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Weekly Introspective Perspective #2 (3/8/23):

The game of life threw a curve ball at me. I interpreted this curve ball as something far more terrifying than the actuality of what it really was.

I guess the Universe has a funny way of putting it all into perspective for you, even if it’s just in the present moment of now. 

I overreacted, I internally cried like a baby and gave up instantly when I heard the news. It shattered me. 

But it taught me that I’m way more stronger and able then how I’m presenting myself, and more importantly stronger then how I actually feel about myself.

I had to lay it all out even my soul hit the floor. The situations I face in my life don’t define me. This moments don’t define any of us. 

The moments become part of our identity but never who you are. I feel ashamed I gave up on myself like that so quickly, so aimlessly. Im worth then that situation to myself, I simply forgot my worth.

Well here we are, days later and now I feel stupid for losing my shit. The situation resolved itself. All I had to was gain new perspective and insight and follow thru with communication. It all worked out. 

What I did was simple enough. I told the Universe in the midst of my crisis; that whatever happens I trust the Universe to play out the events exactly how they need to go. It may not be what I want in the moment but the greater good is genuinely what I care about. Whether that affects my emotions positively or negatively. 

I also draw tarot cards for guidance to my questions but that is a skill ive only recently acquired and am still perfecting but it works. I got all the answers I needed in the present moment. 

I felt gratitude in the midst of my crisis as well because the Universe surprisingly sent me a stranger to encourage and help build me up. Maybe he’s a long term partner maybe short but he did his fucking job I can proudly say that. So again I give thanks. While acknowledging and giving my thanks to the Universe I told the Universe I’m blessed for this feeling and I want to spread this feeling to others. That’s exactly what I had the opportunity to do last night and I followed through. 

Give and Take. The Universe works WITH you not FOR you. Establish your relationship with Mother Earth and the higher powers (whatever you call it God, The Creator, The Universe, etc.) you are always divinely guided, the choice is simply yours if you decide to remain conscious and listen. 

Thank you for reading.

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If you don’t already know I’m trying to find a safe, fun, positively triggering way to share my wisdom with the world. I always have something to say or messages I want to share, but never actually have the community or moments to discuss these topics with others. I want the world to know what I’m about and what I stand for, who I really am. I joke all the time on social media but the world needs to understand the depths of who I am. I want to change the world not exist in it. I’m here for others and here to work with others. I know sharing these messages are a part of my calling so here I am taking the baby steps to fulfill my duties. Thank you again.

ya boi stay cozy 🙏🏾

When you do what’s powerful or “good”, you’re going to be met with resistance because everything is connected to its opposite.

Push through 🙏🏾

man i truly do apologize to everyone i’ve hurt and affected so negatively in this lifetime. i just read about my mars in 3rd house (Virgo) and i better understand myself, i think it may have fully clicked. nothing left to do but make much better choices and make sure i’m on the high vibrational side and know what and when to do when i’m on the lower vibrational side. i’ll never give up! not on myself not on those who remain present with me. just learning my lessons and being delicate with myself 🤎

i know it probably means nothing at this point but a sincere apology from the bottom of my heart. i’m great full to experience a low so low it propelled me into internal evolution. everything is fine and i’m happy with all parts of myself. the marathon continues ✌🏾

Man i just have to say yesterday was a good ass day. Shoutout to Shel for blessings me and giving me a makeup day for my birthday! told bro my birthday was kinda ass the other day and he really came thru yesterday. i got a fire ass buildable eevee figure i can’t wait to put together and they ain’t have shit in the mall so i got a shirt from Indigöu there’s literally nothing else i could’ve asked for lol. i’m just grateful, my mindset wasn’t jeopardized even once while i was out. i feel really at peace lately. everything is in my favor.

“You’re not actually thinking, you’re just being logical”

simple but starts to expand when you really t h i n k about it.

Is being logical actually using your brain? or is it programming?

how many times have you thought being logical was the correct answer?

how many times have you done something that made no sense to you but you still did it anyways?

just small portioned food for thought. it can be as deep as going inside yourself for more realizations or as simple as a passing thought.

do you want to think about it or just keep it as simple logic?

what is logic and does it come from your own power?

i don’t think so. if i’m being logical it usually is against my current stream of thoughts, becoming like a forfeit of my desired reality. the compromise if you will.

they say love isn’t logical; doesn’t make “sense”

but you use your senses to navigate your life.

i feel the senses and logic have no correspondence with each other.

what are you really tapped into when you’re being logical?

food for thought 🙏🏾

The FEAR test:

Why are you feeling fear?

Is it due to self programming?

Are you in actual danger?

Is your life being threatened?

If the answer is no. Start to examine yourself.

Did fear start in the mind and extent to the gut?

Does your body instantly react to something that took place in the physical?

Study yourself.

Change how you view and use fear. Treat fear as intuition but do not act on the thought of fear.

Fear can be used as information.

Where do the actions you make come from emotionally?

I swear by this drink 🫡