It’s Gonna Be FUN!!!!! IT’S GONNA BE FUN! FUN!

Fuck everything fuck everyone fuck the central line fuck uni fuck the government fuck inflation fuck the economy everyone should just fucking die and I am going to go live in a post-apocalyptic country side

the realisation that you have no actual friends is… freeing

Idk normalize wanting nothing to do with your fp and hating them and then wanting them to stay

i would literally give anything for them to be as obsessed with me as i am with them please for once in my life i'll do anything i just need this so bad

I don’t know how to explain it but just being alive causes me pain

The world is too loud, existing is overwhelming, people expect so much more than I can give

I fail at being alive every single day

I feel so ashamed to be so broken

But I don’t know how to be any other way

I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur

i don’t know who i am anymore, there’s too many versions of “me”

I hate how obsessive I get. It isn’t normal, it isn’t healthy. And it does me more harm than good. You’d think though, really, that being obsessed would make someone flattered. Apparently not.