Sunday, April 4 1:11 p.m.
Never enough Isn’t it
Lately I’ve been feeling like nothing is ever really enough for me.
Doesn’t matter who I talk to at the moment and how they make me feel..... it’s never enough.
I can listen to all kinds of songs that fit my mood but it’s never enough.
I think about past memories and happy thoughts, but it’s never enough.
I think about the future and it’s just not enough.
I am filled with emotions but it’s not enough for me to even have control of.
I am lost but.... even the loneliness isn’t enough.
I am alone and it’s now.... enough. Enough of me feeling like this.
Then.... I think of Jeremiah 17:9, “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?”..... faith over feelings?

~You look lonely~ 7/20/21 5:44 pm
Over the mountains, And over the waves, Over the fountains, And under the graves; Over the floods that are deepest, Which do Neptune obey; Over the rocks that are steepest, Love will find out the way.
(Thomas Percy)
Colette, tr. by Matthew Ward, from The Collected Stories; “The Accompanist, //Charles Bukowski
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~The town without me~ by Kayo Hinazuki
When I get bigger, bigger enough to go somewhere by myself, I want to go to a land that’s far away.
I want to go to an faraway island.
I want to go to an island that has no people.
I want to go to an island that has no pain or sadness.
On that island, I can climb a tree when I want to climb, swim in the sea when I want to swim, and sleep when I want to sleep.
When I think about the town without me, I feel a sense of relief.
I want to go far, far away.
Peaceful site, peaceful view 🤍💙