I want a girlfriend or boyfriend
(translation: I want to text someone everyday who’s sick too and who insanely enables me and pushes me to get worse and we cut together and ⭐️ve together but I’m so INSANELY AWKWARD and anxious about making the first move even online)
I always ask myself am i actually sick or am i just making everything up? I never trust myself. I want to know if theres anything wrong. I need to be told.
just a reminder
I’m going to be stuck like this forever
does anyone know any shows, movies, influencers, etc that can help with motivation???
I need to get that spark back again ✨
coming on tumblr after eating is like walking out of ur room w ur boyfriend knowing ur family heard everything
Trying to find an ana coach, so I can b skinny 😇
Weight checking like once or twice a month, measurements can do frequently tho :)
• 18 +
• Meanspo and sweetspo appreciated
• No creeps 🙅♀️
lowkey love the feeling of being hungry
so mad my standing up stoumach isnt my laying down stoumach
my reasons for losing weight!!
• i can wear baggy clothes in an aesthetic way and not in a way that makes me look huge
• i won’t have to feel insecure about my belly
• i’ll look good in whatever clothes i wear because i’ll be skinny
• people will be jealous over my self control
• people will worry about me when i start losing a lot of weight
• people will see how small and light i am
• i won’t have to be ashamed of talking about my weight to others
• i’ll be the skinny friend
• skinny legs will be cuter in my clothes
• it will make me prettier
• being someone else’s thinspo
• can focus on other things and not just my weight
• won’t have to worry about looking fat when someone takes a picture of me
• someone’s hand can fit around my arm
• i won’t have to worry about looking fat next to someone
• people will be nicer to me if i’m skinnier
• i can be pretty and skinny in summer
• no more jiggly legs and arms
• i can have a slimmer face
• i will look sickly and pale