hopelesstargzer

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Me

— Fyodor Dostoevsky; Letter to his brother 9th August 1838

I want to experience a love so genuine and soft that would make my heart grow and shine at the sight of my person, and I want to hold their hand and go to sleep very late together, talking nonsense and maybe we would watch bad movies to laugh and bake awful cakes because none of us know how to bake. I want to cry over how beautiful they are, not only physically but as a person, and I really want to make them playlists with a bunch of songs that remind me of them, I want to fangirl over how beautiful their hair looks in the sun and get excited because their eyes sparkle when they look at me.

I want to love and to be loved back

Do you ever just miss a bond you had with someone? Like regardless of what happened between you two, you miss the conversations, the laughs you guys had over the stupidest things, or the way that they were there for you when you weren't at the best. The little things matter.

Now that we don't talk anymore, I can't help but wonder if I wander through his mind like he does on mine?

I think it's amazing how people meet other people that complement them perfectly, I've seen them share the same humor, the same music taste, the same favorite books and I can't help but to be jealous because I also want to find someone like that, someone who doesn't make me feel weird.

I wish i was different i wish it all was different . *cleans and does laundry *

sometimes all it takes is one cool breeze and i'm like. wow.. i'm going to live the fullest life everything is so great and i am so grateful and alive

sure u call urself an anarchist and have “be gay do crime” in ur bio but are you nice to people in real life

Be so fucking proud of yourself for passing the hardest moments alone while everyone believed you were fine.

It’s so fucked up how tiktok culture has made clout-poisoned people turn the public into content, every day I see people minding their business have their entire faces put online for thousands of likes, a couple kissing on the train, a lady dancing across a cross walk, a guy nodding his head to the music at a club, a lady buying a banana at the store, ring camera footage of the neighbors kids being stupid. Just let people live jfc

If you’re feeling down or anxious today, you can pretend you’re in my room with me. It’s raining outside but its cozy in here. I’m at my desk writing, you can lay on the bed and read or take the arm chair. It’s really comfy and I have extra blankets if you’re cold. You want to borrow a hoodie? You want hot chocolate? You can look through my vinyl collection or watch a movie. If you want to talk, I’ll put my writing away. Or you can just sit quietly. Whatever you want to do, just know that you’re safe here. You can stay as long as you want and you can always come back. Everything is going to be okay x

the number of times i think about the full body viking skeleton i saw in the museum is ridiculous like when i say it haunts me i mean it actually haunts me

Everyone, including me, who's familiar with Pride and Prejudice: Hahahaha Mr. Collins' is so useless and thinks he's so fantastic at small talk, but he isn't.

Me at any given Christmas dinner party: WHAT EXCELLENT BOILED POTATOES- MANY YEARS HAVE PASSED SINCE I'VE SEEN SUCH AN EXEMPLARY VEGETABLE

A part of being an adult is living with regret and not allowing it to consume you. The older you get, the more mistakes you’ve made, opportunities you’ve missed, people you’ve disappointed. And every day you have to remind yourself to be kind and forgiving of yourself. You accept and love the you from the past and understand that it’s all a part of the process. Then you move on and live your best life, knowing now as old as you feel today, you’ll never be this young again.

I hope someday the timing is right

honestly life’s too short to not cry about stupid shit like sometimes you just gotta fling yourself onto your bed and burst into tears, cleanse ur little heavy heart

i suffer from being super hot and funny and sexy and intelligent and cool and nice and smart and smelling really good syndrome

Mood.

if i was in a jane austen novel i would be the one sent to the seaside for my health

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

NAMJOON IN 2017: I decided to change my name to RM. Please NEVER use or call me Rap Monster even again. JUNGKOOK IN 2021: 

reblog for good things to happen to you

the universe will listen

Cottage Aesthetic

LEE DO HWA DESERVED BETTER