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''I probably won't say what you're hoping to hear,'' Jean says.

Eh worth it.

What would you say is your least favourite part of calamity? A Boss, or event, or maybe just a point of progression?

the grind for plaguebringer goliaths summon.

I don't mind the boss itself, but farming those plague canister things is just super annoying to me lmao

rui subconsciously preparing himself for rejection even when he first meets wxs… ough my heart </3

obviously the main story is meant to introduce rui’s eccentricities comically, but is it just me or is he also just testing tsukasa in ch 9?

he reads tsukasa’s script and then goes on to suggest LIGHTNING. as if conjuring concentrated electricity is the most normal thing in the world. and he KNOWS he seems insane for it

he even highlights the danger of it to tsukasa, making it seem like he’s not prioritizing tsukasa’s safety at all, even though we know damn well he would beat himself up over it if he actually hurt anyone. (hell, the first wxs event was literally all about that) like, it very much seems like rui is exaggerating his own eccentric nature

and then when tsukasa is apprehensive about the idea, he’s dramatic, pulling out puppy eyes and seemingly joking around about leaving

and it might seem like some funny manipulative farce to force tsukasa to let rui test out whatever ideas he had, but alternatively, it might’ve just been a farce put up in order for rui to protect his feelings. he saw that tsukasa was backtracking, not actually as willing to surpass expectations as he claimed, so rui was genuinely going to leave, likely because he didn’t want to face tsukasa’s rejection and judgement. he had exemplified the risk, knowing how any normal person would react to it, because then he could just say “oh well, i knew nobody would want to do anything this crazy anyways.” he didn’t actually believe that someone would accept him or his ideas and was prepared to be alone as per usual

which is why it makes sense that he’s surprised when tsukasa (albeit reluctantly) actually AGREES to the lightning

it’s too good to be true, so he throws more crazy ideas at tsukasa: a flamethrower, launching tsukasa w jets installed in the stage; trying to push him away before rui can feel the pain of rejection again

yet, tsukasa rises to meet rui’s challenges anyway

rui has FINALLY found people who are ready to carry out his ideas to the best of their abilities and he’s noticeably happier, which nene points out

after nene and rui part, he’s off excitedly shopping for parts and gadgets for the show. he’s found a place where he belongs. where he doesn’t have to face rejection anymore. where he has people who will support and actually fulfill his ideas. people who will see him as more than just a weirdo. he doesn’t have to be alone anymore.

this idea of a found home in wxs is reiterated in every rui event, and to think he was once afraid that they might reject him too </3

(rui, you make me want to chomp on a desk :’) )

Both my mans (Austin n Callum)

Looking BEAT THE FUCK UP...

and I'm here for it 🥰

First look of Callum Turner on Neuromancer tv show set

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It's finally that time of the year where boredom is so strong that I end spending my days rotting in bed while thinking about how much I miss them.

Also known as summer.

Me: I'm a very romantic person

My idea of romance:

i wanna add this to the post as a honorable mention

why has no one ever created a rap or song in spanish about amino acids like we spanish speaking mfs got the krebs cycle rap and what else literally nothing all i can find are shitty mnemonics

Ben Linus, they could never make me form a consistent opinion of you. I want to punch him in the mouth. I also want to give him warm soup and tell him it’s going to be okay

buff bun 💪🐰

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