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Weekly Introspective Perspective #2 (3/8/23):

The game of life threw a curve ball at me. I interpreted this curve ball as something far more terrifying than the actuality of what it really was.

I guess the Universe has a funny way of putting it all into perspective for you, even if it’s just in the present moment of now. 

I overreacted, I internally cried like a baby and gave up instantly when I heard the news. It shattered me. 

But it taught me that I’m way more stronger and able then how I’m presenting myself, and more importantly stronger then how I actually feel about myself.

I had to lay it all out even my soul hit the floor. The situations I face in my life don’t define me. This moments don’t define any of us. 

The moments become part of our identity but never who you are. I feel ashamed I gave up on myself like that so quickly, so aimlessly. Im worth then that situation to myself, I simply forgot my worth.

Well here we are, days later and now I feel stupid for losing my shit. The situation resolved itself. All I had to was gain new perspective and insight and follow thru with communication. It all worked out. 

What I did was simple enough. I told the Universe in the midst of my crisis; that whatever happens I trust the Universe to play out the events exactly how they need to go. It may not be what I want in the moment but the greater good is genuinely what I care about. Whether that affects my emotions positively or negatively. 

I also draw tarot cards for guidance to my questions but that is a skill ive only recently acquired and am still perfecting but it works. I got all the answers I needed in the present moment. 

I felt gratitude in the midst of my crisis as well because the Universe surprisingly sent me a stranger to encourage and help build me up. Maybe he’s a long term partner maybe short but he did his fucking job I can proudly say that. So again I give thanks. While acknowledging and giving my thanks to the Universe I told the Universe I’m blessed for this feeling and I want to spread this feeling to others. That’s exactly what I had the opportunity to do last night and I followed through. 

Give and Take. The Universe works WITH you not FOR you. Establish your relationship with Mother Earth and the higher powers (whatever you call it God, The Creator, The Universe, etc.) you are always divinely guided, the choice is simply yours if you decide to remain conscious and listen. 

Thank you for reading.

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If you don’t already know I’m trying to find a safe, fun, positively triggering way to share my wisdom with the world. I always have something to say or messages I want to share, but never actually have the community or moments to discuss these topics with others. I want the world to know what I’m about and what I stand for, who I really am. I joke all the time on social media but the world needs to understand the depths of who I am. I want to change the world not exist in it. I’m here for others and here to work with others. I know sharing these messages are a part of my calling so here I am taking the baby steps to fulfill my duties. Thank you again.

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i met a woman who told me she’s a human being first, then a mother, then a woman. i’ve never heard a woman verbally announce her value as a mother greater than her value as a woman. it’s not crazy. probably not even surprising for another woman to hear. but for me this is inspiring and i love to understand women better period. Thank you for the conversation today Vanessa 🤎

PROMOTING IS FUCKING DIFFICULT BY YOURSELF, I KNOW THERES ANOTHER WAY BUT I NEED HELP ANY IDEAS?

but real life question why are people wasting breathe on meaningless topics like this, y’all not trying to help these people, if that’s your opinion then leave it at that people too irresponsible with open dialogue deadass

Todays really the anniversary of me becoming a music producer. i chose my first producer name on this day which will remain anonymous lmao. it’s been 7 years since i started to take this seriously. Although my skills are always improving and i’m really him, im learning the business and promotion aspect which is where i lack on execution. I’m excited to see what comes in the future and the now. shoutout to the little yet growing amount of supporters 🙏🏾

1.2.19

It is a new year, im not really sure how im feeling cause im kind of drunk right now, but im just chilling, waiting, i feel this year is going tp be very special, this year isn’t even about me ive come to realize and accept that i have to do everything in my power to make sure that my guys make it. they are my mission i dont care exactly what happens to me but i just want my team, my guys to do everything they want, everything they dreamed of. i feel like ive been trusted and they put their future in my hands and ill do everything in my power to make sure they can do what they want, they are too talented too good, they honestly  are too good to have to settle for any of this shit, id hate myself if they didn’t achieve everything they dreamed of. i love them with all of my friends, they parents even trust and love me, at least to an extent so i have to make sure they win, i have too. thats my goal this year to make sure my team is winning and is content with their lives and what they want. i really loe them got damn theses niggas are talented like honestly. they gotta make it, even if its before i do. ill do whatever i can for these guys i just hope they trust me but ill prove myself i hope they see it. but anyways as for mw. this is the year i know it, i feel it, ive been waiting for this, nothing will come in between us or my mindset for this year, FGod has built me up and made me so strong, even mentally. i love these guys honestly. damn i cant stop thinking about them. i care for these dudes too much Jaylen you got this i believe in you the most out of everyone you know? you are the key to greatness. you will play a huge impact in all of our lives. remember when we were at theBig E and this random girl asked who you were? and she swore on everything you were famous? ill never forget that day bro, thats how i knew you were everything. you are me bro, just a mini version and i love you bro please never stop. we can do this together, separate, it doesn’t matter YOU can do it. YOU can really do it, youre mindset is beautiful you will be the greatest to ever do this shit no joke. Dayvi, i love you bro. you are the chosen one, Hod chose you bro, why you playing with your gifts? if i could just get you to take me serious bro, younger special why are you playing around with this music shit. i know you know how good you are soooo please bro just let me help you its all i care about. i want to protect you from all these distractions and fuck shit you got going on, but i cant. i know that. but im here for you through all this shit bro. just trust me please we can really do this shit, we just have to do it together. i need you on board you play such a huge part come on bro, help me out here. i love you tho. CURRENCY WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU BRO, WE NEED YOU TO BE GREAT THIS SHIT ISNT GOING TO HAPPEN WITHOUT YOU WE NEED YOUR IDEAS YOUR MIND YOUR GENIUS, COME BACK PLEASE. this is the year we follow God i need all of us to be on the same page. i want this year to be about us, we got this y’all just trust me. please. i cant beg enough. X i love you, youre on my mind everyday. i never met you, never knew you but its crazy how connected ive felt to you since you left us but i know you gave me your energy. i love you born love you, idk what you did to me or put in my spirit but i will carry on and live out your legacy. this year is our year i promise i know it. theres so much to reflect on and consider and think about. failure is not an option. what am i going to do if i cant everyone on the same page? this is our future, i see why God put me ahead shit is wild. but i accept this responsibility im not tripping about it anymore. i know a lot of lives are put into my hands but it depends on how i am personally. and im okay i swear i just need people to help keep me on track. where are my core supporters the people that actually love me and want to see me succeed. My success is your success. so please people help me. whoever is down for me? anybody? Brb.

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