FOR ALL OF YOU TO READ THIS
|| pairings: uliana x reader, hook x reader, morgie x reader, hades x reader, maleficent x reader, maleficent x hades
|| poly, fluff, jealousy
|| from the author: my favorite characters from rise of red mwa mwa
-fic under the cut-
The corridors of Merlinâs Academy were alive with activity, filled with a mix of students from different backgroundsâroyals, villains, and everyone in between. You walked through the halls with a confident stride, a natural result of your royal upbringing. Yet, behind that confidence was a heart that had been captured by a rather unconventional group.
Uliana, Hook, Morgie, Hades, and Maleficentâthey were your everything.
Your relationship with them had started slowly, each bond forming in its own time, like pieces of a puzzle falling into place. Uliana, with her sly smiles and endless charm, was the first to draw you in. Hook followed with his reckless grin and roguish wit. Morgieâs quiet strength, Hadesâ surprisingly warm heart, and Maleficentâs fierce protectivenessâall of them had captured your heart in their own unique ways.
And they had captured each otherâs too. Love flowed freely between all of you, a beautiful, tangled web of affection that defied the expectations of the world around you.
But today, something felt off.
You were outside by the fountain, chatting with your friendsâBridget, Ella, and Charmingâwhen you noticed Uliana, Hook, Morgie, Hades, and Maleficent watching from a distance. Their expressions were tight, their postures stiff. Something was wrong.
After saying goodbye to your friends, you made your way over to them. âHey, whatâs going on?â
Ulianaâs usual smirk was missing as she glanced at the others. Hook was the first to speak, his voice laced with a rare vulnerability. â(Y/N), why are you with us?â
You blinked, confused by the question. âWhat do you mean?â
Morgie sighed, crossing his arms as he leaned against a tree. âYouâre a royal, (Y/N). You have everythingâthe status, the friends, the perfect life. Why would you want to be with a bunch of misfits like us?â
The words hit you like a punch to the gut. You looked around at them, seeing the insecurity and doubt in their eyes. Even Maleficent, usually so composed, looked unsure, her gaze fixed on the ground.
Hades was the one who broke the silence. âYou could have anyone, (Y/N). Why choose us? Weâre not like you. Weâre... not enough.â
Your heart ached at the sight of their pain. You stepped forward, reaching for Ulianaâs hand first. âYouâre all more than enough for me. I donât care about being a royal or what anyone else thinks. I care about youâall of you.â
You turned to Hook, placing a hand on his cheek. âYou make me laugh like no one else can.â
Then to Morgie, brushing your fingers against his. âYouâre strong and steady, always there when I need you.â
You faced Hades next, cupping his face in your hands. âYou have the kindest heart, even if you try to hide it.â
And finally, to Maleficent, who met your gaze with uncertainty. âYouâre fierce and protective, and I love that about you.â
You took a step back so you could see all of them at once. âI love you all for who you are. Thatâs why Iâm with youâbecause you make me feel like Iâm home.â
Uliana was the first to react, pulling you into a tight embrace. âIâm sorry,â she murmured into your hair. âWe were just... scared, I guess.â
Hook joined in, wrapping his arms around both of you. âYeah, weâre idiots.â
Morgie, Hades, and Maleficent followed, surrounding you in a warm, protective circle. âWeâre lucky to have you,â Morgie said softly.
âAnd Iâm lucky to have you,â you replied, squeezing them all tightly.
The tension melted away, replaced by the comforting warmth of being with the people you loved most in the world. Whatever doubts they had, you were determined to dispel them, to show them every day just how much they meant to you.
The next day, everything seemed to return to normal, or so you thought. You spent the morning attending classes, and during lunch, you hung out with your friendsâBridget, Ella, and Charming. They were laughing about something when Bridgetâs expression grew serious.
â(Y/N), can we talk for a second?â Bridget asked, her tone low.
You nodded, curious but not alarmed. âSure, whatâs up?â
Ella and Charming exchanged glances before Ella spoke. âItâs about Uliana, Hook, Morgie, Hades, and Maleficent. Theyâve been... well, theyâve been pulling pranks. Mean ones.â
Your stomach dropped. âWhat do you mean?â
Charming sighed, running a hand through his hair. âTheyâve been targeting other students. Specifically, other royals.â
âTheyâre trying to prove something,â Bridget added, her voice gentle. âI donât think itâs malicious, but itâs definitely causing problems.â
You felt a mix of disappointment and frustration. This wasnât like themânot the people you knew and loved. But you also remembered the conversation you had with them the day before, how they had expressed their insecurities about your relationship. It all made sense now.
âThanks for telling me,â you said, your voice steady. âIâll handle it.â
You found them later that afternoon, gathered in their usual spot. They were laughing, clearly pleased with themselves over something. But when they saw you approaching, their smiles faltered.
â(Y/N), whatâs wrong?â Uliana asked, noticing the serious expression on your face.
You crossed your arms, not bothering to mask your disappointment. âI know about the pranks.â
Their reactions variedâUliana looked guilty, Hook tried to play it off with a grin, Morgie and Maleficent avoided your gaze, and Hades sighed deeply.
âWhy?â you asked, your voice filled with hurt. âWhy would you do something like this?â
â(Y/N), itâs not a big deal,â Hook started, but you cut him off.
âIt is a big deal, Hook. Youâre hurting people because youâre insecure. Youâre trying to prove something that doesnât need proving.â
Uliana frowned, her guilt turning to defensiveness. âThey had it coming. Those royals look down on us. They think weâre nothing but trouble.â
âAnd youâre proving them right by acting like this!â you shot back. âYouâre better than this. All of you are.â
Morgie finally spoke up, his voice subdued. âWe just... we didnât want to lose you. They have so much to offer, and weâre just...â
You softened at his words, your heart aching for them. âI chose you. I choose you every day. But this? This isnât the way to handle it.â
Hades, who had been silent until now, stepped forward, taking your hand in his. âWeâre sorry, (Y/N). We didnât think it would get this far.â
You squeezed his hand, looking at each of them in turn. âYou donât need to prove anything to me. I love you for who you are, not for what you think you should be. I donât want to see you hurting others because of your insecurities.â
Maleficent finally spoke, her voice low but sincere. âWe wonât do it again. Weâll make it right.â
Uliana nodded, her earlier defensiveness melting away. âWeâll fix this, (Y/N). We promise.â
You let out a breath you didnât realize you were holding, feeling the tension leave your shoulders. âThank you. I donât want to see you guys hurt anyone, but I also donât want to see you hurting yourselves with this kind of behavior.â
They all moved closer, surrounding you in a group hug that felt as warm and comforting as ever. Uliana pressed a kiss to your temple, Hook wrapped an arm around your waist, Morgie rested his forehead against yours, Hades held you close, and Maleficent gently touched your cheek.
âWe love you, (Y/N),â Uliana whispered, and the others murmured their agreement.
âAnd I love you,â you replied, your voice thick with emotion. âWeâre in this together, okay? No more doubts, no more pranks. Just us.â
They nodded, and you knew they meant it. The love you shared was stronger than any insecurities, any doubts. And together, you would face whatever challenges came your way, hand in hand.
hii !! i dunno if ur still doing requests but toddler! reader with chameron where when they pick her up from daycare sheâs holding like a little boyâs hand and says heâs her boyfriend and maybe chase is like âno, no guys until youâre 50â and cameron is just like âthats adorableâ thank uu smm!!
Daycare Boy
Chameron x Daughter!Reader
Summary: Chase and Cameron come to pick you up from daycare only to find out you have a little boyfriend.
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Chase was very protective of you, you were his baby girl after all, so when he got to your daycare with Cameron and saw you holding the hand of a little boy, well he wasnât too pleased, to say the least. You had noticed your mummy and daddy walk through the door, momentarily letting go of the boy's hands to hug Cameron and Chase who knelt down to your height.
âMummy! Daddy! You here!â You squealed, wrapping your tiny arms tightly around Cameron and nuzzling your face against her cheek.
Cameron chuckled softly, giving you a gentle squeeze as she hugged you back. âHey, sweet girl! Mama missed you so much! Did you have a good day?â
You nodded excitedly, giggling happily. âMiss you too! Got boyfriend.â You took hold of the little boy's hand again so he could stand next to you in front of your parents.
Chaseâs face dropped at the word âboyfriendâ, boyfriend? You werenât old enough to have a boyfriend! Meanwhile, Cameron was smiling and couldnât help but awe. She thought it was too cute. She gave a little wave to the little boy and kissed your cheek. âA boyfriend? Thatâs so sweet!â
Chase crossed his arms, raising an eyebrow. He shot Cameron a âreally?â look at hearing her say it was sweet. âNo, no, no, no. Y/N youâre not allowed to date until youâre 50. No boyfriends.â
Your little face scrunched up, holding the little boy's hand tighter as you heard Chase say that boyfriends werenât allowed. âNo, Daddy. He my boyfriend, âkay?â
Chase shook his head, about to open his mouth to say something before Cameron cut in. âItâs okay, sweetheart, Daddy is just a bit surprised. Heâs very happy you have such a close friend.â
You nodded, your frown turning into a happy grin. âBoyfriend.â
Cameron nodded, letting out a little giggle and running a hand through your hand. âBoyfriend, alright honey.â
Chase let out a small huff and rubbed his forehead, whispering to Cameron beside him. âSeriously? Youâre not bothered by this? Sheâs 3!â
Cameron sighed, giving her husband a side-eye at his overdramatics. âExactly, sheâs 3. Itâs just a harmless daycare crush, itâs not like they even know
what it means. They share snacks and hold hands in the library line, thatâs how serious it gets.â
Chase sighed, picking you up and setting you on his hip, quickly watching you wave goodbye to the boy. âI guess⊠but sheâs 3, sheâs too young to have a boyfriend.â
Cameron smirked, signing you out on the little sheet of paper. âAnd what? Youâre going to chase away every boyfriend by the time sheâs finished college?â
Chase shrugged and followed Cameron out of the daycare and to the carpark. âMaybe, so what? Her heart doesnât deserve to be broken and sheâs better than all the jerks out there.â
Cameron rolled her eyes in amusement, unlocking the car and taking you from Chaseâs arms to buckle you in your car seat. âYou can worry about that in about 10 years, theyâll probably be âoverâ by the end of the week. Itâs not a committed relationship, theyâre toddlers.â
Chase let out a small chuckle, getting into the driver's seat. âIâm just saying.â
You didnât exactly mind what your dad thought, you didnât see the harm in having a little crush. âI got boyfriend⊠I got boyfriend.â
Chase would always be protective of you, of course, he would be, heâs your dad. Though, he decided he could just let this innocent little daycare love slip, it was just innocent children being children. Youâll always be his baby girl and heâll never stop trying to protect you.
I'ma just leave these here for like... *Cough* Research purposes and such.
1960 â A Kingdom Without a King
Welton Academy still stood, unchanged, but it no longer felt like home.
You had returned, though you werenât sure why. Perhaps it was because some part of you still belonged to the past, trapped in the halls where laughter and poetry once reigned. The world had moved on, but your heart remained behind, tangled in memories that refused to fade.
Neil Perry had been gone for over a year now.
The weight of him pressed against your ribcage, an ache that never dulled. Time had passed, seasons had changed, but grief remainedâwoven into you like Penelopeâs shroud, stitched together by day, unraveled by night.
And Charlie Dalton had been watching.
Waiting.
The boy who had never known patience now stood by your side, silent and steady, never pushing, never demanding. Just⊠there.
You werenât sure how much longer he would wait.
And you werenât sure if you wanted him to.
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1959 â The Game
âYou donât have to do this.â
Neil grinned at you, mischief flickering behind his eyes. âWhereâs the fun in that?â
You rolled your eyes, watching as he lined up his shot. The Dead Poets had taken refuge at the Dalton estate for the weekend, and Neil had challenged Charlie to an archery contest. A terrible idea, really, given that neither of them had ever touched a bow before.
Charlie leaned against a tree, smirking. âCome on, Perry, show me what you got.â
Neil raised the bow, drew back the string, and let the arrow fly. It wobbled through the air before plummeting into the dirt several feet away from the target.
Charlie burst into laughter.
Neil turned to you, utterly unbothered. âThat was just a warm-up.â
You shook your head, smiling. âI think youâre better at monologues than marksmanship.â
He leaned in, eyes twinkling. âLucky for you, Iâm very good at monologues.â
Charlie groaned. âPlease, spare us.â
Neil ignored him, turning back to you, his voice dropping into something softer. âDo you think I could do it?â
You frowned. âDo what?â
âWin the throne.â
You studied him, the way his hands tightened around the bow, the way his shoulders tensed. This was a game, but for Neil, it was something more. A challenge. A test. Proof that he could defy the fate his father had set for him.
âOf course you could,â you said.
Neil smiled, but it didnât quite reach his eyes.
Charlie noticed too.
Later that night, as you sat by the fire, Charlie nudged your shoulder. âYou really think he could win?â
You looked across the room, where Neil sat reading, the flickering light casting shadows over his face.
âI think he already has.â
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1960 â The Unfinished Letter
You found it in Neilâs old copy of Hamlet, the pages worn from his touch.
The ink was smudged in places, as if he had hesitated while writing, but the words were clear.
âFather,â it began.
âI know you will never understand, but I cannot live the life you want for me. I tried. I swear I tried. But my heart does not belong to textbooks and law degrees. It belongs to the stage, to poetry, to the kind of love that makes life worth living. I cannot keep pretending to be someone I am not. I have been buying myself time, hoping I would find another way. But time is running out.â
âI am sorry.â
âI love you.â
It wasnât finished.
It never would be.
Charlie found you later, sitting on the floor of your room, the letter crumpled in your hands. He didnât say anythingâjust sat beside you, waiting.
After a long silence, you whispered, âI should give it to his father.â
Charlie exhaled sharply. âWhat do you think thatâll change?â
You swallowed hard. âI donât know.â
âThen donât do it.â His voice was gentle, but firm. âYou think he deserves this? After everything?â
You closed your eyes. âNo.â
Charlie sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. âThen let it go.â
You shook your head. âI donât know how.â
Charlie hesitated before reaching for your hand.
âThen let me help.â
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1959 â The Last Performance
The theater was alive.
The air thrummed with energy, with the weight of a thousand unseen eyes. The audience sat in hushed anticipation, waiting for the curtain to rise.
Neil stood at the center of it all, his presence electric, his voice steady.
âO, she doth teach the torches to burn bright!â he declared, his words ringing through the space.
You watched from the wings, breath caught in your throat. He was radiant, every inch the king he had always longed to be.
When the play ended, when the applause roared like thunder, he found you backstage, his face alight with triumph.
âI did it,â he whispered.
âYou did,â you breathed, pressing a kiss to his lips.
And for one perfect moment, the world was his.
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1960 â The Storm
It rained the night Neil died.
A storm, violent and unrelenting.
You had run through it, breathless, desperate, slipping on the wet ground as you stumbled toward his house. Charlie had been right behind you, cursing under his breath, but you had barely heard him.
By the time you arrived, the world had already gone silent.
Neilâs mother was standing in the doorway, her face pale, her hands shaking. She had not spoken a word as she stepped aside, letting you and Charlie inside.
The house smelled of gunpowder.
Of smoke and sin.
You hadnât screamed. You hadnât cried. You had simply stood there, staring at the body of the boy you loved, knowing in your soul that time had finally run out.
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1960 â The Final Choice
You stood at Neilâs grave, the cold biting at your skin.
âI never thought it would come to this,â you whispered.
The wind howled in response.
Charlie stood a few steps behind, waiting, always waiting.
You turned to him, your voice barely above a whisper. âHow did you do it?â
Charlie exhaled slowly, shoving his hands in his coat pockets. âDo what?â
âLet him go.â
He was quiet for a long moment before he said, âI didnât.â
You frowned, but he shook his head. âYou donât let go of someone like Neil. You just⊠learn to live with the hole they left behind.â
You swallowed the lump in your throat. âDoes it ever stop hurting?â
Charlie gave you a sad smile. âNot really.â
You looked back at the gravestone, the name carved into the marble like a wound that would never heal.
Neil Perry.
âI donât know how to live without him,â you admitted.
Charlie took a step closer, his voice steady. âThen let me teach you.â
You turned to him, really looking at him for the first time in months. His eyes were different now, shadowed with grief, but there was something else there too.
Something like hope.
You hesitated, then reached for his hand. His fingers curled around yours, warm and steady.
Maybe, just maybe, it was time to let go of the past.
Maybe it was time to start again.
And as Charlie squeezed your hand, anchoring you to the present, you thoughtâperhaps Neil would have wanted that too.
|| note: this is inspired by on the ground by rose of blackpink
|| pairing: oikawa tooru x fem!reader
|| angst to fluff || from the author: my first fic after rebranding !! i hope you guys like this !! requests are open but please read my rules first !! thank you guys <3
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"everything i need is on the ground"
The sound of sneakers squeaking against the gym floor echoed in the spacious gym, the rhythmic thud of a volleyball bouncing reverberating through the air. Oikawa Tooru's eyes were focused, his determination palpable as he practiced yet another serve. It was his routineâvolleyball was his world, and nothing else seemed to matter as much.
Except, there was somethingâor rather, someoneâwho used to matter just as much, if not more.
You.
You had been by his side since middle school, a constant presence of warmth and support, always cheering him on from the sidelines. But as the years went by and Oikawaâs obsession with perfecting his game grew, that warmth began to fade. Dates were rescheduled, conversations were cut short, and the time you once shared was slowly replaced with endless practice sessions.
It all culminated in a tearful breakup during your second year of high school. You had tried to make him understand that you didnât want to be second to volleyball, that you missed him, the real him. But Oikawa had been too blinded by his ambitions to see the pain in your eyes.
âI canât do this anymore, Tooru,â you had whispered, voice breaking as you walked away.
And just like that, you were gone.
The summer before his third year, Oikawaâs life came crashing down. A knee injury, the one thing every athlete feared, had struck him hard. The pain wasnât just physicalâit was a reminder of his limitations, of the fragility of the dream he had sacrificed so much for.
The clinic door swung open as he limped out, his mind a whirlpool of frustration and regret. But as he stepped onto the street, the world seemed to blur around him, his thoughts drowning in memories of you.
He remembered the time you had pulled him into a quaint café after a tough practice, insisting that he needed a break. You had laughed so freely, the sound like music to his ears. There was the time you had walked home together, your hand slipping into his as you talked about everything and nothing.
As if the universe had a cruel sense of humor, he looked up and saw you.
You stood there, just a few feet away, your eyes widening in surprise as you recognized him. For a moment, neither of you moved, the weight of the past hanging between you like a storm cloud.
âTooru,â you finally said, your voice soft, almost hesitant.
His heart clenched at the sound of his name on your lips. He took a step forward, his gaze pleading. â(Y/N)... Iâm sorry. For everything. I was a fool for letting you go.â
You swallowed, eyes darting away. âItâs not that simple, Tooru.â
âI know,â he admitted, his voice hoarse with sincerity. âBut I want to make it right. I want to be the person you deserve, the person who puts you first.â
You looked at him, searching his face for somethingâmaybe the boy you had fallen in love with all those years ago. âI need time, Tooru. Iâm not sure if I can just... go back to how things were.â
He nodded, understanding the gravity of your words. âTake all the time you need. Iâll wait. Iâll prove to you that Iâve changed.â
As the third year of high school began, Oikawa kept his promise. The Aoba Johsai boysâ volleyball team noticed the difference immediately. He was still their determined captain, but something had shifted. He was softer, more thoughtful, as if he was trying to balance his two lovesâvolleyball and you.
Heâd leave little notes in your locker, encouraging you through exams. Heâd show up at your door with your favorite snacks, claiming he just happened to be in the neighborhood. The team watched, amused and supportive, as Oikawa worked to win you back.
But it was after Aoba Johsaiâs crushing loss to Karasuno that everything came to a head. Oikawa was devastated, his heart breaking not just from the loss, but from the realization that he might never be enough, that all his efforts might be in vain.
Iwaizumi found you in the stands, watching as Oikawa sat slumped on the court, tears in his eyes.
âHe needs you,â Iwaizumi said simply, a rare softness in his usually stern voice.
You didnât hesitate. You made your way to the court, your heart pounding as you knelt beside Oikawa. He looked up at you, his expression crumbling at the sight of you there, by his side, where you had always been.
âIâm sorry,â he choked out, the words raw with emotion. âI tried so hard, but I still couldnâtââ
âShh,â you whispered, pulling him into your arms. âYou did your best, Tooru. Thatâs all that matters.â
He clung to you as if you were his lifeline, the weight of his insecurities and regrets heavy on his shoulders. And as you held him, you realized that despite everything, you still loved him. The boy who had once neglected you had grown, had changed, and you knew he deserved another chance.
âLetâs start over,â you murmured against his hair.
He pulled back slightly, hope flickering in his tear-streaked eyes. âReally?â
You nodded, a small smile tugging at your lips. âReally.â
The next thing you knew, his lips were on yours, soft and desperate, a kiss that spoke of promises and second chances. The world faded away, leaving just the two of you in that moment.
When you finally pulled apart, the rest of the team was watching, grins on their faces.
âAbout time,â Matsukawa teased, earning a smack on the back of the head from Hanamaki.
âYou did good, Oikawa,â Iwaizumi said, a rare smile on his lips.
Oikawa smiled back, a genuine, heartfelt smile as he intertwined his fingers with yours. He knew that this was just the beginningâa new chapter in both his life and his relationship with you.
And this time, he was determined to get it right.