As I Sit Here And Hear The News Of A Death In My Life I Yearn For The Void State More Than Ever. I Have

as i sit here and hear the news of a death in my life i yearn for the void state more than ever. I have my 17 page google doc, I have the drive, I hear the stories of us needing more money, I just need it all to change. i’ll do every method in the book if i have to. I know i am capable of great things. i know i’ll succeed.

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1 year ago

i’m so maddd. while i was in class chan had his birthday live when i went to check it said HE ENDED IT 41 SECONDS AGO


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1 year ago

whatever you do DO NOT watch the darkest minds when your on your period. I am literally crying my eyes out it’s not even funny.


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1 year ago
Did I Show You My Monk Tiefling? She’s Called Rhaenys And I Love Her

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2 months ago

YESSSSS!!! LETS BRING BACK SHIFTING TO FANFICS!!!


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1 year ago
A Courtier Bladesigner Wizard, She Isn’t The Friendliest But She Knows How To Get The Job Done! She
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6 months ago

what if i made a dr where me and my friends play DnD but every time we play we actually get transported into the game and the DM is like god in that world.


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1 year ago
You Don't Say Anything As You Push The Door To His Room Open, And To Your Relief, Neither Does Satan.

you don't say anything as you push the door to his room open, and to your relief, neither does satan. he watches you from his cross-legged position on the ground, glinting green eyes scanning you over before flickering between you and his bed. you know it's his permission for you to stay, so you bow your head in gratitude before shutting the door behind you and shuffling over to his bed.

you're careful to avoid the stacks of tomes scattered along the ground as you make your way over, gracefully hopping up onto his mattress so that you can rest your back on the headboard and spread your legs out on the bed. all the while, satan watches you with muted adoration, face stoic enough that you might think he didn't care about what you did, but heart racing all the same.

as you settle in, satan takes his cue to move to his bed as well, swiping a book you hadn't seen before from his shelves. the blond stands at the side of the bed, gesturing to you to shift over and make enough room for him to slide in beside you. he throws a blanket over your legs, tugging it so it can cover his as well.

once satan decides he's found the perfect position, he flips the book open to the first page, throat clearing as he prepares to read aloud.

his voice, like a river in the night, is cold, and soothing; flowing and gentle under the low light. your eyes grow heavy, and it's not long before satan guides your head to his shoulder to rest.

satan whispers a soft goodnight into your hair as his fingers trail along your jawline, leaving you feeling like you've gotten lost the clouds as you finally fall asleep.

You Don't Say Anything As You Push The Door To His Room Open, And To Your Relief, Neither Does Satan.
1 year ago

i’m watching edits of 20th century in class rn and now my stomach hurts and i’m in a sad mood i’m boutta cry…


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1 year ago

you guys i was in class zoning out and I thought of something crazy. I was thinking about permashifting and how i might just do it and erase my memories of this dr and then i got to thinking… What if this isn’t my og dr and i permashifted here and scripted all of this struggle finding out how to shift to build character. Yea my life isn’t that great but what if it’s what the og esme wanted at the time. Maybe I scripted i would find out like this too. I’m literally tripping out and now idk what to do.


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